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Saturday, April 15, 2006


   no.003 //15.04.2006
its easter vigil and its freezing cold...and it rained too
danny altarserved again.. hes so cute.. ^^
but the highlight of today is...

i saw takahiro again
i gave quick glances at him everytime i could.
all i thought about when i ran into the church's carpark was him.
and there he was upstairs... EATING
man he looked so cute.. though my little imouto says that he's not good looking..
but as for me, i dont deserve the cutest guy on earth
i want someone like takahiro...

he was wearing a dark blue shirt...short sleeved with something inside...and he was eating...
he looked so warm in that withering cold.

before mass started and after i changed into my altarserving robes, i went hyper.. i was so happy to see him again. he was with his friends/relatives and his lil bro.. who was playing cards or something ...X] cold weather tends to bring people together...doesnt it...?

what i really love about him is.. he's independant. i didnt know that someone like him could possibly be bothered to go church. im happy for that... now, it would make life easier for me to find a younger version of him... but hmm.. i guess its okay if i leave things as it is

i felt like hugging him in that cold weather. i looked hard for him at the end.. but haha... he probably got cold and went home first. i miss the way i would get all excited at the end of tutor, because i knew i would see him soon. i miss the way he walks into the church every saturday evening.

as far as i believe, theres no barriers in love--without barriers, i can find THE guy. i dont want just any guy because of his age or looks. i dont need age and i dont deserve good looks.

i want THE takahiro, not A takahiro.

longing to see you again.

owari

kaizen.kaoru

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