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Tuesday, June 8, 2004


   Again
im sorry but i cant help it. Im so depressed right now. I mean if Sindalla goes through with this i might as well give my site aways and come back and visist gys again. Sindalla is a great person. I love talkign to her. I hope she didit go through with this. I pray and pray to go last nihgt. But i still cry. As im writting this sad post im crying. Listining to Linkin oark but it doest help at all. I neeed to see if Sindalls is her is she here! i need t know! man im not my selft today. I cant even pick u a pencl and express my feelings about this. Im alwasy able to draw and expresss my feelings...but im to depressed. I yhinki it pretty lame if i csnt express my feelings out by draewing. The only way i can express my feelings now is by crying. Im already making a puddle on the edge of the keybore thing. I want to express some other way. I cant even sing almong with myb Linkin Park cd its that bad. I never been so depressed before NEVER! danm as my life was worse she had to go and make it more wrose by doing the crazy bullshit! She is crying for help. She is a depressed lil girl crying for help! she is crying for help! if she wanted help i could of been there for her. Im her friend better yet im her big sister. I am always here fotr her. no matter what. I will aleays be here for her. I just wanted to let u guys know how im feeling. But i neeed a big hug rihgt now im to depressed to move downstair to the radio. Im going back to bed for another hour...
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