Saturday, July 16, 2005

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Well the mods are kinda hating me right now and it is pissing me off. They execpt me to delete pictures that are "fanart" and I say no. Of all times, since I have had a certain e-card up (Over 2 months), they want me to delete it now. I find that rather ridiculous. It is one of the hiest rated e-cards I have and I have had absolutely no problems with them 'til now.

Well anyways, here are some new cards I made:









I am too lazy right now to make links for them today but maybe later or tomorrow. See you everyone.
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Thursday, July 14, 2005

Aw!!
Aw! I feel so special! Hehe! Thanks to everyone who sent my e-cards! Hehe! Because of all of you I have ranked first in both Most Popular Gnomes and Most Profilic Gnomes! Hehe! So I am very happy! ^^ So once again thank you all! Hehe! I LOVE YOU! And yeah. I will create a new post later! This is just a little hooda thingy. :/ So yeah! Buh byes!


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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

   Hm...What do say...Hm...
Alright. Well hm....What should I say? Oh! Well..I still dont knwo when I will be going home. Myabe on Friday or something. Its kinda depends on when Rich is going to call mom. I mean...She leaves the house for about 2 days and he doesnt even call her? Thats messed up. It makes me really mad. If anything I know that Ed would call me.

So mommy and I went to take me to summer school yesterday and as we were coming back we stopped by Rich's work to make sure he leaves just to check that he doesnt drive over to my mommy's mom's house so go take Chance who is my little 3 years old sister. So...We kinda hid behind a tree like to secret angent people having a stakeout and waiting for Rich. Well...We ended up waiting there for what? About..45 minutes? AND HE DIDNT SHOW UP! So mom and I dorve over past his work and he was still there. He was working overtime.

So then we go to the gas station and stop by our old house just to check out who still lives there. There were about...yeah. there was 1 family that we knew who still lived there but as if we would stop by and say hi. I mean it has been 2 years. As if they would have rememebered us. But we didnt want to say hi anyways. So. It all worked out for the best.

So after that we head back home but mom stops by the work again to check once more on Rich. He is still there. So we go home, stay thee a while. I read my book. Fun fun. Hehe. Then mom and I and Chance head out fo Subway to go get dinner. Well...I guess you know what happened. We stopped by Rich's work -.- again, but this time he was gone so all was good. So we headed down to Subway and my mom realized she left the gas cap to her car ontop of the car whiel we were at the gas station. So..now we dont have a gas cap.

Well we came back home. I ate my sandwich and everyone else had theirs as well and then I went to sleep at 9:00 pm. Damn...that was early and I woke up..we..yeah! Just now! So good day everyone! That ish all. o_o
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Monday, July 11, 2005

   Hehe! Lookies!
Hehe! SO yeah! I was really bored in summer school today so I decided to make a few pictures. Here are two of them that I made.




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School ;/
Well I was in a chatroom the other day and there was this girl roleplaying a guy. Talk about fantasies. But frankly I do not mind it. Its just...Yeah. o.o Its was a bit wierd and she tried getting with every girl. I mean come on. Well...Anwyays...

So yeah. It would seem that my mother and her boyfriend are fighting. He is totally being so mean to her. Saying that she does nothing around the house and tells us how horrible he is behind his back! Come on Rich! My mother never says anything bad about you ever! Get a clue! He even says that a woman should never never leave a man unless he hits her. Well hey Rich. I have some news for you. This is Amercia. Not Hungry. You may have some customs there about staying with people but here we leave men and everything if they hit us or not. You have ne right to go and talk shit about my mother just because you are angry. Take it out on that punching bag you own!

Well thats all. I am not at my house for I have been livig with my mom at my grandmother's because we left our house because my mom didnt want to stay in the same house as him. And I completely understand how she feels. I mean I have not even been in her situation but this has happened beofre and I think that by now I can get whats wrong.

So yeah. Thats it. Talk to you all later. Buh byes.
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Saturday, July 9, 2005

O_o
Hehe! I was so in a Ryuichi mood today so I made....RYUICHI STUFF!! Whee!! I will updtae more tomorrow and such because it is Saturday but until then imma keep my site liek this!! WHEE!! I LOVW RYUICHI!

Well also. This sucks. I got stood up today. Ed and I were supposed to go to the bowling alley today and I was just about to leave when all of a sudden he calls and says hes not going and that he had somethgin else to do and such. COME ON!! We had this planned since Tuesday! MY BIRTHDAY! I mean, you didnt even get me a present! You said that yourself is a present! Thats sweet and all but I got you soemthign for our anniversery and for your birthdya! YOU DIDNT GET ME ANYTHING FOR EITHER!! Come on!! *sighs* Well I guess it cant be helped.

So instead I went to the Cornfest with my mom and brother and sister and my mom's boyfriend and such and we all hung out there. I went off alone because I DIDNT HAVE MY DATE *coughs* Jerk* coughs*! So I bought him a necklace that reads: 'To: Ed Love Ally' all because I lost his original birthdya present because I gave it to my little sister and well..yeah. You knwo how it goes. I was going to give it to him ealier but he was up and away from hwere he lived to go see his dad up in Redding. So yeah.

Well anywho. I bought that and then I won a small dolphon toy on a game. =/ It sucked so then I went to the petting zoo where all the little kids hang out and yeah.I was liek the only grown up kid there BUT THE ANIMALS WERE SO DAMN CUTE!! AND THEY HAD KITTENS!! So I sat around playing with the kittens (There were three) and everytime a little kid would come up and ask to pet it I would let them hold it instead. but I asked them to sit down first. I feltso porfessional. But then, like, after 1 1/2, they put the cats away and the rabbits and geese and sheep and cuks.. OMG!! I RAN AFTER A DUCK AND CAUGHT IT! But..then I got in trouble for holding it. Damn.. But they let me stay in the zoo. So yeah. It was hella fun.

Then I went to go meet up with my mom and such and she bought me a funnel cake. It was good too. And then I had some lemonade and sat and listened to a girl form our school sing (The Cornfest was held right in front of our school and all the wat to the park and back) and she was great! I sung along with her especially when she stared sining "Sweet Home Alabama" because I kareoke to that song. Hehe. And I sound pretty damn good I am told.

So now I am home and everything so yeah. Thats my day 'cept I went to summer school early in the morning and Ed said he might showup to have lunch with me and he didnt do that either but whatever. There is always Monday and the summer isnt over yet. but he better now forget our Anniversery (6 MONTHS!! AND THIS IS MY FIRST BOYFRIEND!! OMG!! I AM SO DAMN HAPPY!! EEEK!!) on July 28th. I mean, half a year? I want to go to the movies and go out to dinner after or before. I mean. We havent really even done anything remotely romantic. I want this to be special, but thats a long ways away. We can talk over it later. But yeah. I think thats about all.

o_o I think it may just be me but I feel like I am reading the Princess Diaries books too much because now I feel like I am wrioting in my own diary. Omg!! Mia!! I am just like you!! COOL!! I should become a journalist like you and join the newspaper committie nest year at Heritage High School! Well Yeah! Later!!

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Thursday, July 7, 2005

My Birthday!! (What I did)

Happy Birthday, Ally! Some of us need to open our eyes, because some of us are ignoring what we should be seeing. Says:

So, what did you do on your b-day?

This is the story of a girl. Who cried a river and drowned the whole world. Says:

Well...I went to summer school and at lunch my mommy picked me up and took me to Perks for a birthday lunch. Then I went back to school until 2:30. Then my mom picked me up and took me to go pick up Ed. We all came back home and my mommy said to go into the kitchen and I saw some flowers and balloons and a cake. The cake was really pretty. Then Ed and I went upstairs and hung out then someone knocked on my door (front door of the house) and I wanted to go see who it was but Ed said to stay and not look out my window so I didn’t. Then my mommy went downstairs and wrapped some gifts I guess and then Ed came back upstairs and we watched another movie and then we went back downstairs and I saw all my presents wrapped and a vase of flowers and a teddy bear with a balloon. So the person who came you the door was a delivery person who brought the flowers and the teddy. Then Ed and I went back upstairs again and we took a nap together then my mom came and woke me up and we went to go get dinner while Ed stayed home at my place and slept. Then we come back and I had to wake Ed up with some freezing cold water. That didn’t work so then I got an ice pack and that got him up. =/ So we went downstairs and had dinner and then dad, grandma, and Jodie called to wish my happy birthday. And then Katie and Richard called to wish my Happy Birthday and then asked if I Ed and I wanted to go out on a double date this weekend and we agreed. So then we had dinner and opened gifts and had cake. Then Ed and I went back upstairs and I started feeling sick while we watched FearDotCom and then I went into the bathroom and threw up. Then Ed's mom called and Ed had to go home like 15 mins ago or more and I are still throwing up.



The End.


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Wednesday, July 6, 2005

   Tomorrow!!
Well..tomorrow ish my 16th birthdya! Hehe! I am so excited! really!!Hehe!! I cant wait. My grandma said those are only for sweet kids though. Oh well. I am sweet to some extent. oO At least..people tell me I am. But then they call me childish too but oh well!! Its better to be an old person who is a child than be some serious jerk-off right? OFF COURSE!!! So yeah!! 16...big ONE SIX TEEN o_o I am a teen. Well I was when I was the big THIR TEEN. Yeah! My mommy said she is going to take me out to lunch tomorrow for my birthday present but I am sure I will get other.

Oh. And thank you all so much for your advice yesterday. I used it and talked it over with Ed and everything. Now everything is just wonderful between us now. he understood what I meant and everything so its alright now. So thank you so much guys. I really, Really, appreciate it. =)

So anyways. Ed said he wanted to try and take me out to dinner tomorrow as well. But he bought lunch for me today! I mean. I dont wanna seem like a gold digger or anything. o_o I dont want him to go broke. >.> But. If he really wants to then it is alright. I have to pay him back though. I lost his birthday present. His was on the 28th of June and I got him this really cute silver licket thingy chain thing with my picture on it and I wanted to give it to him but I lost it. I feel hella bad. I iwll just wave to buy him somethign else when I get my birthday money. Yep. Thast how I live. =/ Off my Christmas/Nirthday/Graduation money. But. Oh well. Oh! And Easter? oO I cant rmemeber. Oh well. Whatever.

But yeah. I will leave before I go on and talk to much! So talk to you all tomorrow when it is my birthdya!! ^^ Eeek!! BYE!
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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

   Sad...
Im scared...I told my boyfriend today after having a wonderful night watching fireworks that..I felt dirty and uncomfortable around him when he wants to touch me. I told him over the phone and he said he was sorry. But then he sounded as if he got all mad. I heard stuff being thrown in the background and then he started sweaing/yelling at random things. He never does that. I am really afraid that I will lose him now..I mean. What was I supposed to do? Lie?! I wanted to but I didnt want this to continue. I dont knwo what I am supposed to do now. I am afraid he will leave me now and it is 2 days before my birthday. What a present for him to leave me. Joy..I dont know what to do..I cant stop crying. Im really afraid and I cant stop shaking. What am I supposed to do....What? My heart feels liek its bacout to shatter..I cant take it... If you have any advise please tlel me..
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Monday, July 4, 2005

   Sadness
Sadness




I hate seeing you in such pain

Such agony

You never did anything to deserve such a horrible thing

If anyone hurts you

I would take them down for you

I care for you

I always have

Seeing you so sad

Its saddens me

Its pains me

I love you and I want you to know that

You hold a special place in my heart

People may have hurt you

People may have deceived you

But you look past that and still you trust

Love

Cherish those people

All because you want them to not notice

Don’t pretend

Sooner or later you must tell them

You must tell them the truth

The things you think, feel

The things you want to know the truth about

You cant go on pretending all your life

Its not fair

Not fair to you at all

No one should do that

No on deserves that

No one should have to feel sad or anything

You may not be able to heal once you find out the truth

You may not be able to trust

But I am always here

I will always be here if you need anything

Because I love, care, believe in you

You can do so many wonderful things

You just don’t want to see that

You are better than thi9s

You are better than this sadness

Better than this worry

You are better than most

Maybe these words don’t mean anything to you

Maybe they do

I just have one wish

I hope you understand

What a great and wonderful person you are

How wonderful to have you as a friend it is

How great of heart you have

How big of a heart you have

I love you

And all this is coming from the bottom of my heart

Think it over

Don’t worry

Take your time.

If you even need me I am here

I wish I could take all this sadness away from you

Forever

And never have you feel it again





This is dedicated to someone very special to me in my heart but will remain unnamed


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