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Wednesday, June 1, 2005


Poem
Mother and Father

I'm worthless...

You wonder why I don't believe in myself.

I can't talk to you...

Your screams overpower my tears.

Whar happened to love?

Why won;t you shut up and listen to me?

Why is every dream I have,

Crushed because you look over me...

I just want you to see me.

I want you to be proud.

But everytime I try to talk to you,

You yell at me.

Tell me I can talk to you about anything.

Then scream if I say something.

I can't tell you everything.

I CAN'T TELL YOU ANYTHING!

Stop yelling!

I'm tired of feeling insignificant.

I'm sick of this feeling...

Deep in the pit of my soul.

My whole conscience deteriorates.

You wonder why I talk of running away.

You wonder why I want to leave.

I'd love to stay with you...

I'd love to be your little girl forever.

But you won't take the time to hear me out.

Please forgive me for being so silent...

Please don't hate me for being so cold.

But you created a hole inside my heart.

Only you can fill it.

Only you can take back what you have done.

Only you can give me the faith in myself,

Make me see that I can do anything.

My friends laugh at what I write...

They laugh at what I draw...

You tell me I can do anything...

But your constantly yelling at me,

Everytime I screw up...

Only hurts me...

And it tells me I'm nothing.

It tells me what you really think.

Awards are just paper.

But your loving me,

Is so much more...

Please, mother and father...

Stop hating every choice I make.

And please, Stop yelling at my every move...

Let me move on and let me love you...

Love me...




Ok... I'm outta things to say... *Yawn* MOO?!! >.>;;;;;;;;;;
much love
~Kaatje~^.>

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