Saturday, April 16, 2005

i got into a fight the other day and i didn't get caught
hey! iguess what i was totally pissed all week and yesterday i was pass my waring level. i got into a fight in4thperiod...my so called"partners " were trying to take a picture of me and i didn't want to.. and all three of them pulled my arms down. and i kicked all three of them in the balls. and i really was going to kicka dude's a** for spreading crap about me.
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

   ok i'll admit one thing!( to some of miah friends!)
ok to the ppl who know meh. i know that i said i never like dresses. but i'll admit that i did at one point where i 4 or 5! not now! i hate wearing them! they're just to girly for miah taste. i rather drop dead then wear that again. and to my friend rabecca delarosa i ain't going to no dance and if you don't give me a good reason i'm not going to my prom either! so don't think that i'm going to let you go on and tell me that it isn't going to change! cause i'm not changing miah mind! and don't give meh that " you look good in a dress" crap. cause i ain't changing miah mind about it!
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   hiya!
hey i'm back... ishboulde've updated earlier but i was tiered and felt lazy.... anyways i'm boad as he** now and i would kill my self now if i could... today i found out that more girls nowadays commit suicide by pills and guy usaly commit suicide by shooting.... not cutting! and to top it all off, people don't cut to commit suiside anymore because it's to messy and you can easily tell who did it. so insted they use pills and guns.. btw DON'T DO ANYTHING! i'm not trying to tell you ways to do it. but i was just telling what i found out over the net!
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Thursday, March 31, 2005

update
hey. people .... i'm might be posting much for a while. why? my friend justdied so i'm not really in the mood to type much. i'm in school now so i have to get off bye
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

lyrics to the song!
If it's the overflowing tears, it's okay that they don't stop now
Light should be shining into the finale of the sadness
stay... stay... stay... stay...
Right, we believed in the same feeling
We gazed at the vanished memory
Now I can't meet you
But I can hide my painful thoughts
And become stronger
I'll go ascertain that
If it's the overflowing tears, it's okay that they don't stop now
Light should be shining into the finale of the sadness
The things that I destroyed when I was too rushed
I'll regain them, to walk like myself
Hey, let me say goodbye first
To you again back then
I believe that surely, there's a new tomorrow
Time that passes by unhesitatingly and unhurriedly
I won't forget the pain that changes into kindness
My heart that I wounded when I was too reckless
I'll embrace it, for the reborn me
I Will
If it's the overflowing tears, it's okay that they don't stop now
Light should be shining into the finale of the sadness
Time that passes by unhesitatingly and unhurriedly
I won't forget the pain that changes into kindness
The things that I destroyed when I was too rushed
I'll regain them, to walk like myself
I Will

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   *pat * *pat.*
.... someone patted me on the head today... it felt wierd and i hate when people do that...to me aleast....* shivers* i hate that it feels sooooo odd!it's scary.... anyways the guy who patted me on the head... my friend thinks he likes me.... dumb eh? but who knows.... he teases me infront of his friend...but i personally know his friend..(mom's friend's son..) and we get along when we're alone.. or with none of his friends that i know...but he messes whit me at points....but he thinks i like hime like him... but i don't.... who knows he might like me...
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Monday, March 28, 2005

   this is the story of my life...
today is just like every other day,boring. i just started going back to school and guess what.... i had to take a pop quiz in the first hour of the freaken day.... it totally sux..... oh well...nothing can be worst now can it? wrong!my world history teacher never recorded my grades and i ended up getting a "D" and because of her but now i told and everything is recorded again.... i still say that she gives us to many projects and not enough tim to do them!.... i mean she gives us 3 days to work on the thing... with 8 other projects... what the heck does she think! "(me trying to be teacher) hey kids since your work so hard here's extra rojects due in 3 days!" GOD!
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Sunday, March 27, 2005

i feel so left out....
my friends are dating and when i talk to them.... they get so boring now.... how annoying....oh wells.... i'lll deal withit i'm going to disown them soon enought .... god! since when did people get so wierd?
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   argh
to much sugar ....... ( 8 cappocinno cake.....1 completely sugar coated doghnut.... and alot of coffe with 13 packs of sugar...)now i feel so....... energetic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok now that enough with that..... ok one sec...WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok that enough.... i feel sick now....
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Friday, March 25, 2005

spring break
i'm haveing the time of my life!^.^ i can't belive that i'll be back in school next week..U.U how sad...... has anyone read diabolo before. if you have comment this or sign in my guess book. wel if you havn't read it. it's a really good manga. i own it to.i'm a real critic when it comes to anime (i am just ask my friends.friends-*nods* she's really obbsessed with anime he hunt us down for animes somtine...me:WHO ASKED YA!)well i'll admitt that. but diabolo is a really good book. i encourage everyone to read it.. it's about two boys falling in a trp set by the devil. they lost a girl name mio,rens cousin(one of the boys) and rai's friens(other boy). anyways they serch for her while saving other 17-year olds from falling to the "devil snare". you have to read the book to get it. well that's all for now bye!
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