Friday, June 16, 2006

Hey guys
well last night/early morning was really scary at about 12 I couldn't breathe for about 1 minute then it hurt to breathe and I was getting cramps in my stomach. and whenever I tried to sit up or stand up it became extremely hard for me to breathe and I had to lay back down. I seriously thought "Am I going to die?" but as you can see I am here, still having slight trouble breathing and a couple stomache cramps but not as bad as last night. God that was scary. So how are you guys? And life threatinging situations? oh and my brother's guinea pig died after multiple healthy years.
Here's a pic of him.

  


RIP Oreo the sweetest and most affectionate guinea pig I've ever known.
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

poetry
ok here's what I've written this week.
they dont have names yet so if you guys think of one feel free to tell me!

Your mind is amazing
Your life is a bore
Your imagination is fascinating
It makes me want to explore
The deep crevices of your mind
With all it's twists and turns
It makes me want to stand back and ask is this for real?

heres another one

A single laugh can change your day
it can change what you do
or what you say
it can make you happy
or somewhat down in the dumps
but whatever you said
or did
made them smile
and changed their day forever.

and another

Listen to the chirping birds
Listen to the running spring
Listen to your heart beat slowly decreasing to nothing
Listen to your brother call out your name
While you fall to your knees and writhe in pain
And you see the light fade from view
As a crimson tear drips down your cheek
And you reach out to your brother and say
I love you.

so what did you guys think? I have another really long one called reality, do you guys want to hear that one?
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ok so I've been behind on the posts sorry! I've had things to do, like mow the lawn, sweep the front porch, walk the dog, sleep, the power went out for a while yesterday, it started to storm really hard. But I love stoms so I had no complaints. Oh and today I am going to a concert with one of my friends then sleeping over at her house. and I haven't told you guys but my name is Mara and we're going to go see a band called Ma-Ra it's really ironic. um I have some poems I made up and so this post wont be too long I'll put it in my next post. Well my oldest brother got a job at Bricks washing dishes for $8 an hour.
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Monday, June 12, 2006

*being extremely sarcastic* YAY CAMP!
I have to admit that there is one good thing about going to camp but I wont go into that but 3 weeks of no anime other than manga, no TV, no electronics, and it's a christian camp so you have to go to chapel every morning after breakfast and on sundays you're not supossed to do anything and you have to wear all white. and there's this fuckin beugle that wakes you up every morining and I HATE THAT BUEGEL!!! I wouldn't mind an announcement that said "All campers! guess what time it is? Time to get up and enjoy another beautiful day in god's country!" but no we have that frickin beugel, I swear after hearing it twice I will hurt someone. and there are tribes and Iriquois can bite my butt because they're not winning the banner this year! Choctaw is!!! go Choctaw!!
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

LOL!!! I love this quote!
so I took a quiz that told me what my perfect quote was here it is:
"Every time I go to the doctors I get a jacket, a straight one. It makes me feel special because I get to hug myself."

it made me laugh and I officially walking around saying this to everybody!! j/k

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   WTF 666???
ok so yesterday was 6/6/06 as everybody knows and at 6:06:06 nuthing happened!!! no one died!!! surprisingly I was very happy the whole day. Well my old PE teacher who's retired died while working out :( he was a cool PE teacher

RIP Mr.Murdock!!!
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Monday, June 5, 2006

Create Your Anime! (girls) by Uzali
Name
Color
Type of Anime	Futuristic
Your Role:	The heroine
Your Race:	Angel
Your Age:	17
Your Weapon:	Frisbee
Your Quote:	"...I meant to do that"
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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thanks guys it's really nice to know that at least some people care about me! ^_^
but anyways as you can tell (kinda) I'm alive and no suicidal thoughts are going through my head. I just needed to cool off yesterday. I sat in my room and played on my gameboy then I was getting killed so I hit myself on the head with my gameboy and I guess I did it a little too hard and I smashed the screen on my face and I now have a bruise on my nose and now I have to buy my 3rd gameboy because the first one was run over by a car. then I mowed the lawn, took my dog on a walk, skinned my knee, got attacked my an mini evil mutant poodle, and then I skipped dinner. so....how was everybody elses day?
I hope it was better than mine
Laters
KS

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Sunday, June 4, 2006

   I feel like crap I have a blister on my hand and my fingers hurt from paddleing and playing RE for 3 hours straight and my feet being chewed up by a little mutant pug puppy and god I dont know where to start on how mentally messed up I am right now I just think that I'm going to go insane!!! and I'm not kidding I feel like I'm just going to cry and I just want to roll up into a little ball on my bed and cry myself to sleep I really just need someone to talk to, someone that understands me, but lucky me I dont know anyone like that everybody just doesn't like me. My parents are too busy drooling over my brothers to care, my friends are too absorbed in their own "problems" to care, I've NEVER talked to any of my relatives about anything and I dont feel like starting now, and really my pets would rather nap. I feel like crap and I just feel like right now no one would care if I died...(except for one person, and maybe you guys). Life sucks ass
Later (if I live through the day)
Kakashi s
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   hey everybody
I played RE4 this weekend and it was AMAZING I am so obsessed with it now! and me and Kira went to see The DaVinci Code AGAIN and we laughed at the violent parts...it was fun. Then we went to bed at like 3:45am and my retarted alarm clock went off like 5 times at random times like 6 then 6:30 then 7 then I unplugged it because I swear if it had gone off one more time I'd probably freak out and smash the alarm clock. then she went home then I went on a canoeing trip and I'll put a post about that tomorrow so I just got home from that and I feel like crap mentally and phisically
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