Saturday, May 13, 2006

   no.007 //13.05.2006
well TODAY, the day before mother's day, was a reunion at churchie without "super tall guy"
and is also the day i was extra friendly to people at this 'rival school' whos not so much of a rival to me.

tasuki came today and i saw takuya's car come in. ah the beautiful ring to his new name.

anyway i noticed him while playin 2 square wit ben. well, noticed his CAR. but the highlight of this day is...

TAKUYA TOOK THE EUCHARIST.
and man aint his face so cute
and hes skinny as too ><
argh man he should eat more. geez hes way too skinny. but hes hot..
and this is what i noticed about him...
HE HAS SUCH A COOL FACE MAN!!!
sure he may not be the cutest guy around BUT you know.. with me, i go for hmmm... not much of cute.

his face is cool as in... hmmm... HE HAS REALLY REALLY STAND-OUT-ISH DOUBLE EYELIDS. OHH MAN YES HE DOES!! and he shot his eyes at me twice. haha smart guy caught me looking =.="....

anyway im finding myself yet in ANOTHER dilemma.
im sick of dilemmas but they always happen...i have to choose between 3 ppl to follow...

TAKUYA>>FANGIE>MOOGLE
yeah im not giving real names

TAKUYA> ive never spoken to him haha. we just give looks and like, who knows what those looks meant. his age may be a concern to others but i guess im fine with it. ahh man i wish ive spoken to him. im too chicken and by the way, i cant find any chances either. i wonder how far i'll go with him. i cant find a better way to say this so ima go straight out..*ahem* i have never seen him open his mouth. SERIOUSLY I HAVENT. ah man... havent seen him smile. ive seen him eat and like me, he chews with his mouth closed ^^. ah the word 'chews' is so cute.

FANGIE> recently talking on the phone a couple of times. found out he used to like me. his cousin is telling me to forget the other two and go for fangie. i mean do i look desperate? like i thought he thought we were better as friends. he told my friend after he found out about my feelings that he only likes me as a friend. so i went with that. now things might have changed. i dont know what hes thinking. the longest ive liked him for is 2 weeks or so. even when i did have feelings for him, i still reckon he's better.. much better as a friend.

MOOGLE> haha i love this nickname. i liked this guy for 10 months now holy hell. but thats nothing compared to this 2 year longg crush on someone who i see every sunday and i never speak to. but this love is different. he started it. haha i mean it could turn out to be a prank but who knows. it all happened at tutor. last year in winter. yeah... before mass where i have tutor, today... it was all weird. during the second half of tutor, i went to moogle to ATTEMPT to help him with chemistry. i mean i LOVE CHEMISTRY, BUT THE WORK THEY DO AT HIS SCHOOL IS HARD. well cant wait til i do electives chemistry heh heh heh. ANYWAY while i was helping him, his friend pointed out that before i came to his table on the second half, during the first half, moogle was depressed.

"you notice before you came here moogle was all depressed? and now hes happy"

ah nice to know ive brighten someones day. but i thought that quote had another intention. i just told moogle's friend..."nah hes just more attentive to learning" think what you want but id rather have it ['it' aka what i think it is] out from moogle than anyone else. a wise guy taught me that.

now to choose between my three 'michishirube'..
this is hard... ive been enjoying my single life too much XD i havent thought on the ideal person to stick to. i mean i dont want to have a short relationship. in fact i want a relationship that can have fights and everything, so long as we wont be separated.

DILEMMAs SUCK

owari,
kaizen.kaoru