Thursday, January 10, 2008

   My PlayList

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Monday, January 7, 2008

   Emo Song
Can't you see the sorrow fulling up my eye's, can't you see it falling down, falling down to the ground hitting me where it hurts most this pain is nothing to the pain in my heart,

my tears they fall my makeup runs but i don't care what you think no more i am my own person that how am meant to be

i was never meant to follow no one am a free soul but my heart aces so much, much more than any pain on my body, bruises form cut appear all over

but when i walk out side in this poring rain i feel no pain just sadness i try not to cry but its too hard

i lay next to the tree i kick the rain falling down on me i sit and sit i don't care if am getting wet i long to run away from here i long to run far away i long to be my own free soul but am a butterfly trapped to die

let me fly so freely, let me be my own free soul, why do you trap me like this, why wont you let me be free let me fly, let me live my own free soul,

i can't understand why you trap me like a butterfly to die what have i done to gain this pain i feel in my heart blood falls down but i feel no pain tears run down my face with my makeup i tear so much in this life of mines
i feel like ending it but i can't i just can't i never will

people tell me to be strong they say it will be ok if i am but it was a lie i want to be weak i want to give up but i can't do that if am strong.....

Now i see the blood falling down with my tears for the very first time and it will be my last as well

now this is the end for all i see let the pain disappear........

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Saturday, December 15, 2007

   Weird last few day's o.o?
OK well the last few days have been really weird am stressful i have Exams on Monday and tuesday but i don't need to stay in the full day or the rest of the week lucky me ^-^

well yesterday i was doing I.C.T work and the teacher looked at it and told me off just becuz my work didn't look like work but it was cuz another teacher gave me that site ._.

teachers are messed up they tell you off for not doing your work and they telling you off for doing your work ._. like what do they want from us lol

well i was trying to tell the teacher that it was work but she wouldn't let me speak every time i gone to say something she yelled at me so i got really pissed and hit the computer screen full on idk if i damaged it i didn't look i was to pissed to look

and i walked out i was almost running out of school i was so mad well its dangerous to walk out of my school school cuz we have nut houses with crazy ppl around my school ._. scary stuff

well i walked out walked into the forest and was in there for a good bit then i got scared cuz it sounded like someone was following me so i left and i walked up the main road and was walking home and then i seen the police drive by me
and i didn't want them picking me up so i took off my blazer and school shirt so i didn't look like a school girl the only thing giving it away was the school bag

P.S. it was dead havney with all my books and blazer in it so i think i hurt my shoulder carrying it lol

well i was walking along and i got off the main road and gone on a back road yea that road is dangerous cuz lots of ppl die walking on it and am not used to walking at all but i didn't stop

O.O? but a plant attacked me no jk i was walking in some long grass and this plant with thorns came out up of no where and wrapped around my legs and the thorns gone into my leg it took forever getting it out and hurt like hell

but yea i kept walking and my legs where hurting like hell i felt like i was just gonna fall over but i didn't i kept saying to myself that amma get home but was also saying that anything could happen to me but yea i was on the last 2 miles and my brother came and made me get ion the car so he could take me home i made every one so scared the police and all where out looking for me i think i walked 7miles without stopping not even for a rest

but yea the next day it was like 7AM and i didn't go to bed so i gone for a walk i walked a good few miles there my legs still killing me but i needed to clear my head but yea i got down the big main road super fast my brother told me like after 20 min when i left i came out the door after me to walk with me and he said he ran down and could not even find me i had walked the road in that time and the road is 2 miles long

but i walked to a family member's grave and i stood there for abit thinking on a few things but yes when i was leaving i was walking on the path bit and i went to read something on a bench and i fell and hurt my leg so i just sat there for abit and i read what it said on the bench it said come sit with me for a while so i did lol

then i just gone home and my mum was super mad and i was meant to go to my friends house today but i got grounded cuz my friend kept calling and she got my mum up =_= some friend she is that's the first time i ever got grounded before

oh well i think i already made this long enough so later ^_^
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

   bandaid
Well lets see did you know you could get hurt by typing to much i didnt o.o? who new you could get hurt by typing to much o.o???

i had this pain in my wrist for a few days so i told my teacher about it today cuz it was really bad and she said i have (R.S.I) Repetitive strain Injury so i have to wear a bandaid on my arm and i dont know how long i have to keep it on for its really anoyying but i looks kool lol

so i cant type as much as i used to oh well not much talking for me then lol

well am not aloud on the laptop anyways for two weeks am only getting on for a bit lol so idk what to think of that lol well cya
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

   This is really good you should do it lol
----- You know you live in 2007 when... -----

1.) You accidentaly enter your password on a microwave.

2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years

3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or my space

4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV

6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.

7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.

8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.

9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.

10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.

11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.

12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did



THINK U CAN READ THIS
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----- Read This -----
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty
uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal
pweor of the hmuan mnid. Aoccdrnig to a
rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't
mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the
olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer
be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl
mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm.
Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed
ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
Amzanig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas toghuht slpeling
was ipmorantt! tahts so cool!

- If you could read that, put it in your profile



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Sunday, November 18, 2007

   some really kool vids hope you enjoy
FFX-2 1000 Words Remix:


Naruto-Passion:


Naruto Shippuuden:Jinchuuriki(Alone):


Bumblebee Final Fantasy:


Dancing All Alone:


Kingdom Hearts Butterfly:


Naruto - Alone:


naruto 2nd opening song —y‚©”Þ•û:
this is the real song:


Naruto Alone she's not alone:

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

   I LOVE THIS SONG

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

   this viodeo is cool

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

   A RANDOM SONG for merino
THIS IS A SONG I CAME UP WITH CUZ I WAS BORED SO YEA ITS RANDOM AND SAD :_:

Memories of you long forgoting in my heart your face fades into the mist of life i long to see you i long to hear your sweet and tender voice

i wish to hear you say you love me
i wish to hear you say you will always be there to hold me in your arms

my heart is full of brocking hopes and dreams
i have never felt like this befor for one i do not even know what looks like
my heart stars pounding it stars to race
when i think on you
i never stop thinking of you
may we meet some fatefulday intill that day you remain in my heart
my memories of you fade into the darkness
am scared i will forget am scared that i may lose this feeling
cuz if i lose you i may never have this feeling again

in my dreams i see your face but it fades away into the darkness
i run and run but i never seem to be with you
my heart aches when am not with you
many people say my hearts is like a ocean its deep and mystirous but you understand it yoy can swin the depths of my heart
you can find the gem within me.

and may this mist come back may i see your face one more time in the mist may i hear your voice
wisper in my ear that you love me and that you will never brack your proimse.

THIS IS THE END OF MY RANDOM SONG I CAME UP WITH PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK AND MY LOVE CAN YOU READ THIS AND ALSO TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK OF IT



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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

   this is the time over here
thia is the time over here so you will know when i can come on to chat with you

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Get a Clock for your page!
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