Sunday, September 30, 2007

   no.025 //01.10.2007
First day of the month. Also known as the new start to my life.

Back to my negative entries.
Guys suck. Well they end up do. Only the ones I fall for though. Love is indeed blind...

I've finally gotten over him. Actually, it's more like... I realized how uncutesy and unteenyboppery I was, how I wasn't obsessed over him enough, and realized I lost in this game called love. Since when did I lose? Probably since the time he found out... and told that two-faced slut that he only will ever think of me as a friend.

Before Manifest began, I had a feeling that it would be the turning point for me, everything will change then. But nothing did at the least... only because I didn't know about it. I didn't know that Manifest would give me such a shitty change... full of betrayal, two-facedness, lies and hate.

If you were to look at me and her, I'm the total opposite to the type he would go for. Why? I don't expose my shit. I'm not misleadingly short with a big head [which was why I thought she was taller than me at one stage]. I don't make a big deal out of tripping over shit.

Well for stress relief, I wanna say why I'm happy I'm not like her.

1. I don't wanna be 'cute'. Kakkoi is the way to go.
2. I'm not full of shit, the kind that goes behind her friend's back, to all lengths, for one guy that her friend likes.
3. I'm not the type who goes 'ohhh I'm so cold' with a separate intention. Deal with it yourself.
4. If I hate someone, I don't suck up to them. I make it clear so that there's no misunderstandings in the future.
5. I'm not obsessed with him. One look from him could mean anything, don't get too fricken worked up.
6. I don't want my life or death to be dependant on whether or not he speaks with me, despite the situation.
7. I'm not the stalker type. Remembering someone's number and repeating it to someone else is just wrong.
8. Risking a friendship for a guy. Nuh-uh, probably there was none to start with.
9. She thinks she can get away with everything just by apologizing, crying her ass off, sucking up to the guy and making me look like the bad guy. I don't give second chances for people like her [a trait me and my brother proudly share].
10. Instead of pretending to be nice and shit when I'm feeling violent, I say so straight out. Get to the freaken point geez.

And now, to convince myself that I'm not fit to like him...

Her:
1. Somewhat cutesy
2. TB
3. Annoyingly obsessed
4. Drama queen at being a klutz
5. The 'weak and helpless' type
6. Exaggeration is the way to go
7. Bad at picking clothes
8. Crybaby
9. Wonky mind, priorities lay everywhere
10. "Funny"

Me:
1. Soccer freak
2. Loves food and physically SHOWS it under her skin.
3. Generally doesn't care about her appearance
4. Violent-minded/hot-temper
5. Typical anime/manga freakazoid
6. Tomboy, thinks she can be her own guy.
7. SILENT
8. PREPARED for 4 seasons in one day
9. Independant, and doesn't pretend she isn't to the guy she likes.
10. Talked crap about him. Hell yer.

When we liked him...

She...
1. Ditched a friend to talk to him
2. Did things that made her feel like a bitch, I practically ruined her day at Luna park from the number of phone calls I made to him that day.
3. Didn't want Manifest/Luna Park to end
4. Lost friends in exchange for one guy
5. Made me look like an ass
6. Memorized his number
7. Fangirl with someone else over him, every single thing he did made her happy.
8. Got worked up every time their eyes met.
9. Went on THAT DATE.
10. Acted like weak and helpless. But got laughed at. LAWLLL.

I...
1. Hardly talked to him
2. Remembered his birthday
3. Hated him sometimes
4. Never missed him until he was gone for that two weeks.
5. Loved him more when he showed more of his emotional side.
6. Had so many moodswings related to him
7. Dealt with friends who hated him
8. Wasted 5 months on him
9. Sometimes thought he's not worth doing something for.
10. Never let my life/death be dependant on him

Now that I think about it, I may have said I'm over him... but it's just the irrational side of me talking. I'll only quit if SHE'S not the reason I'm quitting.

Because right now, after reading my post, it is. I've only compared me to her, rather than talking about me and him.

Sorry ya two-faced ass, you still got a long way to go until I find out whether 'giving up on someone you love for someone you hate' is worth doing.

kaizenkaoru
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

   no.024 //18.09.2007
Now.. compared to my last few depressing posts.. this one is a -happy- post for a change ^^

MANIFEST WOOO HOOO!!!
And because it's been two days since Manifest finished and I practically forgot what happened, I will sum up the weekend in dot points...

FRIDAY
- received Nina's costume... but forgot to give to her
- lined up to get my Manifest badge but... kept going in and out of the line *out of boredom*
- met up with the Bleach cosplay group and came up with a skit
- Nina was REALLY funny when she fell asleep whilst gripping onto my phone xD
- slept at 3 from the Manifest excitement

Saturday
- Viet SAC, dashed off with Thuy as soon as my part was done
- Met Kien, David & Nina at the station
- *hint hint*
- Buckethead Komamura cosplay
- met up with Anthony, CC, An, Nhan and Duyen~
- Kien as Hitsugaya, Nina as Misuzu Kamio & Senna, David as Gaara and Thuy as a yukata girl ~
- Yabu-chan as Anbu Itachi & his friend as Anbu Kakashi and Raymond as mini-Yondaime *nosebleed*
- Lee-sempai[-chan] as Kuroyan[agi] D8... bread...bread...
- Anime Idol - was the last singer >_>
- had hugged everyone who stayed back to hear me screw up [who I knew xD]
- Vi, as Kero-chan.. got sick...
- Hellen/Hikaru went as L and AUbie-kun went as Mario
- lost my bag, was about to cry =="
- found my lost bag after Manifest people looked thru it ==
- sleepover at Aubrey's~

SUNDAY
- woke up at 6
- went church like a good girl
- dashed off to Manifest from Flemington Bridge; Upfield line people gave me suspicious looks
- when changing, realized I forgot my wig cap at home *fricken itchy wig*
- attempted [and fail'd] the Hare Hare Yukai dance with Johnson & My Tran xD
- stalked by Tien and Andrew =="
- bought my Conrad plushie [is now my baby boy, I feed it...]
- COSPLAY COMPETITION
- Cosplay chess
- Discovery of the 'secret room' xD
- MACCAS AND THAT TV SHOW LAWL LAWL LALALAWLLL
- PHOTOPLUS - 10 tuna fishes in a tuna can
- Trains blocked our view from platform 6 =="
- Lawrence and his pose in front of the RedRock Deli - Honey Soy Chicken sign...advertisment...
- Johnny took my cardholder with...my things in it T_T...
- Groupie hug at Sunshine Station~

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EXTRAS...

MONDAY
- going to school with 'WTH MANIFEST IS OVER?!' in my head
- stoned throughout the day due to tiredness...
- Hikaru's drawing in Kim's diary: two guys equals... the fell on the ground xD [yaoi]

TUESDAY
- Hikaru/Kaoru's Hitachiin twins earrings - kaoru hitachiin earring was destroyed during showering/hikaru hitachiin earring was lost in her sleep respectively
- Hikaru peeling the wrapper off the crackers and dip thingy and then she accidentally flicked the crackers onto the floor...
- Hikaru found $10 on the floor, found iPod earphones and found an unopened popcorn packet in front of the canteen...Hikaru/Kaoru waited from afar for someone game enough to pick up the popcorn bag and eat it... eventually someone did...and gave it back to the canteen lady --"
- Hikaru/Kaoru got flicked by Kim for being lame
- Johnny has a fanboy D8...

--

Special mention to the mini-Yondaime... he's so adorable >< I think I scared him though.. Hugged him on our first meeting >_>... But yeah... if he did Anbu Yondaime... holy... *got an imaginary nosebleed from a pic of Anbu Yondaime*

SO HOT.

Okie.. overall I liked Manifest despite my... rotten attitude on Saturday evening... but I guess that's all sorted out...

Another special mention... ANTHONY. NGUYEN. OH GOD TOO MANY NGUYEN'S. I MEAN LEE JUN BI. YOU. IF YOU ARE READING THIS. YOU SHALL ONE DAY... SURRENDER YOUR 10TH DIVISION COAT TO ME. THE ONE YOU BOUGHT. ARGH >< You got muscles and I don't >_>

*random*

It was nice meeting everyone~ Hope to see everyone again soon.

Must get back to my schoolwork now...been bludging too much~

<3 kaizenkaoru
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Friday, April 20, 2007

   no.023 //21.04.2007
no.23 and it had to be a depressing entry

well you know this entry is pretty much the same thing as the last entry..
guys should go get screwd
this time its more complicated for me...
wont explain how
but man, life really is shit...
ive completely lost hope in it
AND NO I WONT GO FREAKEN EMO
it seems my life is pretty predictable...one crappy ending after another... i wonder if i was even meant to love anyone in this stupid world which i was born in.

sounds lame, but i think i was born to love myself

thats some egotistical thought any idiot could come up with... then again, it proves true to everything thing in the past that has happened. man i feel so drained... and im so lame, talking to a computer like this...i thought meeting people was from the miracle of living the same time as them... but i listen to too many songs, and dreamt of living in the world where what the lyrics says goes... the tears i cried all this time were for myself...not anyone else...

thats true, since no one really cares if i cry or not, they'll just go 'hey are u alright' and then step back, living on with their own life.

well, at least they have theirs.

even when i try to be happy, i end up being disappointed. my sunshine turns into rain, my source of happiness turns towards another. no sunshine, no happiness

even shit i dont have

maybe ive really gone crazy... it seems that everything ive said to anyone... it never got through to them... i figure that from now on, it will hurt me much less if i never spoke to anyone about my feelings

not that i have anyway... oh wait.

i have once. and it was passed on as well. to that guy i liked. now i hate his guts, and her shit too.

143 am. i love you am. says my bs clock on the pc
this world is so unfair, they say theres loads out there for me, that it will come...
but is all this shit worth it? everything that im getting from people...

im not respected no more...

i deleted the number, i deleted everything. the only way he can get to me is by net. the only way i can get hurt besides meeting him directly. ive been told that by doing this, im running away..

so what?

everyones been running away from me.

i feel that theres no one listening for me except for myself. i feel that even if i die a shit death no one would realize. maybe a couple of 'ey wheres cat', but the whole conversation would end there. yes, people have their own lives to worry about

id be selfish to think that they'd even have the time or the energy to worry about me.

im not looking forward to the future as of today, just let today come, and my end to come as soon as it will.

go for it life, you dont have time to waste on me.

kaizenkaoru
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Monday, February 26, 2007

   no.022 //27.02.2007
guys can just go get screwed.

as you can see I'm having the worst time with guys. MYOTAKU HAS SPELLCHECK NOW OMG.

this is getting annoying. and random

well first of all, i'd like to say why ive suddenly sucked up to myotaku.
because no one i know uses myotaku, so therefore i can write whatever I want. Myspace however i can't...

Anyway here goes

GUYS ARE ALL THE SAME. i never found one who are any different. they are either taken, total jerks, immature or just users. It could be my fault as well, since im too afraid to say i love them and stuff, i watch them become all those things.

well, why should i do the confessing >_>. because. i probably never loved anyone enough to do so. and plus, i dont want my first ever confession to end up in tears and a tight chest. no way im adding to the statistics of 'rejected on their first confessions' record. and well, all the guys end up being idiots anyway. now that i think about it...

I DONT NEED A GUY TO TRY AND SUPPORT ME. THEY'LL JUST TURN THEIR BACKS ON ME. i mean, my guy friends do that, what says a boyfriend wont one day? they'll get sick of you, and start cheating and crap. that's the image i have of guys. THEY SUCK.

and they're oh so irrational. and oblivious. they never in the least bit CONSIDER the feelings of girls. i mean, thats pretty much why girls are more emotional: guys are INCONSIDERATE. ohh boy i love writing this essay. good anger management~

I dont know how long im making this...but man this is fun. I dont know what guys on msn do to you, but they use me as a source of entertainment. WELL SCREW YOUSE. you know well enough that im too contemplative and self-centred to even worry about YOUR friggen happiness and boredom.

even if there was a guy out there for me, id doubt anyone of them would say no to marriage. I DONT WANT MARRIAGE. i wanna live alone. or with a partner but like...gawd no kids PLEASE. people including girls...say that i'll change my mind when i grow up. but man...STOP MAKING GIVING BIRTH LOOK SO FRIGGEN EASY. i mean i dont want my kids to give me credit just for giving birth and looking after them. im the one who loses credit. and like guys, i can never love anyone enough to say that i truly love them. i just say 'love' when i think too much about them.

THIS IS GETTING LONG BUT WHO GIVES? SERIOUSLY? you can stop reading and i can stop typing right here. im not giving in at this point. well, anyways...when i was trying to keep a friend entertained, he called me ANNOYING. like MAN? OMG JUST CUZ UR GIRLFRIEND IS FRICKEN ONLINE GEEZ... i wonder if im suffering from pms. seriously.

oh man i feel so evil today. parent teacher interviews soon... argh. i want new glasses. ones that doesnt use metal wires cuz they bend. i want red frames ^^

OH MAN IM DRIFTING OFF
maybe its a sign that i should finish off here...and any guy who reads this... IF YOU WANNA GIVE COMMENTS THAT WOULD COUNTER ANY OF THE POINTS I MADE ABOVE, MAKE SURE YOU'RE NOT ONE OF THEM WHEN YOU START WRITING THE COMMENT.

means its better if you don't. let the girl give off her anger geez.

kaizenkaoru. i know. girls makes mistakes too.

like many times, ive fallen in love with the wrong, idiotic guys. that's my mistake.
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Thursday, December 7, 2006

no.021 //08.12.2006
my first blog in ages...huh...
well it's probably cuz i sucked up to myspace...oh well

tomorrow i'll be going to vietnam...im looking forward to going...but im not exactly too happy to go, since it was of short sudden notice. i'm going because my grandpa fell really sick and is in hospital. apparently i will also be there for holidays. but then holiday homework...ARGH.

i had to cancel two consequent camps to go vn...i'll be missing out on so much. i'll also miss out on the scout's christmas...but there'll always be another year. i'll miss everyone here...

i can't believe i had to break this 'pledge' i came up with...that japan will be the first place i go to the next time i board a plane. sounds stupid, but it keeps me on my j-project track. i guess everyone heard about my future intentions of settling in japan.

well i got nothing else to say, its good that nothings happening in my life. if there was, it'll have to have something to do with school and its crappy homework.

catherine

--odaiji ni

kaizenkaoru--
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Saturday, October 14, 2006

   no.020 //14.10.2006
just want to mention the day of the manifest was the day i dreamt of fukunishi on the stretcher.

anyway
ive moved tutor. yup. im enjoying it there, many more laughs and plus, i dont get bagged. my sister does.

today is saturday, moon lantern fest. today ive grown to hate racists. because...

"today is my catholic youth group's moon festival. i drew this picture of a chibi girl in a
japanese kimono, holding a lantern in shape of a soccer
ball on a whiteboard with the day's program on it.
beside it, i wrote [<3 JAPAN SAMURAI BLUE]. then some
soccer freak, whos a girl, and may have something big
against japan, has rubbed off half of my drawing, then
later rubbed off the rest. i had witnessed this form of
discrimination and will continue to hold this grudge
against racists, especially that *beep beep*"

copy and pasted. cbs fixing the text.
anyway racists should get a double red card. doesnt exist? WELL LETS MAKE IT COME INTO EXISTENCE.

anyway saw akimoto takuya today. FOR ONCE. holidays bring me and the people i wanna see so far apart. and the bun too. his hair isnt spiked no more. i believe he was wearing that cow shirt.


anyway im gettin nowhere.
ima end this blog with the lyrics i transcribed from the 9th bleach ending. the lyrics could be incorrect, after all, it was transcribed by me.


June - Baby, It's You

kimi wa itsumo kono machi
arukutsu da to nariki
kinou to no basho sagashite iru
kuchizusa no merodii wa
sabikake daseru mashou
atarashii iru de koban de iru
fuan ni nami no wa
kokoro no doko ka de
mirai ni shinjiteru kara
Baby it's you
sono itami mo itsu no hi ni ka omoide ni naru yo
You're the only one
kangaezu ni kanji de
karada go to furuwase yo since I miss you
Baby it's me
kimi wa itsumo hitori ja nai
boku wa koko ni iru
We should be as one
tsumazuite mo kamawanai
kimi ni ima tsutaetai dake goal

(c) kaizenkaoru--

odaiji ni

kaizenkaoru--

--owari
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Friday, September 22, 2006

   no.019 //22.09.2006
well today was the 'manifest'
actually...
it turned out that it was the day to 'sign up for saturday and sunday' or just the 'day to get the showbag'

sure there were some events on, but the trading hall was EMPTY. ... we lined up for 3 hours, spotting cosplayers such as kiba [which i personally thought was the BEST <3], ichigo, a possible-yachiru and ash from pokemon. there was also this guy with a fma jacket <3.

but with hopes that jennifer and hanna and alan would forgive me for being mistaken somehow, i took jennifer and hanna to this anime shop. apparently they havent been there yet ^^

so we spent a load of time in there and got a load of stuff too <3

Jennifer got her hitsugaya plush, though, it was a difficult dilemma between hitsugaya and the kon head cushion. she also got i think...the ffvii cloud and tifa wallscroll and the chibi bleach characters wallscroll. hanna got a wallscroll with chibi bleach characters as well.

with me..eh...i got a 6 bleach plushie set but now reduced to 4. i gave one [renji] to hanna, and urahara to jennifer. i kept rukia, ichigo, kon, and ichigo in the kon costume. i also got a red fma band and three lil decorations for my phone, which were from a lucky lucky dip.

the lucky dip was great ^^. hanna got kira izuru. I got ichigo, yoruichi and byakuya, which byakuya was obtained by feeling his three fringie thingos. i gave ichigo to my brother as a thankyou gift.

and i forgot to mention. i saw daniel. yes. the dude from hell. congrats on making that particular minute hell for me if ur reading this.

then my bro took jennifer and hanna home [did i mention he drove us to melb uni too?...] and went to pick up lizzie at hp....[oO] there, i played initial d against shingo <3 and won on the uphill. cuz shingo's civic is shit. rx7 all the way, keisuke-baby <3 better than 'keisuke-darling'

anyway im an absolute baka and i hope everyone would forgive my stupidity. except for daniel. I SHALL NEVER REPENT HAHAHAHH. except for that bite ==" i'll repent violence any day.

odaiji ni
kaizenkaoru--

--owari
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

   no.018 //21.09.2006
well im just here to brag about my favourite song by giving the lyrics. i stole it from www.cherryblossom-garden.com but i also edited it myself. have fun.

Koda Kumi - you

shiroi iki ga fuyu wo tsugeru
kimi no machi ni wa mou yuki ga futteru
tooku tooku kanjiru no wa
kyori nanka ja naku kokoro ga omou
futari no negai wa itsukara ka zutto
watashi dake no mono ni nari
soredemo issho ni itai no wa kitto
yowasa nanka ja nai yo ne

*kimi to miru kono keshiki ga
aru naraba nani mo iranai
kimi ga inai kono keshiki wa
yuki no naka de miru tomatta sekai

anna ni mo sou anoto toki ni wa
koko ni shika shiawase nai to omotta
hito wa dare demo aishita hito wo
wasure mata hoka no hito wo aiseru no?
motomoto awa nai futari ga koushite
hitotsu ni natteta kedo
otagai ayumi yoru sasai na doryoku wo
sore ga dekinakattan da ne

*repeat x2

aitai yo aitai kimi ni
korekara mo wasurerarenai
kono yuki to tomo ni chitta
hakanai omoi wo mune ni daite

--

odaiji ni

kaizenkaoru--

--owari
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Monday, September 18, 2006

   no.017 //18.09.2006
well well well
today is phongie and inamoto junichi's birthdays.

but hell im gonna write about camp instead.

[STAGEONE]--

i rushed my mom to drive lizzie and i to the scout hall early. but it was all for nothing. people came late for a reason but anyway...we left the hall about an hour later than planned. the trip was alright, with me singing all these jap songs on the way, and wasting a battery bar on jennifer's mp3 player. i demanded a seat next to a cubscout named johnson. he's extremely cute and reminds me of daminh and danny, the pro altarboys.

when we arrived at the campsite at night, we didnt have the key to the camp's gate. so there was more delay. but the delay was a good thing, we didnt have to put up the tents, we got to sleep in the cabins [with the lil cub scouts heh heh heh]. i felt like doing some kind of good deed that night, so i inflated [partially] the gym balls that were brought along. which lead to the slight pain in my arm the next morning. the night was quiet for me. the last thing im gonna say about the first day is that it was the only day that i wore my japan jersey.

[STAGETWO]--

i was told by johnson [i slept on the bunk across from him, at the same level] that i was sleeping on my stomach, with my face in my hands. i mean, who does that? *me* so i went to do all the morning buzz and got ready for the exercise from hell. it went on for about an hour when it was only meant to go for 15 minutes. we jogged all the way somewhere, and back. when we came back, we went to have breakfast. i was probably the only one who ate cereal, so i ate all three types of cereal that we had [nutri grain, fruit loops and the milo cereal]. thanks to the cereal, ive grown to hate the fruitloops. i hate it i hate it...

we then had the opening ceremony of the camp, after the saturday group have arrived [i was in the friday group]. they handed out awards to some of us:

jennifer: being a fast learner and did her best in everything
me: thinking and for my scout leadership, but my temper was mentioned in a very abstract way
richard: for greeting the leaders and being polite
daniel: for being a fast learner
tim: for being a fast[er^^] learner

i forgot the rest, forgive me onegaishimasu ne?

well then. after that, the two patrols [my patrol was ultragon with long as our leader, and our rival patrol is banananana, with alan as their leader] competed in the activities. then there was the wide game, where my favourite activity was the ropes course. i go to camps for ropes courses <3. after that we were meant to prepare skits for the campfire...but we got carried away in the daring game.

it started with the cooking competition after the wide game. while we were cooking, i heard that someone ate a part of a clove of fresh garlic, and felt competitive. so i went for the garlic too. twice. and only had a capful of water to 'cure' me. after that cooking competition, kevin and alan, alex and i went for the chillis. it was GREAT. kevin had no reaction, alan did great, i didnt give off a big reaction, but alex's reaction was just off xDDD [took in water, spat it out rite away...x__x]. we had to chew the chilli twice, but they made me chew it three times. afterwards, i was titled by huan as the 'tank girl' =]]]

then theres spin the bottle. but there was only dare. no truth xD. anyway i participated but the bottle never pointed to me. things that happened was...
- alex had to lick a tree
- christina had to eat chilli [i think]
- alan had to put ice in his pants and jump...
- kevin had to lick a stick
i dont remember the rest. i think the majority of the time, we were deciding on the dares for the 'chosen ones'.

then there was the campfire. truong thanh [scout leader] got upset at us for not preparing a skit for the campfire. so both groups decided to prepare two skits in 15 minutes. ultragon did charades and sang happy birthday to alan, whose birthday was on the next day [sunday]. banananana did a skit with albert as the story teller and no offence, but hes cute xD. he talked half viet half english with the north accent~ their second skit was also a song, but it was a total crack up xDDD. it was the twinkle twinkle little star song: normal version and fob version. albert intro'd it as 'the first song that the vietnamese people learnt when they first arrived in australia' [in albert-vietnamese of course...] it went like this...

twinkle twinkle little sao, how i nghi may la gi, up above the troi so cao, giong nhu diamond in the troi, twinkle twinkle little sao, how i nghi may la gi

(c) Albert Pham and Lizzie Nguyen

we then had to sing this viet song that is composed of 4 lines. i was high that night so i challenged the other group to go solo... i went solo without a challenge in particular anyway. just did it for my pet patrol <3

then at that same night, we had the night game, where you basically just steal the scarfs on the heads of the opponents. in the dark. with torches if necessary. i was with jennifer hiding and running around, and got my first bite by some cursed ant. i also picked the stupid bullant off me right after it bit me, so i was completely turned off for that moment. but jennifer and i remained alive, with our only plan in mind: hiding. we nearly got caught by albert and chris, but heh, they ran off cuz jennifer nearly got them. i was on a platform somewhere...when i went to supper i nagged the leaders about the bite on my leg. the pain... then i had to go the campfire again for the scouts to prepare for their scout linking ceremony [thingo] the next morning. we had to sleep in tents this night.

[STAGETHREE]--

i realized that i had lost my scarf that morning. man arent i slow. well turned out that...kevin took it at supper [my scarf was with all my otehr stuff, i dont see why he had to take it =="] and gave it to michael who gave it to vicky, who gave it to truong linh. anyway...we skipped exercise thank god... but i still had to go with the scouts for a hell of a hike to some place... for the ex-cubscouts to do the linking ceremony thingo...so there was my exercise. it took a while but it all went well. on our way back some of us decided to run, and so, started a race to get back to the camp. i came fifth, but i was the first girl~ xD

breakfast...hmm...toast and bacon&eggs for me that morning. then there were more activities...which one ultragon had lost big time because of me T__T. but we did well in all the other events. then came the waterbombs~ which was fun. i dont know how to describe it, but we had to clean everything up in the end..then there was lunch that came and went, and we had to pack the tents away and do a cleanup around the campsite.

the closing ceremony came. more prizes were distributed for both the patrols and individuals. i got a prize for motivation and thinking up plans...etc. so time to go home....soon. vicky accidentally lost the key to kevins car, so the fishing thing was postponed...and never happened. it was alright, we got to go to the frankston beach thingo. and vicky found the key. so kevin and truong dinh plus tina and alex went back to the campsite to get kevins car. alex and tina werent meant to go...but anyway *shifty eyes*

we arrived at the scout hall. i went off to sing 'motherland' from fullmetal alchemist by myself cuz i had a little bit of a 'moodswing'. so anyway, it started to rain. we brought everyone's luggage in the scout hall and stayed there, waiting for everyone else to come and celebrate alan's birthday. we all signed this card thingo, and ate cake~ then i went home.

the camp was great. i learnt a load of things, im glad i didnt skip this camp. ive also learnt a lot about everyone, especially about vicky, johnson, and a few *specific* things about kevin.

anyway ive written an essay long... or two essays long on camp, i'll stop here. until next camp, i'll be trying to cure my insect bites...

odaiji ni
kaizenkaoru--

--owari
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Saturday, September 9, 2006

   no.016 //09.09.2006
number 16 is my house number BUT ANYWAY
first blog of the month ^^

well well well
its a saturday and well... its my last day at my current tutor. im moving to a new one~

my last day at this tutor was a total shocker but i wont go into detail...im happy that im moving though. optometry isnt an easy subject to get in to. IN FACT IM VERY HAPPY THAT IM MOVING TO ANOTHER TUTORRRR

well today at church.. takuya, bun, takuya no otouto as well as this guy from my viet school was present. yippeeee. well takuya wore a white shirt with denim jeans. he reminded me so much of fukunishi's dvd bio cover! xDD well hes still hot like always and nothings changed. except for his lil bro, who got his bangs cut off ><". and i loved them so much~

ahh enough girlie-talk. well at this moment i think all the guys are total jerks. i mean.. i just suddenly think that now. fwee....

anyway
im going no where with this blog that commemorates my last day at NQT. whoopeeeee

odaiji ni minna-san
kaizenkaoru--
--owari
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