Monday, January 15, 2007

Writing Pieces
Some of these are from a while ago and I don't know if I have already posted them or not but they are some of my favorites, so I hope u like them as much as I do. ^^


My Love

How can you say that to me,
Then turn around and stab me in the back?
It’s as if you believe that I’m stupid.
I trusted you,
Put my faith in you.
I gave you the key to my heart.
You took it with an overly eager air,
Then you went and,
Locked my heart,
Shattered it to pieces,
Stashed away the key,
Making sure that I would never love another soul,
Or trust anyone again,
Before you left to find another victim for your possessive game.

When I cried,
When I tried to get you to tell me what I had done to make you leave,
You laughed and kicked me while I was down,
Abusing me and telling me what a foolish girl I was,
To believe you loved me.

Now I know to that you never cared;
You wanted fun
And I was easy prey.
I see, now, how pathetic I was
To let you rob me of my other life,
So I could live with you,
Forever by your side.

You promised me the things I never had;
Someone who cared whether I lived or died,
Who would stay with me no matter what.
But that was a lie,
A piece of your game,
Just something to humor you when nothing else could.
I was there only to be toyed with,
Like a life sized doll.
I was no more important to you
Than the lives you have taken and will take every night
With the drugs and poisons, you now sell.

‘I’ll be right beside you until the end of the world.’
How many times did you tell me that?
How many times did I believe it?
One thousand,
Two thousand?
I don’t know,
But I do know,
You never really meant it.

It hurts to see you wandering out there,
Around the world,
To each and every city,
And know that no matter how much I scream and cry,
Plead and ask,
That you will never again,
That you will never come back to me,
That you would rather stay with the new girl you have found.

You have shown me something that I have known my
Whole time as a girl friend with you that
You were never really someone to whom I
Could have trusted with my life with
And look at and say to you,
You are mine alone;
I’ll love you
Forever and
Ever.

So good-bye for always.
May we never meet again,
Neither on Earth or in Hell.
Good-bye forever,
My love.




If No One...

If no one will help me,
What will happen to all of my dreams?

If no one will save me,
Will I die?

If I can’t smile,
Will my friends leave?

If I can’t see,
Will my world disappear?

If I frown at war and depression,
Will it grow and spread?

If I think evil thoughts,
Will they become real actions?

If I get lost in the woods,
Will anyone come to look for me?

If I tell on my sister or her friends,
Will she hate me forever?

When I grow older and look back on my life,
Will I realize that my parents where right, most of the time?

If I sneak out of the house in the middle of the night,
Will I get in to trouble?

If I wander away and forget about life,
Will anyone be there to help me remember?

If I act like myself and not everyone else,
Will my friends desert me?

If my family dies and I’m still alive,
Will life have any meaning?

If I grow up and have kids,
Will I respect my parents for all the trouble they went through?

If I flunk high school,
Will my mom “kill” me?

If I keep asking questions,
Will anyone answer them?




The Truth Behind the Lie

You think you’re so clever,
Hiding it from me.
Acting like your not doing it.
Saying you quit years ago.

Liar.
That’s what you are.

You don’t understand
What it’s doing to me,
How I might feel
When you lie to me
And everyone else.

Why would you lie,
About something like that?
Now I can’t trust you.
And it’s entirely your own fault.

The way you hide the truth behind a lie,
Like actors when they go up on stage
To play the part of someone they are not.

You are just like them.
An actor in life.
The “fibber” or the “liar”.
You don’ t have a clue
That somebody like me knows
The truth you try to hide.

When I think about you,
Sitting there inhaling a cigarette,
I want to scream and yell.
Run away from you and never come back.

When you lie
I want to cry
And ask you a simple question,
“Why?”



You said you would always be there,
But it wasn't that truth.
I was stupid enough to believe
The lie that you had spread.
How can you say that
And then go and leave me?
You acted like you cared,
You said "I love you",
Then turned away and forgot me.
Now I know, you used me,
Like a step on your way to the top.
I was pebble in your path,
Lower than your feet.
I trusted you,
Cared about you,
I loved you,
And was foolish enough to believe you felt the same way.




When You Taught Me to Love...

When you taught me to love,
I didn't want to trust you.
I ignored your caring air,
Helping hand,
Your smiling face,
Thinking you thought I was
A waste of time.

That you would leave me
If I decided to trust you
And you would never come back.

I tried to avoid you,
Never allowing me
To fall into your trap.

But I finally decided to try.
I slowly warmed up to you,
But drew back quickly
If you did something
I wasn't sure about.

Soon you had my trust
And I had yours.


I just wanted to say,
“Even though I am trying to make you happy,
And make you proud of me,
I know I may not be the most perfect kid in the world.
I know that sometimes I screw up,
Or disappoint you somehow.
I realize sometimes I may get angry
And yell at you.
There may be times I might make you sad,
Or hurt you in some way,
But throughout all of it
You were still there for me,
Before,
During,
And afterwards,
No matter what I said or did to you.
So, thank you for being there for me and Happy Mother's Day!”

Love, Natty

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