Wednesday, February 15, 2006

   thanks guys (sweatdrop)
Wow, its passed the worst day of my life right now--V-DAY.
(thunder cracks)
I didn't receive anything yesterday--it's normal. But to everyone that said "hi" to me: THANK YOU.

I, umm, didn't mean to, well, talk abou GETTING RID OF MY EXISTENCE, from last week's post. Just a state that's really hard for me to explain. Im ok now, really. Umm...well, thanks ESPECIALLY to Aeryc-chan (THANK YOU, girl, it meant so much for you to write that...umm...SPEECH), Agony-kun (the one who has went on some sort of hiatus...), Itsumo, and Greenie-chan, my new buds (s'alright if I call u that?) Thank you again.

To all brokenhearted people--ITS ONLY ONE DAY. It's just a day when young loveydoveys get all TOO weird on that "special" day. Hehe--just an excuse for me to use this new machete-launcher at them said-people! AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHA.....umm, yea, im ok now ^^;

KAITOU'S BACK IN THE BUILDING!!!

"When your dog sees you read the newspaper...does it wonder why you're reading the carpet?"

Signing off
K.T (NINJAING ONCE MORE)
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Wednesday, February 8, 2006

   Hate the world, and the creaky compy chair I'm sitting on while writing this
Heyo, just saying hi to y'all, I'm just about to enter a REALLY tough 2 months of nin training (in your language, its studying --) so I may not talk a lot in the next weeks. Not like you guys care or something, wouldn't matter if I DIED, right?

See if someone can get me out of this bad depression right now. The really drugged out, down to the middle of Hell's nowhere, depression.
Hey, its normal to be suicidal if you're a nin--you get through this kind of thing

See ya, if anyone out there's listening

K.T ;_;
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Sunday, February 5, 2006

   The concept of death and stuff...
This all happened when I read a weird comic at the library today...anyone here know "The Sandman?" Kickarse gothic book...anyways, I dunno, I was in a stupor, kinda depressed actually, that I stumbled upon my fave chappy with some fave lines of which I read particularly TOO MANY TIMES.

This time, depression got me writing those particular lines here. Poem, old poem....

"Death is before me today: Like the recovery of a sick man, Like going forth into a garden after sickness."

"Death is before me today: Like the odor of myrrh, Like sitting under a sail in a good wind."

"Death is before me today: Like the home that a man longs to see, After years being spent as a captive."

Ok, I seemingly got TOO depressed...^^; Copyrights go to Neil Gaiman (thanks to him, I can sleep better O_O) This is not really a post conteplating 'bout suicide or anything..just tellin you what's going to be like when our time comes...

On a better note:
if you're too open-minded, your brains will fall out

hehe, sweet dreams, guys
K.T (ninja-ing quietly away)
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

   Last day of January rant...and a happi pappi woof year to you too
Hey all, forgot to say WOOFWOOFBARKARF to all...Kung hey fat choy..or whatever you say it. Happi Pappi's inu-chan's.
Oh yes, last day of January...well, it pissed rain today. And I ran through it for fitness class today. Isn't that GREAT?! Now I feel sick to my fawking (scuse my language) stomach.
Meh, its FEBRUARY next. Love to you all, or who care.
Quote of the Month: The sea would be more deeper if sponges didn't live there
Signing Out
K.T (NINJA AWAY!!^^)
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Thursday, January 26, 2006

   heheheh...PINK!!!
wtf, SPIRALSTARS, nice kickarse background here (hehe, i'll be drooling now that HE'S on my site) but i had to make the damm text PINK so that EVERYONE can see what Im writing! ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I'LL GO INSANE BY THE PINK, FOLKS!!!@_@
(somehow signs out)
K.T (CRAZY PINKY NINJA, AWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!)
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

   poetic?
decided to put this up cuz i haven't done much here lately (and i need someone to critisize this... it doesn't even look poetic, i just wrote it just cuz i love looking out my window..)

the first we saw the sunrise,
the cherry blossoms, falling for me and you
you skipped a beat for me,
i let my mind go in tune with yours.
the blinding sunlight gleamed,
magnifying those brilliant orbs of light
in your eyes.
we merged together, danced between
the cloudless sky.
your crystal clear laugh will not be
forgotten in my memory
as the maple leaves descended to earth
your mind drifted to an unknown galaxy
leaving me behind, under the
cruel sunset.
and as the cold moonlight gently inks
the four walls of myself,
i watch the frosted window
to wait for the next season to
pass my soul
and waiting for your shadow to pass
the door once more...

well, a nin HAS to be poetic sometimes. well, that's all i really wanted to say (other than the fact that i REALLY need to fix this site up...)
cyas, if y'all care
tanuki-san
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Monday, January 16, 2006

   ..its 2006?
wow, haven't updated in a millenia...whoa wait, its 2006? (someone in the audience throws an eggplant at me)
Anyways, I feel like putting my New Year's resolutions here (should have done that 2 weeks ago..)
1) Stay clear of LIE areas.. (intends to lie a lot)
2) Stay close to anime as much as possible (i dunno, it's like another life to me)
3) Stay tops (or just on track) at school
4) Stay AWAY from cookie alliance (oooh, u DAMM alliance, more like SMELLiance)
5) Stay die-hard fan of fighter games (lol, got Soul Calibur 3, ppl! ^^)
6) Stay cool....like a ninja (as always)

WTF

-_-
Ok, I'm not thinking these through. Getting lazy. Meh, "there's always next year!"
(the whole audience throws eggplants at me)

Quote of the month: I'm not a complete idiot--I'm missing a lot of parts

K.T (NINJA AWAY!!)
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Thursday, December 29, 2005

   HAPPI PAPPI NEW YEARS!
Kayla: ..umm, what were my lines again?
Director: (holds up sign saying "Damm it, 2006, baby!")
Kayla: ...those are my lines?! Who wrote the damm script?!
(Director points at Kayla)
Kayla: THAT'T IT!
(takes out pie bazooka)
YOU'RE ALL GOING DOWN!!!
(blasts the studio into itty bitty clumps of apple pie)

O-kaay, so I kinda didn't tell you I'm holding an illegal anime weapon and that I'm accused of spraying "pie day heaven" all over the nation. Dig this: NOT guilty!
Anyways, 2006 is near, gotta make new resolutions (aka, getting outta the jail hole that is my house and shining like an almost-burnt out lightbulb to all you, uhh,...PEEPS out there)
This is not working... (goes back into change room as she was wearing hiphop gear--and she no dig it)
(comes back dressed as Dracula) BWAHAHAHA! THIS is mah kinda style! HAPPI PAPPIS'S OTAKU'S!
(gets arrested by devil hunters)

K.T -_-
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Monday, December 19, 2005

   Oh CRAP
Ahahaha, its the week just b4 that SPECIAL day--and I still haven't got presents for my ppls yet (gulps, imagines the MOB that's gonna be after her...)
Well, I just heard that one of the Philippines islands (my mom and dad's happy homes place) just got flooded, cuz the dam holding the river just broke...and uh, my mom told me my big and lil cousins that I haven't even MET yet are on that flooded isle right now.
I dunno why Imma telling this to u ppls but Im worried, like to the bottom of the pits of my stomach worried... i can't imagine houses being tipped to the roofs with water, dead farm animals and PEOPLE everywhere, and no access to the damm TOWNS for food and supplies...
(gets an instant "furashuubaku" from New Orleans)
So my mom and uncle decided to give out some money for my cousins--meaning I decided naturally to help out. Leading back to getting presents. Well lemme just say this ONE thing I learned this year (and not in this corney way that I wrote down on my rough copy...): The people that don't have much down there have just gotten even poorer. And as I look 'round my house, I just can't help but say how LUCKY I am...
So, umm, that's all I really needed to rant about. Nothing much. Though you'll be seeing me praying double this week....
(oh yea, 3 days is spiralstars b-day. so do give her the smacks for me ^^)
Peace out--especially to the ones most needing it
Signing out
K.T
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

   AIYEE DA SEASON OF GIVING STUFF(and sleeping, can't forget THAT, oh and colds (those darn things, adn blablabla...)
OMFG, as of right now I need a FRIGGIN break (too bad that deadline for that is NEXT YEAR) Aiyee, my sis' b-day is coming (22nd, u ppl's out there better give her STUFF or I'll be my strider self and ASSASSIN u down...) Imma also stuck at school on Friday afternoon...DANCING my friggin ninja pants off (HOEdown, as the commitee preaches about) My mom's not letting me go home early, so me stuck "SOCIALLY" dancing with...OTHER social ppl (social, HA) Yare yare desu ne...
Anyways, Imma updating again (now ill b blinded by that new avvie over THERE (points to upper right) and I have THE official strider anthem (lol) up. Maraka with it, ppl^^
Wow, long rant (or am I just biting time? Oh yea, THAT's a good excuse...) Anyways, meri kurisumasu (Happy HOLIDAYS to the realistic ppl) and see y'all in an Otaku New Year=3
Signing Off
K.T
(P.S: COOKIES! COOKIES! My mission this season is to not get TOO hyper this X-Mas eve. And, that'll be a PROBLEM as my colleagues know I can't react well with....C-C-COOKIES...around...@_@)
Happi Christmas, y'all
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