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• Since I first saw Samurai Champloo and Spirited Away
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• To become a skilled anime drawer.
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Poems!
I promised you guys I'd get some of my poems up for you so here you go!
MY FINAL POEM
I look into the blinding wind, searching for a purpose.
Searching for a reason, a place in life.
I wind my way through the stinging rain and the whipping branches of the ancient trees that gloom at me.
I stop and stare at the roaring sea and the pain in my heart swells and crashes like the waves rolling onto the beach.
I run suddenly seeing the faint light of hope searching for me through the torturing winds.
Suddenly I loose it.
I loose all sense of safety, and of my well being.
And as I run with the brambles biting my ankles, I forget my pain and think of the person I left waiting, and I realize that I have had a place all along and it’s in his arms.
I think of my one true love standing by the wooden door of his home searching for my red cloak in the dreary night.
And I stop and turn to see, (even if only in my minds eye) his smiling face.
I turn and see the front of the cabin and I run to see him.
I get to the door and it vanishes.
And my total self diminishes as I collapse on to my knees and scream.
I sit sulking in the mud puddle, and no tears fall down my face.
I had never felt true pain until this moment. True pain numbed all my senses, destroyed my hope and crushed my soul.
I sit in the rain searching for a purpose.
Searching for a reason, a place in life.
Then I realize that I lost it all.
Unknown
I am unknown, a whisper in the wind.
I am unknown, a single blade of grass.
I am unknown, the silence in a loud room.
I am unknown, the laughter at a funeral.
I am unknown, a single letter in a book.
I am unknown to everyone but you.
To you I am the happiness at a wedding.
I am the jubilant singing at a church.
I am the sun on a summer day.
And to me, you are the fire on a cold day
You are the love that warms my soul.
And you are part of me, part of the unknown.
Sometimes
Sometimes I want to break free, to soar in the sky.
Sometimes I despise who I am and what I do.
Sometimes I want to be left alone just to think.
Sometimes I don’t know the answer.
But most of the time I am me.
I am a bookworm.
I am the tough girl.
I am quiet and conserved, but loud and outgoing.
I am confused, I am happy.
I laugh, I tease, I hug.
I dress boldly.
I dance and sing.
I give advice, and I protect my friends.
I am me.
And no one can change that.
Preppy Girls
Preppy girls gossip and talk.
Preppy girls tease and humiliate.
Preppy girls stare, and scowl.
Preppy girls flirt for a living.
Preppy girls are self-obsessive.
Preppy girls will crush you to get a guy.
Preppy girls go to the bathroom in groups just to check their hair.
Preppy girls are too busy fixing their makeup to pay attention in class.
Preppy girls can’t stand wearing the same outfit twice.
Preppy girls go to the mall whenever they can.
But I’m not like that.
I talk and joke.
I poke fun at someone and help them laugh it off.
I smile, and make odd faces that make people laugh.
I live to please my friends and family and make them happy.
I ask people how they are before telling them about me.
I will put my friends in front of me in any situation, even if it is a cute guy.
I go to the bathroom to, well, go to the bathroom.
I am too busy learning to pay attention to my looks.
I could care less if I wear the same outfit twice.
I go to the mall to hang out with my friends.
Because I love myself just the way I am.
And if you don’t like me, well too bad I do.
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