Monday, April 4, 2005

My Trip
Well I'm too lazy to write what I did the whole time I was there, so it was ok I saw the Pacifier, my aunt is giving me some cds that she doesn't want. Then she's coming here this weekend. We went camping in the desert. My Cousin Steve thinks Jenny's hot (sorry Jenny)and that's about it.
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Saturday, March 26, 2005

I'm Leaving....
What did you all think? No I won't be gone forever just until I have to go back to school DAMMIT! I have to go on this stupid trip to see my family, I just saw them during Christmas! I had to spend my break with them and now I have to spend another one! I hate one of my grandpas because he doesn't pay any attention to us, just sits on his fat ass and complains about us, always telling me to get my hair out of my face and saying how Texas education isn't as good as California's BULLSHIT! 1. All the stuff I learn here is the same stuff I learned 2 or 3 years ago in Texas! and 2. Bob this old history teacher told me Texas has some of the best education in the country! God I hate my grandpa! Not for just those things there's other reasons too. My other grandpa I like though, the one with one eye, yeah he's my favorite. I wouldn't mind seeing my great-grandma and my two step- grandmas my real grandmas are ok but they're a little off in the head and they're both fat, oh god look what I got to look forward to when I get old! My aunt Donna would be ok to visit as long as I can go sit in the shed and sleep I don't care if there's coyotes out there! My Uncle Kevin would be ok to see as long as we don't stay too long, his wife is a total flake. My cousins (the ones who aren't really related to me) would be fun to see, I might get 2 of them to sign up here. My other cousins are ok we don't really have a lot in common. And that about wraps it up. I mean we're going camping... oh I can drive my Aunt's golf carts that say Bob and Marge. But yeah I really don't want to go. I just want to sit here and draw, and do nothing. What else.... nothing really, sitting here doing nothing... for now.



Scattered by Green Day


Well, I've got some scattered pictures lying on my bedroom floor
Reminds me of the times we shared
Makes me wish that you were here
'Cause now it seems I've forgotten my purpose in this life
Well, all the songs have been erased
Guess I've learned from my mistakes

Open the past and present
Now and we are there
Story to tell and I am listening
Open the past and present
And the future, too
It's all I've got and I'm giving it up to you

Loose ends tied in knots leaving a lump down in my throat
Gagging on a souvenir
Lodged to fill another year
Well, drag it on and on until my skin is ripped to shreds
Leaving myself open wide
Living out a sacrifice

If you got no one
And I've got no place to go
Would it be alright?
Could it be alright?

Good Riddance (Time of Your Life) by Green Day



Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you where to go
So make the best of this test
And don't ask why
It's not a question
But a lesson learned in time


It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life


So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth
It was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life.....


It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life.....
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Friday, March 25, 2005

HAHAHAHA
Although it is Thurday here it shows up as Friday's post. Well today my cousin Steve got shot in the leg with a pellet gun because it ricoshed (sp?) off a bottle and got him in the leg. I laughed my ass off. I ran into a wall today, laughed my ass off. I got a piggy back ride from Larissa, that was so fun (notice I didn't say gonna laugh my ass off!) Ahhh well Saturday morning I shall be leaving for Southern California to camp in the desert with my grandpa, dad, "uncle" and cousin Steve (yes the one who got shot) and Jenny be assured I will tell him 'don't get shot' once I see him and he will be shot at no more! Ok that's all I have for now here's the song...

Basketcase by Green Day

Do you have the time to listen to me whine
About NOTHING and EVERYTHING all at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the CREEPS
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm CRACKING UP
Am I just PARANOID?
I'm just STONED

I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
SHE says it's lack of sex that's bringing me down
I went to a whore
HE said my life's a bore
And quit my whining cause it's bringing HER down

Grasping to CONTROL
So you BETTER hold on

Sometimes I give myself the CREEPS
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm CRACKING UP
Am I just PARANOID?
I'm just STONED

Sometimes I give myself the CREEPS
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm CRACKING UP
Am I just PARANOID?
I'm just STONED

That's great...




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Thursday, March 24, 2005

Another One Gone...
Man another one gone
Today we got kicked out of the library... but we'll be back tomorrow! The art teacher put the masks we made up in the library, and I didn't see mine and I go "hey my thing isn't up there" and Matt goes "we don't like things here" and I go "you all have things except me" and he laughs and goes, "well you have 2 tell me that's not fair!" and I go "well T.J. has 3!" and everyone got a kick out of that, even T.J. But then we got the news today was Stephen's last day here, he was going to move to Livermore today, and Sergio is this kid who skipped a grade and Stephen always did this "thing hey Sergio" in this gay voice and Stephen did perfect! So me and Sergio got notes saying 'call me sexy' but I don't know what Sergio's said cause he was so embarrased he ripped it up but me and Sergio did a high-five and were like "alright prank calls!" Jenny we got a number for this summer! Anyways what else happened today... that's it for now.

King for A Day by Green Day

Started at the age of 4.
My mother went to the grocery store.
Went sneaking through her bedroom door to find something in a size 4.

(Chorus)
Sugar and spice and everything nice wasn't made for only girls.
GI Joe in panty hose is making room the one and only.
King for a day, princess by dawn.
King for a day in a leather thong.
King for a day, princess by dawn.
Just wait 'til all the guys get get a load of me.

My daddy threw me in therapy.
He thinks I'm not a real man.
Who put the drag in the drag queen.
Don't knock it until you tried it.

(Chorus)

(Chorus)

Deadbeat Holiday by Green Day


Wake up.....the house is on fire
And the cat's caught in the dryer
Philosophy's a liar when
your home is a headstone
"Icon" is the last chance for hope
When there's no such thing as heroes
Your faith lies in the ditch that
you dug yourself in

Last chance to piss it all away
Nothing but hell to pay
When the lights are going down

Deadbeat holiday- celebrate your own decay
There's a vacant sign that's hanging high
On a noose over your home

Deadbeat holiday-Get on your knees and pay
There's a vacant sign that's hanging high
But at least you're not alone

Christmas lights in the middle of August
Grudges come back to haunt us
Your oldest allies are your long lost enemies
Grounded in a duplex to find that
You're living on a landmine
Vacation hotspots is a cemetery drive

Last chance to piss it all away
Nothing but hell to pay
When the lights are going down

Deadbeat holiday-Celebrate your own decay
There's a vacant sign that's hanging high
On a noose over your home

Deadbeat holiday-Get on your knees and pay
There's a vacant sign that's hanging high
But at least you're not alone

Last chance to piss it all away
Nothing but hell to pay when all you
Want to do...not to...give up


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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Man another one gone
Today we got kicked out of the library... but we'll be back tomorrow! The art teacher put the masks we made up in the library, and I didn't see mine and I go "hey my thing isn't up there" and Matt goes "we don't like things here" and I go "you all have things except me" and he laughs and goes, "well you have 2 tell me that's not fair!" and I go "well T.J. has 3!" and everyone got a kick out of that, even T.J. But then we got the news today was Stephen's last day here, he was going to move to Livermore today, and Sergio is this kid who skipped a grade and Stephen always did this "thing hey Sergio" in this gay voice and Stephen did perfect! So me and Sergio got notes saying 'call me sexy' but I don't know what Sergio's said cause he was so embarrased he ripped it up but me and Sergio did a high-five and were like "alright prank calls!" Jenny we got a number for this summer! Anyways what else happened today... that's it for now I might have to post this again tomorrow cause usually when I post it this late no one reads it and I think they'll like the whole T.J. thing.

Fashion Victim by Green Day

He's a victim of his own time
In his "vintage suit" and tie
he's a casuality dressed to the teeth
In the latest genocide
the new seasons come and go
at the dog and pony show
gonna sit and beg and fetch the names
and follow the dress codes
What's in a name...hey!

She's a scented magazine
looking sharp and living clean
living well and dressed to kill
but she looks like hell to me

So when you're dancing through you wardrobe
do the anorex - a go - go
cloaked with style
for pedophiles as the credit card explodes

you auctioned off your life
for the "most" expensive price
going once...
going twice...
now it's gone

(youth crew)

you auctioned off your life
for the "most" expensive price
going once...
going twice...
now it's gone

what's in a name...hey!
what's in a name...hey!
what's in a name?

Castaway by Green Day

I'm on a sentimental journey
Into sight and sound
Of no returnand no looking back or down
A conscientious objector to the
war that's in my mind
Leaving in a lurch and I'm
taking back what's mine

I'm on a mission
Into destination unknown
An expedition
Onto desolation road
Where I'm a

Castaway - Going at it alone
Castaway - Now I'm on my own
Castaway - Going at it alone
Castaway - Now I'm on my own
Lost and found
Trouble bound
Castaway

I'm driving on the night train and
driving stolen cars
Testing my nerves out on the blvd.
Spontaneous combustion in the
corners of my mind
Leaving in a lurch
and I'm taking back what's mine

I'm on a mission
Into destination unknown
An expedition
Onto desolation road
Where I'm a

Castaway - Going at it alone
Castaway - Now I'm on my own
Castaway - Going at it alone
Castaway - Now I'm on my own
Lost and found
Trouble bound
Castaway

Go to http://www.holymoly.co.uk/personality.html and take the personality test!
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Ahhhh
I got a new friend at school today, his name is Johnny Peacock, awesome name right? Yeah he's cool. It was pouring down rain today and we don't have a cafeteria we eat outside so we were freezing and wet. There's this one room where all the nerds and stuff go (no I'm not being mean I just couldn't think of another way to say it) or say social outcasts. And T.J. went in there to get away from Mr. Pohl and to keep dry. All the people in there are guys, mostly guys who can't get dates. I have heard that if you are even the tiniest bit good looking (a girl of course) you will not come out, therefore I was afraid to go in and retreive T.J. Though I am not the prettiest girl at school I believe that I am at least a little good looking (hell I got 3 guys after me DAMMIT!) so I didn't go in. Then when they came out I ran down T.J. and I was like "T.J. you mofo! I was afraid to go in there! I heard that girls who go in don't come out!" and he just laughed. So for about 2 1/2 hours I was cold and wet and to top it all off I was wearing converse so it soaked through and turned my socks pink. Well here's the song for the day.
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Don't Want to Fall in Love by Green Day

Don't want to have you hanging
Around me like a leech
I think your just a problem
So stay the hell away from me
Because I don't believe in you
And I wanna sit here all my life alone
This may sound a little rough
Don't want to fall in love


Don't need security
I ain't no dog without a bone
Don't have no time for love
So stay the fuck away from me
Because I don't believe in you


And I wanna sit here all my life alone
This may sound a little rough
Don't want to fall in love
This may sound a little fucked
Don't want to fall in love


and since that one was so short here's another...

Blood, Sex, and Booze by Green Day

Wariting in a room
all dressed up and bound and gagged
to a chair
It's so unfair
I won't dare to move, for the pain
she puts me through is what I need
so make it bleed

I'm in distress, oh mistress
I confess so do it one more time
these handcuffs are too tight
you know i will obey, so please
don't make me beg
for blood, sex, and booze you give me

some say I'm disturbed
but it's what I diserve, another lesson
to be learned...from a girl called kill
My head is in the gutter
thank you sire, strike up another mandolin
of discipline
throw me to the dogs
let them eat my flesh down
to the wood
it feels so good

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

GODD!!!
Grrr I had a bad day, I'm pissed I really am. First my registration for school next year requires proof of residency because you know the school is so great. Bullshit! The fucking district has 1 nurse 1! And that school doesn't have as many elective choices as the other highschools! So I was supposed to bring either a phone bill or a PG&E bill, but like most people my dad already paid it. So that's fucked up and then we had to write stupid poems in class and we had to write concrete peoms you know the ones that are in shapes so I did one that looked like RIP and I wrote it about my dead 102 year old great grandmother. Then stupid Jacob gave it to the teacher and he read it in front of the class. Then I had to clean my room when my sister wasn't even cleaning (we share a room... and a bed) she was taking stuff out! Plus I'm crabby from 2 nights of my sister crying for no reason at all, the first night she cried so much she puked. I mean I'm an insomniac and all but still I need a little sleep. I'm guessing she'll do it again tonight, if she does I'm sending her to sleep on the couch. The only highlight of my day was at lunch with the bench cult, T.J. is banned from the bench for the week so we moved it to the library. But then Mike kept rubbing my legs *shivers* then I ran to T.J. and told him to protect me from him sexual harrasing me. I should've gotten Kenny he's big, and he called me my asian sister... I'm not asian... and neither is he.... anyways he likes to go through my backpack and find my gym shoes, he says he has a phetish for women's shoes... I hope he was joking... then T.J. was talking to Mr. Gherke this really old teacher and he was like I'm sorry Mr. Gherke it'll never work out you're old, I'm young, *points at me* she's hot, (Mr. Gherke didn't see that part thank god) and Mr. Gherke's like T.J. why are you talking to yourself. Anyways that's about it.
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Monday, March 21, 2005

Whoah
Something really strange just happened... I was listening to my walkman, sitting right here and it felt like someone hit me in the back of my head and knocked off my walkman! I turned around and no one else was in the room! Could it be a ghost? I guess I'll never know, but I'll be on the look out for any ghosties...
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WOOHOO!
Yesterday I finished my Green Day collection, I now have all the Green Day cds! Here's a song I recommend and HellsingKikAzzFan I put American Idiot on your site and changed your password to what your e-mail address password is although I'm not sure how you're gonna read this... I'll just call you tommorow.

Misery by Green Day

Virginia was a "lot lizard" from F.L.A.
She had a compound fracture in the "trunk"
It started when she ran away
Thumbs out on the interstate
She hitched a ride to misery

"Mr. Whirly" had a catastrophic incident
He fell into the city by the bay
He liquidated his estate
Now he sleeps upon the Haight
Panhandling misery

He's gonna het high
When he's low
The fire burns from better days
And she screams why oh why
I said "I don't know"
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday
Of Misery

Vinnie was a hustler out in Amsterdam
He ran the drug cartel in "tinseltown"
They found him in a Cadillac
Bludgeoned with a baseball bat in the name
of misery

Ginna hit the road to New York City
Mysteriously the night Vinnie croaked
She stopped in Vegas to elope
With Virginia and the dope
And kissed the bride eternally

And they're gonna het high
When they're low
The fire burns from better days
And she screamed why oh why
I said "I don't know"
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday
Of Misery

Hell hounds on your trail now once again... boy
It's groping on your leg until it sleeps
The emptiness will fill your soul with sorrow
Because it's not what you make it's what you leave

And we're gonna get high
When I'm low
The fire burns from better days
And she screamed why oh why
I said I don't know"
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday
Of Misery

I really like this song you should listen to it.
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Sunday, March 20, 2005

EMOOOOOOOOOOOTION
Haha I like that word. Anyways I'm bored so here's some fanart


by kagomeinuyashasit

MORE FAN ART BELOW (NEW)
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