Sunday, July 3, 2005

   New stuff? =/
Well I guess I have some new stuff. Sorry for the talky thing last time but I did get a few responses and that is super cool. So thanks guys. Well for the first time in a while I made a few new e-cards. I am hopeing they rank, but if they dont oh weel. I will just have to make more now wont I? Well. Here are a few e-cards a made last night and posted up on the website this morning and now they are on here. So yeah. Check them out and you knwo what to do if you like them.
















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Saturday, July 2, 2005

   Why Cant I Be LIke Her...
Well I wasnt in the best mood when I wrote this so yeah..

Why cant I be like her...What does she have that I dont? You treat her so much differently than you do me. Youused to look at me that way but now you seem so distant. Is there somethgin wrong with me? Should I just dissapear? Would that make you happy? Would it mae you happy if I was gone? Would you even take the time to notice? Why dont you undertand that I love you? I care about you? But no...You never cared about me. It was always her. She was your first priority even when I was here forst. I was before her, but you dont care. Of course you dont. You never did. You never took to the time to undertand my feelings. I see you kissing her and I just break down. I run away just like I have always done. Just like you said I have always done. I always run, but I have nowhere to run to. I feel as if I just want to scream. I want to cry. Tear my heart out. Even after that you still wouldnt care would you? Of course not! Why would you when youhave someone so perfect in your life? You pay more attention to her. To her feelings. To her sadness. To her love. I am nothing but a faint shadow that follows you. I am not important. I am just there. Thats all I will ever be to you. Just someone there. No one important like she is to you. Are you so blind that you cant tell when I am sad? You cant tell when I am breaking down inside even though I have known you longer than anyone else has? You were like my best freind, but I wanted to be somethign more. Something more meaningful. Something other than just that person who follows you. But I can never be what she is. I cant be your lover. I cant be the perfect girl. Im sorry I am not perfect. Im sorry I cant be what you want me to be or what you thought I could be. I will just dissapear. Maybe then you would be happier. You never seem happy when I am around anyways. So I will go. I will leave you alone with her. I will always miss you, but youw ont even think twice about me will you? Of course not. You never did. My final goodbye is now. My final goodbye will be forever. My final goodbye will be laying on the floor of the ocean. My last goodbye...Is to you my love. The one I had to let go.
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Sunday, June 26, 2005

   Jessika...


My friend got into a car accident today....I didn't find out about it until late tonight...She got sent to the hospital for stitches and such, and is spending the night there. Her friend had told me the horrid news, and I almost broke down....I wondered, "How can this happen to her?" She was in a car with a driver who was talking on his/her cell phone, which caused the reck. I told my friends who were also good friends with her and they almost broke down too. Now, me and my friends are fustrated about this whole conflict and the deal with how people could still be talking on the damn phone while they drive! It's illegal to do so! You can get killed! How can someone be so clueless at that?! Heck, my friend has only stitches, but what if it was worse?! What if it was because she slipped into acoma?! Or something worse?! What if she died in that car accident?! v.v For that, I am thankful she was only sent there for stitches.

Jessika, get well soon. Come home and talk. <3333

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Friday, June 24, 2005

   ThE bAtMaN!
Haha! Guess what? I saw Batman Begins today! It was so sweet! Hehe! So yeah! I love Batman! Besides Spiderman, Batman is the hottest super hero out there I think. Seriously. I mean, come on! Who0t! Sexy black tight leather and loves bats? I mean..BATS! How more sexy can a guy get! HEll, I'd do him. >.> But..yeah. Thats not to be discussed. So anyways! Yeah.

So along with going to the movies I had to go with my father which of whom I havent seen for like...4 months? No..maybe..5? I dont know. But I havent seen him in a long time. I mean. Wow. So my brother, Steven, and I went to go see my daddeh and it was cool. Yep. Coo. Just like a nice cool drink of pink lemonade! >.>

Well anyways! I have some pics of meh!! YAYS!! >.> I dont know why, but I was so bored. Dont take one of the pics offensively! XD

Yeah >.> The camera got in the way so..You dont see me in this one!! XD HAHA! LOSERS! No just kidding! ^^

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just
so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love
to give others in need, a helping hand. You're
pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards
those you know, and those who know you best.
Your sanctuary would just be any place that is
warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You
love to show signs of affection to your lover
but a small simple talk does the trick as well
;) Sadly, your kindness can be used to your
disadvantage. People can use you, and take
advantage over your sweet and sensitive
mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind
and generous, people look up to you and adore
you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they
can't bear the thought of your sweet smile
turning into a frown :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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Well I added some new e-cards! I think they wil be a big hirt but then again I dont know. By inuyasha cards do seem to get a lot of hits so I might be wrong. And I do have popular inuyasha cards which is what my profile thingy on my e-cards says or whatever. So yeah! Here are some cards. Click if you wish!














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   Gawd...
Gawd. You know sometimes you have that someone that really needs to get a life and stop taking the things that are happening in their life out on you? Well I have someone like that. Her name..Kara. Well you see, here is the story:

Well yesterday my friend Faith, Rayne and I were on the phone with this guy named, Alex. So Kara finds out and she gets all mad and defensive on us. I mean. We would have invited her to talk too IF she was on, but she wasnt. So now she is mad and all angry at us just because she thinks that we favor calling a guy than her. I mean. She wasnt on msn so how were we supposed to know that she wasnt busy or something and we were supposed to call her?

A few days before that some kid names, Nick, called her fat. Now she is taking drastic messures to lose some weight. She is going on the bad health diet called, Atkins. I mean. It causes liver disease and kidney stones. I was on it once and lost 4 lbs in 2 days. The third day I got really sick and had a high fever. A kid her age shouldnt be on it. It is hazardess. And Faith and I are her friends and she wont even listen to us.

So now she is all bitchy and everything to everyone just because she thinks she is fat because ONE PERSON called her fat and she is mad because of ONE PHONE CALL in which she wasnt included! I mean. How more retarded can a person egt. It is simply not worth it to even get mad at something like that. So yeah. It is ridiculous. And now Kara wont even talk to me at all.

And also since she is mad she is taking it out on her friends which puts us in a tough spot and yeah! What should I do? I cant help it if I think the way I do about. If she doesnt like the truth then we dont have to be friends. And she claims that all guys like her. -.- Now thats the dumb part and then people call her a slut for that and she denies it. I mean. o_o Come on! Thats kinda stupid! You think all guys liek you and you expect people to not call you a slut. Now, I dont call her a slut because I am her friend and everything, but if she keeps this up and everything, well, I will get mad and no one likes me when I am mad. Hell. I am mad right now so I cant stop typing. Thats not a good thing.

Well I shall end this right now before it gets to long so yeah. I love you all! Farewell!
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

   Yoyas!
Haha! Hey peeps! Whats shakin'? Well nothing much really going on over here. Some chick keeps tlelin' lies and everything about me and my boyfriend. o_o Myabe..Maybe its because I took her boyfriend away from her? Nah. But its her own damn fault! I mean! She cheated on Ed with like..2 other guys! Thats so wrong! So he breaks up with her to be with me. I dont see why. Am I kind or something? >< I sure do knwo I am not pretty. He tells me I am and I dont think I am and stuff but yeah. He loves me and I love him and thats all that matters, right? ^^ Adn gawd. All of this was like..5 months ago and she still loves him? HOW CAN YOU LOVE A GUY YOU CHEAT ON WITH LIKE 3 OTHER DUDES?! Gawd! Its so stupid!

I heard from my friend Rich the other day that she told him that I am probably off somewhere, screwing Ed someplace and she still oves him and she thinks him and I being together is sickening?! And damn! >< I aint screwing! I am not ready! Ew! >< EW EW EW EW EW! o_o So yeah. I think I should kick her ass. Shes all wannabe goth and everything too. Its so sad. And she carves things into her skin. *shivers* Thats just so gross. And then..Omg! This is so freakin' hillarious! She calls herself a witch! YES! A witch! She doesnt even know what a wiccan is! How can she be a witch! >< She is such a wannabe! Its so sad! Someone take her to a mental hospital!

Well anyways! So yeah! Thats my life right now! OH! And I made 3 new e-cards but I wont post 'em up here today! Maybe when I make newer ones later and such, but not right now. So anyways, here ish somethign for you!



Hehe! Later everyone and stay coolies! ^^ Peace!
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   Sleepy
Well I am sleepy and everything so yeah. And yeah. I will make more e-cards later tongiht maybeh. I just wanna see if the cards I made today will get on the 'Most Popular' thingy by tomorrow then I guess I will start making new ones. Well thats about it for a past. I dont really have uch to say. Buh byes! ^^
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

   Hehe! New e-cards!
Hehe! Well I am at my grandmother's no0w and I made a few e-cards! Finally! Its because she has all the cool typing. Damn her. >P Well anyways! Here are some e-cards! Click 'em if you want to send one to someone! The others are all at the greetings.theotaku.com thingy! So go there or just click on me and check out the new e-cards! Well thats about it I think! SO I will check on you all later! Hehe! Buh byes!!

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