Tuesday, March 15, 2005

   I AM NOT IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY!! I AM IN A GLOOMY MOOD!! MARK,B.K.A MIROKU, CAME OVER TO MY HOUSE AND HE SHOWED ME SOMETHING THAT WORSENED MY MOOD. HE SHOWED ME THAT HE WROTE,"I LOVE SASHA,B.K.A SANGO" ON HIS NOTE BOOK. THEY SEEM SOO HAPPY, THAT IT...IT..(BAWLES HER EYES OUT).I-CAN'T-TAKE-IT!!!THEY SEEM SOO HAPPY THAT IT LOOKS LIKE THEY WILL NEVER BRAKE-UP THAT IT LEAVES ME EMTPY AND ALONE INSIDE OF ME! BUT ON THE OTHER HAND FROM MY OTHER FRIEND WHO I SHALL CALL KAGOME, HER BOYFRIEND ALMOST WAS LOCKED UP! BUT I RECIVED NEWS THAT HE MADE IT TO HER HOUSE SAFTLY. WELL SOME PEOPLE HAVE THE BEST TIMS AND OTHERS DON'T. AND I....AM ONE OF THE "OTHERS"
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Sunday, March 13, 2005

   My brother lied to me to take me to the mall yesterday. So my whole family and i are going to the mall today for 2 resons.1) to go to the eye doctor and 2)because my brother owes me. Any way i am flat broke now. ~.~' But my brother offered me $20. And now i don't know what I should buy. A Kirara doll or a trigun Wolfgang gun neacklace. Well time to think.(starts thinking)
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

I Had A Dream
Do you guyes remember the guy i liked? Well at Thur. night I dreamt(this was like after school at the last day or what) THAT HE KISSED ME!! AFTER THAT HE TOLD ME THAT HE BROKE UP WITH SANGO, AND HE SAID IT! HE ASKED ME OUT!! I TOLD HIEISDARKQUEEN AND SHE WAS HAPPY AND WILL BE IF THIS REALLY HAPPENS!! IF THIS DOSE, I'LL BURST IN TEARS! AND I REALLY REALLY DO HOOPE THIS HAPPENS.
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Thursday, March 10, 2005

   FINALLY!!!!! THE N.J STATE TESTES ARE OVER!!!!!!!! I'M SOOO HAPPY!! TODAY WE HAD A DANCE AND DANCED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!!! AND I AM GOING TO A DANCE TOMMORROW ALSO! LIKE THEY SAID, ONCE YOU HAD IT ONCE, YOU WANT MORE!
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Sunday, March 6, 2005

Well....so far no mass of destroction here in my house....yet! My sisters friend came over and is still over here at my house. I feel soo board!! I wanted to go to the P'burg mall to buy ethier a kirara doll which is $16, or a trigun neacklace which has wolfgang's gun which is $11. So i still have time to decide.
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Saturday, March 5, 2005

I AM GOING CRAZY!!!!! THERE IS NOTHING TO DO IN THIS HOUSE!!! BUT, I GOT TO SEE THE SHOW I LOVE!!! IT'S FUSIGI YUGI!!!! OH MAN THAMANOMA IS SOOO HOT.(DROOLS)
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Thursday, March 3, 2005

Hey guyes! You know what? i take back for what i said yester day! I AM BACK BEING OBSSESED WITH INUYASHA!!! THAT'S RIGHT! I'M BACK!!! ANY WAY IF YOU GUYES GET CONFUSSED AFTER THIS IT'S NORMAL. BECAUSE THIS IS KINDA A GIRL THING! so girls i read a fanficv of inuyasha yesterday and found the mos romantic thing there! her let me rephrase it for u:
"kagome gently breaks away from the embrace with inuyasha."inuyasha,"kagome whispers,"do you think i'm pretty?". "no", inuyasha replies. kagome felt her heart breake in half."inuyasha, if i left, will you cry?". Inuyasha responds,"no". Kagome felt her heart crumble. "Inuyasha, will you stay by my side?" Agian the respond was the same,"No". Kagome couldn't take she turned and began to run. But Inuyasha didn't let go. He pulled her close to him. "No, I don't think your pretty Kagome. Your beautiful. No, I wouldn't cry if you left. I would die. And no, i don't want to stay by your side. I wat to be with you forever."
isn't that the most romantic thing you read?(begins to cry) but what if u asked thoses thing and the result will be come what inuyasha said what would u do? don't feel shy about this! i'll give my respond!^_^
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Wednesday, March 2, 2005

i don't feel like myself. i had to do the thing that hurts me at the heart, and no for those of u that know the love triangle thing, it's not that. I HAVE TO GIVE UP INUYASHA!!!(CRIES HEAVILY) IT'S THE ONLY SHOW THAT I KNOW BY HEART AND THAT HELPED MY BRING FRIENDS HERE IN PHILLPSBURG!!!! MY WHOLE FAMILY KEEPS ON REPETING TO ME EVEN BACK IN N.Y,"YOU ARE TOO OBSSESED WITH INUYASHA!!" BUT I CAN'T HELP IT!! IT'S WHO AM I, THIS IS THE WAY I FEEL COMFERTABLE! BUT I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE!!! SO I STUFF ALL OF MYINU STUFF IN A BAG. INCLUDING ALL OF MY 23 INU FANFICS, DVS, RECORDED EPISODS AND HOLAGRAM AND MY INUYASHA TRADING CARDS!! AND I JUST TOOK IT ALL OUT OF MY ROOM AND STUFFED IN THE BASEMENT."DO WHAT EVER U WANT WITH IT BECAUSE I DON'T CARE!!", I YELLED AT THEM. THEY CAN TAKE AWAY INUYASHA FROM ME, BUT THEY CAN'T TAKE AWAY THE CHARACTHER I IDOLIZE, CAN U GIVE A GUSSE. IF U GUESSED KAGURA THEM U ARE RIGHT! I IDOLIZE KAGURA BECAUSE SHE IS DETERMIND TO REACH HER GOAL WHICH IS TO BE FREE AS TH WIND. AND THAT'S WATH I LIKE ABOUT HER, SHE KEEPS HER MIND ON HER OWN GOAL. AND THAT'S MY GOAL TOO, TO BE FREE AS THE WIND, KNOWING THAT NO ONE CAN AND NEVER BE ABLE TO CONTROL THE WIND. SO TAKE ALL OF MY INUYASHA STUFF I WILL SAY TO MY PARENTS, BECAUSE THEY WILL NEVER TAKE AWAY THE FEELING THAT BOTH KAGURA AND I FEEL TO BE AS FREE AS THE WIND. SO I WILL SAY THE SAYING THAT I CHERIS IN MY HEART TAKING IT WITH ME TILL I AM ITHER IN MY GRAVE OR BURNED TO AN ASH:
"I AM THE WIND,
ONE DAY I SHALL BE FREE!"
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Tuesday, March 1, 2005

   lets see. what should i talk about?(thinking)Oh yeah! THERE IS NO SCHOOOL!!!!!!! I AM HAPPY AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME!!!!! HAPPY BECAUSE I GET TO SLEEP LATER AND SAD BECAUSE I HAVE A VEEEERY IMPORTANT TEST NEXT WEEK!!! IT'S THE GEPA TEST!!!(FOR PEOPLE THAT DON'T KNOW WHAT I GEPA, IT'S THE N.J STATE TEST THAT EVERY 8TH GRADER HAS TO TAKE TO SEE WHAT TYPE OF CLASS WE GO FOR HIGH SCHOOL LIKE ADV. ALGABRA, COL. ENGLISH, ECT.) AND I HOPE I PASS THE LIT.&LANG. ARTS PART BECAUSE I REALLY WANT TO GO TO THE COL ENGLISH IF I GO TO THE PHILLPSBURG HIGH SCHOOL AND THAT I WAS TURNED DOWN OF GOING TO WARREN TECHNIAL SCHOOL. SO IF I DON'T POST ANYTHING NEXT WEEK, ASSUME THAT I AM DEAD OR THAT..... I AM CONCATRATING ON PRAPARING FOR MY NEXT.
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Saturday, February 26, 2005

I feel not so good..... BECAUSE I'M BOARD OUT OF MY FRIKIN' MIND!!!!! ALL I DID WAS WATCHING THE DVDS OF .HACK//SIGN THAT HIEISDARKQUEEN LET ME BORROW.... AND MY SIS WATCHED IT ALL BEFOR MEEEE!!!!!!!! I HOPE TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER.
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