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Wednesday, April 4, 2007
........true..............
--Light vs. Dark-- I Cannot Be Both --
As I stare into the abyssI let myself float awayFloat far, far down to darknessI've been here for years, why hasn't anyone found me?I fly away into the clouds every dayDay dreaming; full of hopes and wants of youCrying from the heavensNo one seems to noticeTime buries those memoriesThey are buried deep below into Earth's breastShe takes them, but soon lets them goJust broken memories, broken thoughts, broken hopesWarmth has lost all feelingI now seem to only accept darknessI don't want that any longerIf darkness keeps knocking at my door, I'll truly lose myself...You have shown me such a new side of lifeHappiness, joyYou always smile; you fill my face with warmthIt's uncontrolable, everything I thought was lost seems to be coming backBut why can't I let it in?Darkness holds my soulI can no longer cut it awayI have to let it go; bury it deep belowI want to be happy with youI want to be able to feel the warmth that you give meI want so many things, but how can they all come true?Should I just tell you my heart out?But I've been hurt before, I don't want it to happen againMy heart hasn't been mended, for the past three years it's still here in piecesWon't you repair it for me?Or will you stomp on them?I sit here now as I listen to words of WindI know now I have a chance; I can give in to the powers of lightLight will accept me, Light loves everyoneIf only everyone else could accept this new change...If only people wouldn't judge...Life along with others will always view me as darkOver years of pain and hurt, why wouldn't they?Voids this empty are best left alone, but now here I am fighting itEverything has kept going downYou are the only thing that is holding me onOpening my heart to light each and everydayUnderneath my rough exterior, hopefully you will find the real meAnd hopefully I can throw away my mask and become myself again finally being able to smile once more...
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