Tuesday, February 19, 2008

yesterday went really really good. today is not. i'm in a mild state of panic, so i'm trying to just calm down and breathe but it's not working. i have a Bible verse exam today that i don't think i'm going to do well one because i don't know the verses. i NEVER know the verses, because it's practically impossible for me to memorize things. and today is the mentor program which means i have to fix my hair and look presentable instead of just putting on a sweatshirt and sitting on my butt all day. and when i was getting dressed this morning, i was going to wear the t shirt i won at the banquet over my long sleeved white shirt, but i couldn't find it. and it wasn't in miley's closet, or my mom's. so it's basically gone. clothes that my mom and grandma don't like tend to disappear. like my plaid mini skirt that my grandma "acidentally" gave to Goodwill. and the t shirt that i sewed funky buttons on.
and i'm trying to calm down and breathe now but it's really not working. all i want to do is go to sleep. But i have to do school, so i guess i should get started.

Today's Rabdom Thought: Don't interrupt me when I'm talking to myself.
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Saturday, February 16, 2008

the valentines banquet is today and I'm excited! i got my hair done all pretty this morning. going to get my hair done is like a therapy session XD me and my hairdresser talk about everything. i was telling her about the guy i like and about my friends and about my dad. i don't know how we got on the subject of my dad, but she said he sounds like he just doesn't know how to be a parent. "It's a disability. Think of it like your dad has down syndrome." those were her exact words lol. she also said "i wanna do your makeup, I wanna play dressup!" lol.
and then i got my eyebrows waxed, which didn't hurt that bad. me and the lady doing it kept up a steady stream of conversation.
my mom said i can put up a picture of me in my pretty outfit so you guys can finally see what I look like.
i got a valentines card form my dad >_< i didnt even read it, but then he texted me too. i swear if he doesn't leave me alon, I'm going to end up telling him off using words i'm not allowed to say. the only reason he even cares right now is because i'm ignoring him, he enver made an effort when i was acting happy to see him and hear from him. emphasis on the word "acting."
there is a lot of hairspray in my hair lol. it has to stay the way it is until the banquet, which is 6:30 tonight and right now it's only 11:37 XD
i feel hyper. i guess i'm just really excited. i've never been this excited about anything my youth group was doing before, but I have friends now so it makes a huge difference.
I should probab;y go, I promised b-chan that i would call her and tell her about the poem i wsa writing last night, because she helped me think of rhyming words lol. later!

Today's Random Thought: America is the only country in the world where a poor black boy can gorw up to be a beautiful rich white woman. (i.e., Michael Jackson)
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Friday, February 15, 2008

grr. my computer mouse is not working well and it's pissing me of.
so, i spent most of yesterday feeling sorry for myself. which was actually kind of nice, since I usually just ignore my feelings, which can't be good for me. I was hoping for an email from the guy I like. ok, I was hoping for an email from him telling me that he liked me, but still. Any contact would have been nice.but no such luck.
I have a biology quiz today that i'm going to fail, and a math quiz that i'll probably also fail. i hate school >_<
my mom got a $100 bonus! cuz she's a good nurse and her patients like her! She's excited and we're excited with her. She had a pretty good paycheck already, and now a bonus!
That's all I have to say I think. I thought this would be longer. Oh well.

Today's Random Thought: Whoever said nothing was impossible obviously never tried to slam a revolving door.
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Thursday, February 14, 2008

Ignore the cuss words, but that is exactly how I feel. Stupid romantic holiday.
I got a Princess Diaries book from my mom, a little box of chocolate from my grandma, and a Hannah Montana valentine from miley though, so I guess it's not all bad ^^
B-chan was kinda depressed about valentines day last night so we stayed up until 1:30 texting. I think she realized I was only staying up because of her and she told me to go to sleep. So I feel dead >_<
Today is also my bunny's birthday ^_^ He's three. he was very happy to see me this morning and wanted loved on very badly lol.
I really have nothing to say, so I should get started on school.
Happy Valentines Day everyone!

Today's Random Thought: I say we shoot cupid and see how he likes it.
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

so tired -_- i couldn't sleep last night.
this isn't wahy I couldn't sleep last night, but it makes me stay awake sometimes, so I guess it's not totally random, but if my grandpa is hauinting our house, I really wish that he'd stop making weird noises. not cool, grandpa. It wouldn't surprise me if he really is haunting us though. It fits his personality XD
Me and b-chan stayed up until about 1:30 texting last night XD neither of us were sleeping anyway. we talked about death note while it was on and how it was not normal when L's reflection was talking and he wasn't. and we decided that Light needed a haircut. and shoes. and a change of clothes. and probably a shower. and i said his wide eyed terrified look was better than the "I AM KIRA! I AM GOD! WORSHIP ME!" look lol.
the schools where i live are all having a snow day today, so i don't think we'll be doing the mentor program. hopefully i'll get a call from steve to make sure.
well, that's about it. i'm gonna go get tortured with school now >_<

Today's Random Thought: Friends don't let you do stupid things... alone.
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Monday, February 11, 2008

I didn't update all weekend. Whoops.
now that i am updating, i don't tihnk i have anything to say XD um... i'll probably put up the third part of my vampire story on quizilla today. and i'll try to make it longer.
i get to stay up late tonight yay! my mom's working so i get to sleep in her room with the tv ^_^
ugh, why aren't there tissues downstairs?? I know that was randoml but my allergies are acting up and i sneezed. it's february, and it frosted last night. what the heck can i be allergic to right now??? possible my bunny in the next room lol. *looks at honey eating like he hasn't in a week* no wonder he's so fat.
ooh!! my cousin a-chan brought over this dvd thing yesterday of her ultrasound! we got to see the baby! he's going to look just like his daddy. poor a-chan, she can't get kids that look like her. D.J. (what we call the baby) was moving around and yawning and he was so cute. And so much hair. it got me back on the i-cant-wait-to-have-kids kick i was on a few weeks ago. i love babies ^_^
i'm going to have a busy week. tomorrow is the mentor program (although it's supposed to snow so my mom thinks the kids will have a snow day), wednesday is church, thursday is anime afternoons at the library, and saturday is our valentines banquet. oh, my mom said i can put up my picture when i get it taken for the banquet ^_^
i have hiccups >_< stupid hiccups!!
oh crap, my internet messed up. *copies post, unplugs internet box, plugs box back in, waits forever, pates post* stupid internet.

Today's Random Thought: L is the only letter in my alphabet. (in case you can't tell, i'm on a death note kick and i'm sort of an L fangirl ^^)
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Friday, February 8, 2008

i just thought of something totally random. me and b-chan were on the phone yesterday and i can't remember what we were talking about but she said "together we make half an idiot!" lol!! it's true, which is why its funny ^_^
you know, there's nothing on tv this time of day. ooh, i spoke too soon, dr. who is on! yuri lowenthal likes dr who. is it weird that i know that? while i'm thinking of voice actors, i found out that crispin freemin plays itachi on naruto. it made me feel smart, because i thought it was him and i'm right ^^ also, dave wittenberg plays pein. >_< that made me mad, because i hate pein but dave wittenberg is one of my favorite voice actors, so now i don't know what to think lol. quinton flynn is deidara, wihch should make s-chan happy.
random subject change: my stomach hurts T_T i'm falling apart. my grandma thinks the only reason i feel sick is because of my allergies >_< which is part of it, yeah, but a lot of it is stress too. but she thinks i have no reson to be stressed, so i try to tell her why i am but she still tihnks its not a good reason which just makes me more stressed. it's a never-ending cycle >_<
i feel strangely slap happy. i have for the past few days. maybe to make up for feeling depressed for the past few weeks lol.
i had an idea for a story, but i don;t know if i'll write it or not. it kinda sounds like a ripoff of cinderella lol. it's based on a dream i had, where this girl finds out about a ball the palace is having and decides she wants to go. her mom had a pretty dress (both parents are dead) and she wears it and looks all fancy and goes to the ball, where she meets the prince. he likes her a lot, and wants to know where she's from and everything but she won't tell him because she thinks if he knows she's poor he won't like her. so eventually she leaves and he has no idea what happened to her and he's sad, because he was falling in love with her. so one day he's riding his horse through the town-village-place (lol) and sees her, but he doesn't know if it's really her since now she's in dirty rags instead of a fancy pretty dress so he goes and talks to her to see, and she sees him coming and is trying to hide, but he finds her because he's cool like that lol. so they talk and he tells her that he loves her and they get married yay ^^ except that his older brother doesn't like her which brings up a whole new set of problems but i haven't thought that part through yet. also, she has 2 dalmatians ^^ it sounds like cinderella, and i don't want to plagarize it, so i don't know if i'll write it or not.
no random thought today, cuz i'm too tired to think of anything. sorry ^_^'
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Thursday, February 7, 2008

Today is the Chinese new year, which i know because Dear Abby said so lol. So happy year of the rat everyone.
my mouth still hurts. stupid dentist! drilling hurts, novacaine or not.
i get to go to my library today yay! they're doing anime stuff on thursdays this month. i have no idea wht they'll be doing, but it's anime-related so i'll be there lol.
i finally watched the new episode of death note from saturday. i love L ^^ it was so funny when he was trying to find the person who touched misa's butt when it was him all along. And who but him would talk to Light on a cell phone when he's right behind him?
Stupid tooth. *grumbles some more about dentists* hopefully this will be the last time i have to get the stupid thing fixed.
that's really all i have to say right now. not much, i know, but o well.

Today's Random Thought: "Hair... Snack crumbs... Hair, Mr. Yagami if I die within the next few days your son is Kira, another hair..." I loved it when L did this. ^^
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008

waht a gloomy day today is. it's raining and dark and not fun. i didn't have bad dreams last night, but i still didnt sleep because of the stupid storm. i'm never gonna sleep again T_T
i go to the dentist today at 2 to have my filling redone. I'm not as scared as i was earlier, but still a little bit. i love my dentist, he's a nice guy, i just don't want him drilling in my teeth.
I meet my kids today at 5. the novacaine should have worn off by then XD i'm still worried about that too, cuz it's my first time ever doing anything like this.
wow, i cannot type today. i dont know what's wrong with my fingers >_< i keep hitting two keys at once lol.
i feel bad about my daighter of dracula story that i put on quizilla, because it took me forever to put it up, and then it was short and a cliffhanger. but in my defense, that story has no plotline whatsoever so i'm just winging it.
There should be a new moon tonight. which has nothing whatsoever to do with anything i wsa talking about, but i don't care. I love the moon.
i'm hungery and i have to fix my hair since i won't have time later, so i guess i should wrap this up.

Today's Random Thought: I reject your reality and substitute my own.
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Monday, February 4, 2008

i am so incredibly tired. i've been having bad dreams the past few night. and they're all anime related. i'm also sick. allergies i think. and my finger hurts again. I'm a mess T_T
the mentor program starts tomorrow. i have no idea what i'm going to do. i've got all my papers filled out (they need to do background checks since we're working with minors) but i have no idea how many kids i'll have or what grades they'll be in or whether they're boys or girls. they're gonna be pretty little kids, 1st through 4th grade. i just wish i knew what grade i'm getting XD steve gave us all a sheet with some get to know you question type things, so that'll help. and i'm taking a notebook to write down everyone's names so i don't forget >_< and also my NIV Bible with a bookmark of the Romans road in case any of the kids have questions. so i guess i'm ready, just terrified XD
I put up some of my naruto fanfic on quizilla. and i will hopefully put up some of my vampire story today. if you want to look it up, my username is kakashisgf, same as on here.
i've got 15 minutes till i have to start school, so i'm gonna check my email and get started >_< joy.
later!

Today's Random Thought: If you can't laugh at yourself, at least allow me the pleasure.
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