Monday, August 14, 2006

love bites pt 2
She had always liked him
But never truly knew why
He never talked to her
His friends had made her cry


She smiled at him in the hall
He just turned his head
He did not care about her
Is what he always said


But she kept her chin up
And she loved him still
Because she knew what was inside
A hole that she could fill


His friends soon caught word
Of her feelings toward him
They found it hysterical
But her love did not dim


She knew that she was better
Than what they thought she was
But still her heart was his
For reasons she knew not of


She slowly became more forlorn
Slipping deep into a hole
He was still ignoring her
Breaking her delicate soul


But her love did not falter
She always thought of him
But all the rumors about her
Put her closer to the brim


On the final day
His friends played a trick
Told her that he loved her
Just to watch her tick


Sadly she believed them
And she was overjoyed
Little did she know
That it was all a ploy


She went up to him
To make sure that he knew
That she knew how he felt
And that she loved him too


He did not understand
So all he did was stare
Telling her repeatedly
That he really did not care


She was finally over the edge
She knew it could not be true
I thought they said he loved her
But deep inside she knew


She could not comprehend
How to go on living her life
So she went in to the kitchen
Pulled out the sharpest knife


She screamed into the air
This is not how it should be
She screamed all the things
That she wished that he would see


She spoke of her love
She cried of her pain
She whispered of what happened
How it could never be the same


And with her last strength
She scribbled her final note
She explained everything
And this is what she wrote:


Take the shining knife,
And cut open my wrists
Watch the blood flow out
It couldve ended with a kiss


Take the bloody knife
Write words into my skin
Tell me that you hate me
Make the pain begin


Take the knife and hold it up
So that everyone can see
That this is the pain
You were always causing me


She watched the blood pour out
Collapsing on the floor
Little did she know
That he was at the door


He did not get an answer
As he screamed her name
He told her he was sorry
What he said was really lame


He did not want to give up
He wanted her to know
That he really did like her
Just did not let it show


He did not care about his friends
They were not his anymore
So please, wont you please
Just open the damn door


He walked to the window
Saw her lying there
He pounded on the glass
Crying in despair


He broke through the glass
And knelt down on the floor
Looking at the girl
He had always adored


Desperately calling for help
She was still alive
He tried to bandage wounds
Please God let her survive


He held her so close
As the ambulance drew near
I really do love you
He whispered in her ear.


Please dont give up
I'll try to help you through
We will make it work
You know I love you too.

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Love.
Love bites. *stares*
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Thursday, August 10, 2006

Dohi Ma ru
do Chi maru.......To me this is jibberish word means Love not but dispize thee.... so Do Chi MARU to a certin guy. ~you kno who you are!~ for I will never be with him again.
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   My ABC'S (Not made by me)
A is for ALL the pain you cause me
B is for BEAUTY where you cannot see
C is for words CARVED into my arm
D is for DANGER in this kind of self harm
E is for when I come to the END of the race
F is so I can FORGET your beautiful face
G is for GREAT pain you will never know
H is for HIDING, the scars will never show
I is for INSIDE of my pain-filled mind
J is for when you say JUST Leave The Past Behind
K is for the touch of my skin to s KNIFE
L is for running away from this broken LIFE
M is for the MASK I wear everyday
N is for the things that I NEVER got to say
O is for the OPEN wounds that appear constantly
P is for PRAYING that I may someday be free
Q is for QUESTIONS I never got to ask
R is for REMEMBERING the life that went to fast
S is for SATISFACTION as I watch my blood flow
T is for TRYING to TAKE back what I let go
U is for what lies UNDER me sleeves
V is for the VALUE in the times you deceived
W is for the tension that continues to WIND
X is for eXAMPLES of wasted time
Y is for yesterday when I went in to deep
Z is because theres ZERO life in eternal sleep
Now these are the A, B, Cs
My life's story for eternity
Now you can just go and be
Or you can stay and die with me

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Wednesday, August 9, 2006

   men..............
Why do we need them here on earth?
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Monday, July 3, 2006

I'm Back!
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Friday, March 17, 2006

Sorry
Title says it all...T_T
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   I'm tired
I'm tired of all this.
I don't wanna go on!
You were my BEST friend.......
I guess you hate me now......
JUST ANSWER THIS!!!!!
W.H.Y D.I.D. Y.O.U. T.U.R.N. A.G.A.I.N.S.T. M.E.!!!
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A poem for my feelings
Why
Why me
Why her
Why do ppl die
Why do I feel this way
with out you i can't go on
I loved you and you did pot
But yet i miss you on this spot,
You are nice and i was mad, you did'nt deserve me so now i'm dead
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

To a friend
I hope your my friend still, i'm sorry for the names and all that. I just want you as a friend again

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