Friday, February 15, 2008

okay, so shit happens

and it always happens to me. yea, things are going good, but bad. my life is a fucking oxymoron. see, there's this guy i was talking to, and we liked eachother alot. then my ex-bf came into the picture. and i still love him. and he asked me if i would marry him. so the next time i see him (he's in a different state right now) he's going to ask me properly. and i told the other guy about it, and it just broke his heart. i love him to death, but only as a friend anymore. i didn't want to be the one to do that to him. =[[

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Thursday, November 15, 2007

holy shit! i'm back. and i'm not gonna say that i'm better than ever... cuz i'm not.... becauseeeeee it's effin snowing and i'm freezing my ass off! and the internet here's being gayyyy. and meh laptop hates me! how's that for crappy? but in other news... Avenged Sevenfold's new CD is out. yesss, it is AMAZEING! and hopefully i'm getting their dvd soon. i'm excited. cuz a7x is amazeing. and the Rev is the secks... and so is Syn... and Zacky... and well, just about all of themmm!! =DD except Johnny christ... but that's a whole other point. lmfao! well, any way. no real news as of right now. but i'm sure something's bound to happen sometime. hahaha

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Thursday, October 18, 2007

today feels weird... well, i guess it feels a bit less weird now... at first Katrina wasn't here... and i thought she just like, randomly blew today off... but she came in late, cuz her dad didn't wake up in time xD and we had to get our own rides today, cuz our bus wouldn't run from the school... it's weird... lmao so me an Katrina just watched a funny video.. =D one of meh own creation. =P it was amazazing. lmao omfg. NO SCHOOL TOMORROWWWWWWW. =DD ^double chin. xD ok, well i'm completely out of it today, and i have no clue what's going it. lmfao. sooo, it'd be best if i just like... went away... so that's what i'm gonna do... maybe..... i'm too lazy to type nething else... bye -------------quizzzzz------------- Do you love Halloween? Answer a few of these Halloween questions on your blog! What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? -movies don't scare me... they're all pathetic. When was the last time you dressed up for Halloween? What did you go as? -last year. =D i went as a whore... lmao When you were growing up, what was the weather like on Halloween night? Did you ever have to trick-or-treat in a heavy coat or through the snow? never through the snow, but yea, in a heavy coat. it's always freezing. lmao What's the first Halloween costume that you remember wearing? -*shudders* a clown... Do you give out candy on Halloween? Why or why not? no, no one will trick or treat out in teh country. lmao

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

ok, so today we were talking about Synyster Gates... and i was talking about my life's dream... ((it'll never happen, but i'm used to it....)) i want to molest / be molested by Synyster Gates. he is the fuck'n secksss. <3 i don't even care that the pic behind my post has nothing to do with my layoutttt. synyster gates is the most amazazinggggg.. <3 haha well, neway. i'm bored, and idek. lmao so it's whatever. =D ((modified 10:53 am, [amazinggggg to amazazinggggg] because Katrina wanted to see the word amazazingg. lmao))

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

blech. i feel like crap. idk why. i guess it's just because it's starting to be Fall... >.> bleeee. and i'm tired as hell to boot. seriously, the only reason i'm not falling asleep right now, is because for one, the light off of my computer is keeping me awake... and also because of meh contacts =P they don't like being slept in. >.> i'm just got dizzy as hell. that's prolly not good... and i can't type worth shit today... messed that sentence up just about 50 times... ok, 51. lol so yesterday me an Trina were talking about the piercings we're gonna get when we're 18... so, i'll list what i was thinking about... just because i want to. =P *nose *lip ((prolly snake bites... depends on how much i like just having my lip done...)) *labret ((this is a hopefully, i want to, but i'm not quite sure yet. =P)) and the tattoo's i'm getting on meh birthday, the first tattoo i'm gonna get is a cross on my arm. saying: J C L 1989-2005 U N T I M E L Y angel and then i'm gonna get something in memory of Chris.... I'll figure it out. and then i'm gonna get a Deathbat on my lower back. like the girl on the Beast and the Harlot vid. =D well gotta go for now =D

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Monday, October 15, 2007

meow. well damn, what a way to start the day... ((woo, that rhymed. lmao)) first period, we started out with a test... >.> o wells, it was easyyy as hellll. and my coat sleeve keeps getting velcro'ed to my laptop case >.> shit, i just had to make sure i spelled sleeve right. lmao damn, i'm off today. haha i def. didn't get to sleep 'till like, 1 last night, and i woke up like a million an a half times... so i'm pretty sure i only got like, 3 hrs of sleep ((give or take a few 10 minutes. lmao)) hummmm, Aera Lee's CD is soon to be mineeee. i may not buy it... i might have to steal it from people... and put it on deh laptop. <3 uhhhh. well, this person here, was told by someone that she was gonna get bitten... *wicked gleam* they don't even kno. lmao owwww, i have a cut on meh lipp. and it hurtssss. stupid dry cracked lips.... that's why i buy "ChapStick" words from an actual customer: "ChapStick is great! when it gets cold or windy out, my lips get so dry! but then i use ChapStick, and they're smooth as the day i was born! thanks ChapStick!" yes, Chapstick is amazing... well, that was amusing. and if neone read that. then shame on you. that was for no other reason other than to make my post long. =D haha shittttt, i'm sleep deprived... and i'm really fuck'n hyperrrrr. sooooooooo... bye!

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Friday, October 12, 2007

"So, it would be cool if you could walk on water... It would also suck... Lalalalala... I'm walking on water. -Trip over a ripple; bashes face on water- DAMMIT!!!! Plus, you couldn't go swimming. WHEEE!!! -Jumps; Bashes face on water- DAMMIT!!!! Okay... that's all. Credit for conversation: Ashley (For starting the conversation about spiders), Jeremy (For saying that spiders can walk on water), Ashley (For thinking that he said that he could walk on water), Jeremy (For starting the "I wish I could walk on water" conversation, which was soon followed by the "It would suck to walk on water" conversation), Kassie and me [Kaatje] (For being there and laughing)." ok, so that was our morning conversation. Ashley, in case ya'll don't kno, is me. "Me" is Kaatje. haha [[i stole it from her. lmao]] humm, well, neway, i finished Drivers Ed... and i passed. with about a 93 average =] well, neway, i'm pretty sure that there's nothing else. lmao .....? god damn it, that means bye. you kno, as in GO AWAY! go away...

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Thursday, October 11, 2007

ugh. again, my life is boring. nothing of exceptional outstandingness is going on. other than Drivers Ed. damnnn youuu Drivers edddd. but today's my last day, so it's like, totally fersureee <3 but it's still really effin cold, i wore my [[Drop Dead]] gloves today... =] chyea. ooh, ya'll don't kno about DropDead go to www.myspace.com/wearedropdead chyessss. me an Bexx, are amazing. =] uhm, my FAVORITE bands like, ever are coming out with CD's this month. one on the 13th, and another one on the 31st. i'm so excited. Aera Lee ((local band)) and Avenged Sevenfold. Aera Lee is the utmost amazing local band to ever have their music reach my ears. =] Joe-lead singer Johnny- Guitar Joel- Bass Brandon- Keytar Micha- Drums and most everyone should kno who Avenged Sevenfold is. but i'm superdupertotallyuberno-wayishtypelike excited for their CD. =] omfg, chyessss. well, neway, i'm pretty sure that i'm not sure what else to type... haha but neway... what else should i typeeeee...? idk. i'm still on the Aiden Track. <3 and Atreyu. superduperamazingggggggg. uhmm, well, neway. i have nothing else to say todayyy, soooo. i guess it's whatever. haha ((WOO! pizza today in Drivers Ed. =P))

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

hahaha i just had the she-ot scared out of me! lmao we just had a fire drill here at school, and freakin, i was working on a test, and it was dead silent, and the mother fucker sounded like a dying duck squawking in your ear. lmao but neway, i luff aiden<3 they amaze me. (i'm listening to their cd now. lmao) i got a new clock for meh page today, it's freakin adorable. =] i luff it. haha and i'm pretty sure that i just annoyed the hell outta Kassie bcuz i ca type and look away at the same time. lmao. which is what i'm doing now. lmfao and she's trying to break my head off. lmfao! well, neway, i have nothing else to do, and i should prolly be like, doing something other than posting, but i don't feel like doing nething else. lmao but neway, it's freakin freezing outside ((and Kassie's almost positive that i just broke my neck. lmfao)). The Last Sunrise<3 You sink your teeth and bite the blood that drains the life inside of me and fills your soul with love and hate and all those things you need to breathe. My body dies but still my soul remains eternally in search of Caspian waves and shallow graves explain why me? This nightmare won't last long. Are you scared? So sing this song. I'm right there by your side. Tonight we've got a chance. I watched the sky bleed grey with see through shades of violent bloody stains and felt the evil prime and wicked start a course straight through my veins. I'm so alive, my skin so cold and fake I close my eyes I know that now's the time to take my chance with death and realize. Sunrise, sunset will you wash away the rain. Sunrise, sunset can you wash away the pain. This nightmare won't last long. Are you scared? So sing this song. I'm right there by your side. Tonight we've got a chance. This nightmare won't last long. Are you scared? So sing this song. I'm right there by your side. Tonight we've got a chance. So mute and beautiful to me a promise kept on high, an angelic look at life through open eyes. Don't be scared we'll make it work, we're right on time don't make things worse now I'm right there by your side. (Sunrise) I will avenge, (sunset) I can't pretend, (Sunrise) I wont forget this vein (sunset) attempt and promise kept, just one more night to make up for the loss of love and time here comes the sun to rid this world of see through blood and swollen light. Sunrise, sunset will you wash away the rain. Sunrise, sunset can you wash away the pain. This nightmare won't last long. Are you scared? So sing this song. I'm right there by your side. Tonight we've got a chance. This nightmare won't last long. Are you scared? So sing this song. I'm right there by your side. Tonight we've got a chance. The sunrise.. The last sunrise The last sunrise The last sunrise -----------bestsongbyaiden------------------- hahaha, i'm so freakin boredddd.. sooo, i guess i'm gonna go do something else.. ps, Wisdom of the Day: Never give a Masochist any freedom of something to do to you... ;)

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Monday, October 8, 2007

Danggggg. my life is soooo lame ugh. i'm pretty sure that there's nothing going on. We're in lab... and my teacher just called her daughter a geek... and her daughter's just about 6 years old. lmao well, neway, the dance was okay, it was hott as hell tho. dangggg. friggin A. seriously. the hottest i've ever been in my life, i felt like i had just stepped out of the shower... >.> ewwwww. it's supposed to be fall. it's supposed to be getting cooler. not hotter. haha but neway, uhmmm, i'm just about half bored, and we're getting out of class in about 20 minutes, so i'll talk to ya'll later. byessss ya'll.

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