Friday, June 17, 2005

Sorry i haven't loged in. I kinda had a delema. Today is the last day of school. I kinda feel sad and yet happy at the same time. Any way! I have new wallpaper! I keep on changing it. Well see ya guyes later!
And. . . HAVE GREAT SUMMER!!!!
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Friday, May 27, 2005

   Man i feel horribel! Someone is forcing me not to go out with C.J. Even thought he has a gf. But I really want to. But I think that person is right. I get really confused ,when i want to go out with some one. I listen to what I think, but then there is my heart. When it comes to this, it becomes a battle for me. And it hurts me inside. And I don't know what to do. if any of you guys got any advice, and i mean ANYTHING, PLEASE HELP ME.
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Friday, May 13, 2005

i don't feel all that well. my brother moved out, i found out C.J MIGHT move!!! The people who are close to me, they move away. And i got my own room.well g2g.
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Friday, May 6, 2005

   busted
sorry i haven't been on the computer. My computer at home been's busted for 2 months. So I can only be on the computer every Friday. Anyway, last night i almost commited scuicide because i can't stand my life. I'll try to stay alive for hiei'sdarkqueen, which reminds me that 2morrow is Kyosexylover and hieisdarkqueen birthday! Well got to go!
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Friday, April 22, 2005

   HYPERHYPERHYPER!!!!!
SORRY I WASN'T ON OTAKU BUT I HAD PROBLEMS!!! LAST TIME I WROTE, MIROKU TURNED ME DOWN BUT I FOUND SOMONE ELSE!!!!! I JUST MET HIM A MONTH ON TUESDAY AND LAST WEEK HE TOLD ME HE LIKED ME!!!!! I FREAKED OUT AND RAN!!! I COLDN'T THINK!!! BUT THIS TUESDAY I TALKED TO HIM AND WERE KINDA GOING OUT WITH HIM. AND TOMORROW ....HE'S COMING TO MY HOUSE!!! WE WERE THINKING FOR HIM TO MEET MY PARENTS AND HE HAS A CHANCE TOMORROW!! I REALLY CAN'T WAIT!!! I TALKED TO HIM YESTERDAY!!! AND WE BOTH AGREED FOR HIM TO COME OVER TOMORROW!! BUT THE PROB IS THAT..... I FORGOT TO TELL HIM ABOUT MY DAD!!! I ALREADY EXPLAIN TO HIM TO MY MOM, IN WHICH INEXCHANGE I GOT A LITTLE LESSON WHICH I KNEW WAS GOING TO HAPPEN SOMETIME IN MY LIFE. AND I HAVE TO CLEAN MY WHOLE ENTIRE HOUSE BECAUSE ALSO MY LITTLE SISTER INVITED SOME FRIENDS OVER FOR A "LITTLE" B-DAY PARTY. ANYWAY I FORGOT TO MENTION MY BF'S NAME. HIS NAME IS C.J. HE IS JUST 2 YEARS OLDER THAN ME. WELL I GOT TO GO. TERE ARE SOME NOSEY PEOPLE WHERE I AM. WELL IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK!!
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Friday, April 1, 2005

   ONE QUESTION, ONE RESPONS
FOR THE PEOPLE WHO HOPED MARK SAID YES.... HE SAID NO. I FELT LIKE CRYING. SO REMEMBERING THIS WANT'S TO MAKE ME CRY ALL OVER AGIAN.
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Thursday, March 31, 2005

Question!
For the people who know about Mark B.K.A miroku, I asked him out last week!! Tell me if u think he said yes or no, i'll post the result and the answer tomorrow!
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Sunday, March 20, 2005

HE'S BAACK!!
MIROKU IS BACK! MIROKU IS BACK! I FEEL SOO HAPPY!! I FELT ALONE WHEN HE'S NOT HERE! I'LL WRITE LATER! SEE YA!
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Friday, March 18, 2005

   I ddon't feel well. yesterday i felt like crap. the school nurse sent me back to class just because my tempeture is normal. And my friend, hieisdarkqueen, gave me her hoody. and get this I WAS FREZING COLD!!! I HAD MY LONG SLEVES SHIRT, MY SWETER WITH EXTRA LONG SLEVES AND HIEISDARKQUEEN'S HOODY!!! AND I WAS PALE!! LIKE A GHOST!! AND MY FRIEND WERE AFRIAD THAT I HARDLY ATE ANYTHING!!! but today i kinda feel better. i kinda look like myself and i got my appite back. And i feel super depressed because Miroku isn't here...for 2! days!!! i think i REALLY, REALLY LIKE HIM!! and worst of all, MY FAMILY KNOWS!! I DIDN'T TELL SANGO YET, NOR MIROKU!! Well, tommorrows another day.
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

   don't know how i am suposse to feel right now. sango told me she might break up with miroku, but i could tell she will be heartbroken. but at tthe last period, i found out...SHE LIKES SOMEONE ELSE!! I MEAN, YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE LOYAL TO THE ONE YOU ARE GOING OUT WITH!! AND SHE ASKED ME IF SHE SHOULD BREAK UP WITH HIM OR NOT AND I TOLD HER,"SANGO, WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE, DO COME TO ME BECAUSE LOVE DOSEN'T GO WITH ME." AND IF YOUR WONDERING WHY, IS THAT IN N.Y, MY EX TRIED TO USE ME!! I ALWAYS TURNED HIM DOWN. HE TRIED TOUCHING ME, BUT I SLAPPED HIM. AND WHEN IT CAME THE TIME FOR ME TO TELL HIM THAT I WAS GOING TO MOVE, HE TOLD ME HE'LL LEAVE ME PREGNAT SO I WOULDN'T MOVE!! THAT WAS REALLY MESSED UP! AND IF I SEE HIM, I'LL ITHER KILL HIM OR WALK PASSED HIM.
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