Tuesday, January 16, 2007

   hey
still upset but not as much
after all the pain I'm kinda just numb now
It's still really hard for me to smile or laugh but with you guys' support I think I'll be ok. well sometime this week my mom signed my family up for family counceling and I think it's just because of me so yeah....
but to get my mind off everything I just put on head phones turn the music up real loud and just listen to the words and try to understand what they're getting at
it really helps me
but I cried my eyes out last night
I was shaking and crying for at least 20 minutes
and I have to admit that I'm too hard on myself
whenever I start to cry or feel like I;m about to cry I yell at myself in my head
I really should stop and I know I should
well talk to you guys later
Later
Kakashi s

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Monday, January 15, 2007

   in a really sad mood
yeah life can really suck sometimes huh?
well I had my friends Kira Yamato999 and my friend Victoria over yesterday and we hung out...i think it went well....I dont really know what to say. I'm just way to caught up with what's happening to think well
um
I wrote a poem that I'll show you guys and my english teacher wants to help me revise it and put in a really high level writing magazine
well I should go
I have to work on hw
hope you guys are happier than I am right now
cuz I'm in really bad shape
when ever I laugh or smile I want to cry

Laters
Kakashi s
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Thursday, January 11, 2007

   HAIRCUT!!!
I got a new really cool haircut and it's all emoie and awesome
I gots lots of compliments about it today
I'll take a pic and try to put it up as soon as I can ^_^
I love it!!!
Laters
Kakashi s
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

   hello everybody! well I only have about 2 more weeks of this semester so that's interesting. I cant wait to find out what my grades are going to be.....*gag*
I have a half day today so I'm kinda bored
and I have next monday offfor Martin Luther King Junior day so a three day weekend
well I can finish my History and Science projects
History I have to make a powerpoint about a guy named Joshua Chamberlain, not very interesting
and for science we have to research an organisim and I'm partners with my friend sarah and we're researching the Golden monkey or the Sichuan Snub-nosed monkey and lucky me sarah had to work on it for only like 3 days while I'm stuck working on it all week cuz she's on some cruise
well how is everybody?
I'll try to go by everybody's sites
Laters
Kakashi s
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Thursday, January 4, 2007

   You know...to tell you the truth my x-mas and new years really kinda sucked!
I got an ipod for my b-day and a cookbook and other crap
so yeah....
oh and my exams stunk
85 English
87 Science
99 History (not that bad)
and last and most definately least
83 Math
Hope school and or work has started up well for you guys and I really missed talking to everybody so I need to be informed of whats happenin!
I wont be able to post tomorrow but expect a post from me on monday
talk to everybody later!
Laters
Kakashi s

HAHAHAHA!!! you can't stop me ^_^






RANDOM GUY-"is the party over here?"
RANDOM GAL-"whoop whoop!"
RANDOM GUY-"is the party over there?"
RANDOM GAL-"whoop whoop!"
*random dude enters room*
RANDOM DUDE-"is the party over here?"
RANDOM GUY -"no"
RANDOM DUDE-"is the party over here?"
RANDOM GAL -"not really"

lol
Laters
Kakashi s
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Monday, December 25, 2006

   Hello everybody!!!
well Christmas was KICK ASS I got a crap load of presents including 3 video games
one weird tactic game that I like a lot
FMA 2
and Tony Hawk Project 8
and DDR SUPERNOVA!!! ^_^
I got some random presents like flyfishing waders
I hope you guys had a great christmas
ONLY 2 MORE DAYS TILL MY B-DAY!
oh and we got this general kids gift and it is this FUCKING AWESOME computer that I'm sitting at with a 22 inch screen a really cool printer and a wireless keyboard and mouse!!!
I loves it!
I really miss you guys and I'm sorry I never got out a holiday card
Laters
Kakashi s

I just thought the Gaara one was pretty cool
and I think it is so cool...
it shall be my bg
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Friday, December 22, 2006

   A vid

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Thursday, December 21, 2006

   ok so I am seriously confused
there is this whole thing going on with 2 people I know on the site and one of the sites I thought was his turns out to be someone elses and I'M JUST SO CONFUSED
but i'm usually always confused so...oh and with my grounding it's actually not that bad because I can still hang out with my friends. because I faked crying and yeah....it makes me sound like a little kid doesn't it? ok who can beleive that there's only 4 more days till x-mas? 6 more days till my birthday and 8 more days till we depart for a snowboarding/skiing trip.
whooooooo
so my brother luke is back and that makes me happy because he's my (shh dont tell anybody) favorite family member
maybe because we're so much alike.
but we're going to Manifest today
Laters
Kakashi s
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Guess what!
I'm grounded again
and I'm at my friend c8lns house for an x-mas party and I got PRESENTS!!!
ok yay
talk to you guys l8r
Laters
Kakashi s
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Sunday, December 17, 2006

   AYYA!!!
so right now I'm home alone and I'll be home alone for 3 hours because my parents are gone at the Panthers game. I'm talkin to one of my friends on the phone and I'm waiting for my parents to get back so we can go get Kira Yamato999 cuz I dont have a car I can use. yeah so you know how Panic! at the Disco has that extravagant eye makeup? yeah so me and Kira are going to ECXERDs and getting eye makeup and attempting to do the same eye makeup. so yeah
I had to go to FL to move my crazy grandma and I was all sweaty and icky cuz my family is lazy and I had to carry all the heavy crap
and her new roommate is CRAZY!!! she was blind but she couldn't remember that she was blind so she was like OH GOD HELP ME I CAN'T SEE!!! Chuck? CHUCK??? (chuck was her son that was there) and then she was Like OH LORD I'M CHOKIN!!! HELP ME!!! CHUCK! it was just weird
and the thing that really pissed me off was that my mom had ogtten me fries a burger and a shake and so I only got to eat the shake and the fries and I was saving my burger for later and guess what? THEY FUCKING THREW IT AWAY!!! GOD DAMN IT!!!
ok ^_^
lol
ttyl
Laters
Kakashi s
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