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Tuesday, April 6, 2004


Midi # 12: The Trooper
As said below, this song was made by Iron Maiden, a band of the 70's. These guys are more of a hardcore metal, which I listen to all kinds or rock music types, but rarely ever-hardcore metal. But, for Iron Maiden, I make an exception, heh... their songs are interesting, and I find them extremely vivid-like, oddly enough. It's just the way the band use their words... It can sort of make you think... Plus... Iron Maiden is cool, lol. A lot of people listened to Iron Maiden, and still do today. Iron Maiden is also in that rank with Anthrax, a speed heavy metal band. But, they speak more about diseases, and death. Iron Maiden is pretty close to The Doors, a very dark band, with a gothic main singer. He committed suicide, and from then on out, Doors fans continue to listen, and keep the band alive. There are even some kids out there who will literally kill you if you badmouth The Doors. They’ve a big history, heh. But, anyway, the new Midi:

Iron Maiden-The Trooper
You'll take my life but I'll take yours too
You'll fire your musket but I'll run you through
So when you're waiting for the next attack
You'd better stand there's no turning back.

The Bugle sounds and the charge begins
But on this battlefield no one wins
The smell of acrid smoke and horses breath
As I plunge on into certain death.

The horse he sweats with fear we break to run
The mighty roar of the Russian guns
And as we race towards the human wall
The screams of pain as my comrades’ fall.

We hurdle bodies that lay on the ground
And the Russians fire another round
We get so near yet so far away
We won't live to fight another day.

We get so close near enough to fight
When a Russian gets me in his sights
He pulls the trigger and I feel the blow
A burst of rounds take my horse below.

And as I lay there gazing at the sky
My body's numb and my throat is dry
And as I lay forgotten and alone
Without a tear I draw my parting groan.

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Monday, April 5, 2004


Aran
Yeap. Big brother Aran is leaving… it’s sad, cause he came to our house, in the rain dripping wet, with all his stuff, sort of like a dog who lost his way… all soggy and wet, but you can’t turn him down, cause you feel so bad, plus, you must admit to yourself, he looks pretty adorable (In that family-related way that is), and you just can’t turn down a face like that. I remember how Aran just appeared out of nowhere, with just a rucksack, a backpack, and a soggy and dripping husky- all white, with piercing blue eyes, just like his master. Aran looked almost exactly like the way he does everyday, except now, his hair was wet, and looked a lot shinier. With a shag of brown hair, that kept falling over his eyes, and a t-shirt that spilled over the top of his pants, with chains hooked all along his pockets. Aran’s sneakers were untied, and everything. Mom just laughed at him, and he just let out with weird whining noise. That was the first time I ever me Aran. That was last year I think. Aran, Mike, Cameron, and Aran are my half brothers. But, I had met Cammie, Mike, and Gavin when I was seven. So, I knew them before Aran… he was eighteen then. Then, in December, he turned 19… and now, he’s off to college, where he’ll spend his days in a dorm room. It’s odd, but I actually am starting to miss him… and he hasn’t even left o_O; Aran was always the mellowest of us all, and he got this one quote stuck in our heads. When you strike a deal, or do a favor for one, you’re solid. The time I had gotten in trouble with mom for breaking her car window with a bat, after accidentally letting it go, he took the blame. And no matter how much I pleaded him to tell me how I could return the favor, alls he said to me was: “Nothing. Just remember: I do you solid… and you do me solid.” And with that, he’d leave; his dog followed him with the same stride as his. I myself found that really cool, cause the way he said it, and left you thinking was really weird, and to wake up, and realize he left you totally dazed with that one sentence was pretty cool.

He also talked really slowly, heh. He’d say one, or a small group of words only every couple of seconds. So, you’d ask him something, and he’d just say, “… Oh… what?” or, “… Have you ever… really noticed… that our sister is… really… really… short?” (Which I really am not that short… it’s just, all my brothers are, or are a little past six foot and three inches. And me being five foot, six inches make me seem short. But… I’m not.) It’s things like this that will make me miss Aran, but not as much as Cameron. Cameron is going all out for Aran. Aran was the one who took all blame, and announced how he, and one of us were solid. Although, we still stop and wonder just what it is that he expects to get from his solid bond. Which is okay with me… I mean, solid is what made him and me bond anyway. I hated Aran—he was a smart ass, he called me “Tickie” (Which, I never really minded until he started singing that song by Disney’s Three Caballeros, heh.). But, there’s one moment him and me had, that will make me miss Aran most… When he said: “… And, seeing as how you’re my sister… and I… *He sort of stuttered here* l-love you… *shudders* we’re solid. You’re the runt of the litter… my runt… and, you being picked on by all the others isn’t fair… so, being the male- I mean benevolent person I am, I shall protect you my runt. And it won’t cost you a thing, because we’re just cool like that… oh, and… I ate your entire Snicker stash, and I-O-U (I had been wondering what happened to my Snickers, but all there was, was an I-O-U note card o_O;). So, I’ll miss Aran Samus Mackenzie Maelgwyn Elias B. (I always laugh at how long his name is ^_^) and I hope he comes back home soon…

~Kaede
-A post for Aran

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Wednesday, March 31, 2004


Comics?
I had a piece of art up, but erased it, heh. Anyway, I had been thinking, and I decided to find some old comic sketches... well, drawings, and post them up. But, I'm just a bit lazy to find them... I also made a few new ones, but I'm too lazy to start the scanner... someone will make me eventually, though... Gavin's been telling me to, so if I don't do it, he will, lol.

EDIT: ACK! I FORGOT TO CHANGE THE MIDI o_O;

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Tuesday, March 30, 2004


Pet Semetary
The midi is Pet semtary, by The Ramones, heh. I don't have time to explain, but what's there to say? o_O;

The Ramones-Pet Semetary
Under the arc of a weather stain boards
Ancient goblins, and warlords
Come out of the ground, not making a sound
The smell of death is all around
And the night when the cold wind blows
No one cares, noobody knows
I don't wanna be buried in a pet semetary
I don't want to live my life again
Follow Victor to the sacred place
This ain't a dream, I can't escape
Molars and fangs, the clicking of bones
Spirits moaning among the tombstones
And the night, when the moon is bright
Someone cries, something ain't right
I don't wanna...
I don't wanna...
The moon is full, the air is still
All of a sudden I feel a chill
Victor is grinning, flesh rotting away
Skeletons dance, I curse this day
And the night, when the wolves cry out
Listen close and you can hear me shout
I don't wanna...
I don't wanna...
I don't want to live my life again
I don't want to live my life again

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Stress?
Got sidetracked again... although I wasn't doing anything at all, what with all the tests, and the detentions no thanks to me being late to school all the time now... stress has been piling up, and it's driving me nuts -_-; but it's okay, because I've been know to deal with stress easily. Seeing as how I'm always surrounded by funny nonsense, it always helps me... but aside from that, I really don't give a care in the world!

lol. I myself don't care a bit. Seeing as how the random tests came from my Spanish class, and my family is from El Salvador, it was easy, and I got an easy 'A', which I had no trouble with, but I had forgotten my violin at home, and that day, our class had a concert O_O; Ms. Fujimura went ballistic, and smacked me over the head with a random piece of chalk, lol.

Cameron got up, and pulled her hair, making us all laugh loudly, with insanity, the good thing was, Ms. Fujimura is a nice, out going teacher, who loves to play with all students... Cameron learned that the hard way, after Ms. F pulled his hair back, and then, shoved him back, causing him to fall, and hit his head, lol. (Course, we didn't rat Ms. F out, seeing as how Cammie started it >_>) but, luckily, seeing as how she's a music teacher, she had a spare, it only cost me a detention... *muffles swears* that's not all that stressful in the end I guess... I don't think it is o_O; oh well... but tomorrow, I have detention... and me, sitting in a room, between my brothers Cameron, and Mike, dead silent, in detention might make me pop <_< ... >_> ... we'll just have to see...

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Tuesday, March 16, 2004


ZZZAP! *Thump!* X_x
Ergh? O_o; lol today was an odd day. I was sitting on the roof with Mike, who was playing the harmonica, and I had my MP3 with me, and whilst listening to "Come on Eileen" I started chewing on the cord to my headphones, when suddenly I felt this weird tingle in my mouth, and I went deaf, or so it seemed when I was deaf sue to the fact that I couldn't hear anything but Mike's harmonica, when suddenly I heard a, THWACK-ZZWIP!

I paused for a bit, and then, I slightly moved my tongue feeling a large opening, and I let out this squeal, when I felt this huge pain, as I got a bunch of small shocks from the headphones >_<" it was funny, cause I my eye was twitching, and I eventually started twitching all over, and there was this huge ZZZAP! *THUMP!* ... *THWUMP! THWUMP! THWACK!* ... *GIZZLE! GIZZLE!* and then finally, it ended with: X_x; Mike started freaking out, and he began to check for a pulse, when I suddenly sprang right up, and stared at him. Then, I got up, dusted myself off, got my other headphones from my room, went back up on the roof, and began chewing on my headphone wire again, lol. But, it didn't happen anymore after the first, but it was weird how I reacted to it, and how Mike reacted to my reactions, heh. I did eventually stop, though. It was very odd indeed O_o; ... but I found it amusing, heh.

Ending Quote:

Mike: Whoa... you're hair is standing up... all... spikey-like o.O; *pets me* Gooood Ginny! ^_^

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Monday, March 15, 2004


Midi# 10 Cure-Lullaby
Heh, forgot about my midi yesterday ^_^; well, here it is. Another midi based on a Cure song. This song called Lullaby was based upon a dream that someone is having where a large spider is about to have him for dinner... or something like that O.o;

Anyway, I chose this midi cause I like the way it sounds, lol. And, I liked this song a lot. It's got a nice, slow, odd beat to it. And so, here's my new mid:

Cure-Lullaby
on candy stripe legs spiderman comes
softly through the shadow of the evening sun
stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead
looking for the victim shivering in bed
searching out fear in the gathering gloom and
suddenly! A movement in the corner of the
room! And there is nothing I can do when I
realize with fright that the spiderman is having
me for dinner tonight

quietly he laughs and shaking his head creeps
closer now closer to the foot of the bed and
softer than shadow and quicker than flies his
arms are all around me and his tongue in my
eyes "be still be calm be quiet now my precious
boy don't struggle like that or I will only love
you more for it's much too late to get away or
turn on the light the spiderman is having you
for dinner tonight"

and I feel like I’m being eaten by a thousand
million shivering furry holes and I know that in
the morning I will wake up in the shivering cold
and the spiderman is always hungry...

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Wednesday, March 10, 2004


*Quotes Ginny who quotes me*
Gin came back today! *Is going to rub this in Des' face tomorrow for leaving early* we were talking on AIM, and so, I decided to quote Gin, who quotes me! It's just a pice of nice Ginny non-sense heaven for all j00!

(Ginny2 meaning me seeing as how my middle name is Ginny...)
Too funny, too true
Ginny2: o_O I gotta get out more... you know... away from Des... - -;
Ginny1: LOL!


I always notice how Des corrupts me more, and more little by little, slowly destroying my mind. I always tell him, and he just laughs at me, always saying... "I know ;-)" and it's quotes like those that make me fear other people... or it could be because I'm completely paranoid, making me think in very odd ways... o_O; anyway...

...and then Ginny2 said:
Ginny2: Hey Gin, you know, Deschu has missed you a lot, lol...
drakehho19: awwww....eeeek.
Ginny2: ... We all missed you Ginny... especially Des ;-D *ist a lie... methinks*
Ginny1: *slowly backs away* You're making me nervous
Ginny2: ... I've been hanging around Des so much, I'm turning in to him O_o; Ginny, you MUST come around more often! He's slowly corrupting meeeee!!!!
Ginny1: I...EEK!
Ginny1: *Deschu is clinging to her leg* GET HIM OFF GET HIM OFF GET HIM OFFFFFFFFFF! *wiggles leg desperately*
Ginny2: You can't let me become Des... i-fied... o_O;
Ginny1: tooooo late


When I look back at these, I always realize how no one else ever has a solution... it's like I'm doomed for life O_o; like... a curse... Yeeeaaah... I really gotta get out more, lol. *Watches the sign "EXIT" light up* Okay, okay, I'm going... >_<

-Ginny2

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Monday, March 8, 2004


Midi #9 Rolling Stones- (I Cant Get No) Satisfation
I forgot all about this, I meant to post, and I erased the last one, cause I forgot what happened, and all this other stuff popped up, and I got side-tracked, heh. So, here's my new Midi. It's (I Can't Get No) Satisfaction, by the Rolling Stones. This song always makes me laugh, because the song makes the band seem real desperate, and plus, it's one of my more favored songs. The beat is just one of those "fun" beats, heh. So, here's midi #9: (I Can't Get No) Satisfaction, by the Rolling Stones.

Rolling Stones- (I Can’t Get No) Satisfaction

I can't get no satisfaction,
I can't get no satisfaction.
'Cause I try and I try and I try and I try.
I can't get no, I can't get no.

When I'm drivin' in my car
And that man comes on the radio
And he's tellin' me more and more
About some useless information
Supposed to fire my imagination.
I can't get no, oh no, no, no.
Hey, hey, hey, that's what I say.

I can't get no satisfaction,
I can't get no satisfaction.
'Cause I try and I try and I try and I try.
I can't get no, I can't get no.

When I'm watchin' my TV
And that man comes on to tell me
How white my shirts can be.
Well he can't be a man 'cause he doesn't smoke
The same cigarettes as me.
I can't get no, oh no, no, no.
Hey, hey, hey, that's what I say.

I can't get no satisfaction,
I can't get no girl with action.
'Cause I try and I try and I try and I try.
I can't get no, I can't get no.

When I'm ridin' round the world
And I'm doin' this and I'm signing that
And I'm tryin' to make some girl
Who tells me baby better come back later next week
'cause you see I'm on losing streak.
I can't get no, oh no, no, no.
Hey, hey, hey, that's what I say.

I can't get no, I can't get no,
I can't get no satisfaction,
No satisfaction, no satisfaction, no satisfaction

And so, there is the new Midi. I’ll probably reply tomorrow, and if not, the next day.

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Monday, February 23, 2004


Midi #8- Van Halen- You Really Got Me
Here's the new Midi,here are the lyrics:

Van Halen-You Really Got Me

Girl, you really got me now
You got me so I don't know what I'm doin'
Girl, you really got me now

You got me so I can't sleep at night
Girl, you really got me now
You got me so I don't know where I'm goin', yeah
Oh Girl, you really got me now
You got me so I can't sleep at night
You really got me
You really got me
You really got me
Please, don't ever let me be
I only wanna be by your side
Please, don't ever let me be
I only wanna be by your side
Girl, you really got me now
You got me so I don't know what I'm doin', yeah
Oh yeah, you really got me now
Got me so I can't sleep at night
You really got me
You really got me
You really got me
Oh no, no, ah
Girl, you really got me now
You got me so I don't know what I'm doin'
Ah girl, you really got me now
You got me so I can't sleep at night
Girl, you really got me now
You got me so I don't know where I'm goin', yeah
Oh yeah, you really got me now
Got me so I can't sleep at night
You really got me
You really got me
You really got me
Oh Oh Oh

All right. So, lesse... Van Halen is named after the two brothers within the group, but the main singer isn't one of them. The band was named after the two brothers that started the band, while David Lee Roth sung for them.

After more than two decades of playing sold-out concert halls, selling millions of albums and enduring various lineup changes and solo projects, Van Halen is recognized as one of the most resilient and successful rock bands to emerge from the 1970s. Eddie and Alex Van Halen were raised in Pasadena, the children of Dutch immigrants who immigrated to California in 1967. The Van Halen brothers grew up taking classical piano lessons, switching to guitar (Eddie) and drums (Alex) as teenagers. In 1974, they hooked up with David Lee Roth (vocals) and Michael Anthony (bass), while gigging around town in their band Mammoth. Within a few years, they had become one of the most popular draws on the Los Angeles scene, and changed their band name to Van Halen. So, that's basically who, and how Van Halen started, so, that's basically all I can say about them... o_O;

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