Friday, March 26, 2010

I know I should go to sleep. Don't tell me what I already know, self. Sheesh.


I'm from the past, here to tell you to.. not forget about the past. Because.. I am the past D:

I don't want to be forgotten. Never deny where you come from.


The good, the bad, the awkwardness, the unrequired love, the giddiness, the lies, the hot cheetos, the loneliness, the annoyance, realizing you're still a kid and know nothing, realizing you're not a kid anymore, not feeling good enough, the good days, the waltzing in the bandroom, the jealousy, laughing so hard it hurt, playing uno during 5th period, the there's-a-hole-on-my-chest feeling the day after it happened junior year, the smells, his smell, her smell, their smell, the smell of valve oil, the smell of the car after it rained, the chicken wraps, the paper stars we made, the jar of paper starts he had, turtles, what mum said, the day dad cried, the confusion, the rush of trying to sneak out to the parking lot to get to Kristy's car, the old chinese people that were always at mcdonnals when we ditched 3rd period, lying on the middle of the football field after tuesday night practices, procrastinating.. everything, doing awesome on work-related things that you procrastinated, spelling things wrong, saying things wrong, dancing around with mum, toonami and adult swim, using skype for the first time, thinking..'this is crazy!' and being completely okay with that, the impending doom, having hope, being really tired all the time, getting things in the mail, sending things in the mail, Da- distractions, Physics, glasses fetish, warm-silly-feeling, omg-just-got-punched-in-the-stomach feeling, notecards, coffee boxes, this face (. . ), this one too (.///. ), late february nights.. (.///. ), paper cranes, zombies, zombies, zombiesssssss, making up stories, not giving a shiet about anything, being too self-conscious, missing a class only to find out the next day it was cancelled, being really sleepy and staying up for silly reasons..



your eyes closing against your will...




plans for the future..


typing with uouir eyes closefd..



still typeing with your eyes closed...


hey that's was pretty good..with your eyes closed!



knowing you won't be waking up in an empty bed one day, wanting to do things for someone, wanting to do thing to someone, the word 'tired', ducks, cuties, eating too many cuties, the runs from tori no.. something something can't think right now, distractions..










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head desking..



forgetting where you were going with this.















nyah~?
















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