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Friday, July 16, 2004
I wrote this when I was at vacation. With my family. I had to do something seance I couldn't talk to the person I talk to the most...It's just how I feel...
This place...this place called home.
It's supposed to be conforming.
So why isn't it?
His harsh, curl words.
There supposed to be gentle and loving, right?
She just stays quite.
Not wanting to make him even more angry.
I, I don't even want to talk near him, or smile.
My sister and I leave, and are finally alone.
I smile and act like a child, I have fun.
But now, we're back, and the smile don't come.
I'm to afraid to say anything, for he will yell and say that I am wrong.
Is it me?
Am I the failure in this picture?
Why does it seem when I'm with him, everything I do is a mistake?
Maybe I should do him and myself a favor and leave this world forever.
But then, I'm not that brave or strong.
I still have others that love me.
I have a future, I have friends, and I wonderful dog that makes me laugh.
Sometimes it may seem this way, but At least he doesn't live with me, and so I don't have to seem him that much.
I don't know though,
Is it wrong to think of my father this way?
I'm I wrong here...?
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