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Tuesday, July 5, 2005


   Sad...
Im scared...I told my boyfriend today after having a wonderful night watching fireworks that..I felt dirty and uncomfortable around him when he wants to touch me. I told him over the phone and he said he was sorry. But then he sounded as if he got all mad. I heard stuff being thrown in the background and then he started sweaing/yelling at random things. He never does that. I am really afraid that I will lose him now..I mean. What was I supposed to do? Lie?! I wanted to but I didnt want this to continue. I dont knwo what I am supposed to do now. I am afraid he will leave me now and it is 2 days before my birthday. What a present for him to leave me. Joy..I dont know what to do..I cant stop crying. Im really afraid and I cant stop shaking. What am I supposed to do....What? My heart feels liek its bacout to shatter..I cant take it... If you have any advise please tlel me..
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