Monday, February 26, 2007

   no.022 //27.02.2007
guys can just go get screwed.

as you can see I'm having the worst time with guys. MYOTAKU HAS SPELLCHECK NOW OMG.

this is getting annoying. and random

well first of all, i'd like to say why ive suddenly sucked up to myotaku.
because no one i know uses myotaku, so therefore i can write whatever I want. Myspace however i can't...

Anyway here goes

GUYS ARE ALL THE SAME. i never found one who are any different. they are either taken, total jerks, immature or just users. It could be my fault as well, since im too afraid to say i love them and stuff, i watch them become all those things.

well, why should i do the confessing >_>. because. i probably never loved anyone enough to do so. and plus, i dont want my first ever confession to end up in tears and a tight chest. no way im adding to the statistics of 'rejected on their first confessions' record. and well, all the guys end up being idiots anyway. now that i think about it...

I DONT NEED A GUY TO TRY AND SUPPORT ME. THEY'LL JUST TURN THEIR BACKS ON ME. i mean, my guy friends do that, what says a boyfriend wont one day? they'll get sick of you, and start cheating and crap. that's the image i have of guys. THEY SUCK.

and they're oh so irrational. and oblivious. they never in the least bit CONSIDER the feelings of girls. i mean, thats pretty much why girls are more emotional: guys are INCONSIDERATE. ohh boy i love writing this essay. good anger management~

I dont know how long im making this...but man this is fun. I dont know what guys on msn do to you, but they use me as a source of entertainment. WELL SCREW YOUSE. you know well enough that im too contemplative and self-centred to even worry about YOUR friggen happiness and boredom.

even if there was a guy out there for me, id doubt anyone of them would say no to marriage. I DONT WANT MARRIAGE. i wanna live alone. or with a partner but like...gawd no kids PLEASE. people including girls...say that i'll change my mind when i grow up. but man...STOP MAKING GIVING BIRTH LOOK SO FRIGGEN EASY. i mean i dont want my kids to give me credit just for giving birth and looking after them. im the one who loses credit. and like guys, i can never love anyone enough to say that i truly love them. i just say 'love' when i think too much about them.

THIS IS GETTING LONG BUT WHO GIVES? SERIOUSLY? you can stop reading and i can stop typing right here. im not giving in at this point. well, anyways...when i was trying to keep a friend entertained, he called me ANNOYING. like MAN? OMG JUST CUZ UR GIRLFRIEND IS FRICKEN ONLINE GEEZ... i wonder if im suffering from pms. seriously.

oh man i feel so evil today. parent teacher interviews soon... argh. i want new glasses. ones that doesnt use metal wires cuz they bend. i want red frames ^^

OH MAN IM DRIFTING OFF
maybe its a sign that i should finish off here...and any guy who reads this... IF YOU WANNA GIVE COMMENTS THAT WOULD COUNTER ANY OF THE POINTS I MADE ABOVE, MAKE SURE YOU'RE NOT ONE OF THEM WHEN YOU START WRITING THE COMMENT.

means its better if you don't. let the girl give off her anger geez.

kaizenkaoru. i know. girls makes mistakes too.

like many times, ive fallen in love with the wrong, idiotic guys. that's my mistake.