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Sunday, January 9, 2005

   i really dont know...
I'm all of a sudden feeling sad...I’m not sure why. I guess its the thought I’m alone. But any who yesterday I went to a Monster Truck and Motocross thing with my dad. It was...very loud I’ll tell you that. We were recommended to wear ear plugs. They really did irritate my ear...and I mean badly. But there was this one jeep type thing it was jet powered literally. It had flames and it made this huge flame to where I could feel the heat all the way up on the top row. My dad said it had a helicopter engine. Also I talked to Sindalla on the phone yesterday too. We had a nice Conversation. Currently she is having trouble but Chad (her brother "virtually" or friend what ever advised not to get involved) It’s about her B/F Jared. Or his username Lord Raizen. I herd that he made a really nasty post about her and then left. So please if you know her or even if you don’t go cheer her up she'll need. Say that Kamiya or Ayla sent you guys there. But if some of you are wondering why the sad depressing site. I have my reasons. I'm just feeling sad and lonely I go through those moments. I really don’t like em. It was because of Mike, I was talking about him with Sindalla. I asked her "What if he wants to go back with me?" she told me not to give him a third chance. Because I’m gonna get hurt once more. It just makes me depressed knowing I got hurt...lets see 6 times by some B/F's One was SamuraiSweet. He was actually my B/F, B/F he lived where I live. The first time we weren’t together it was because a fight. We where together about for a month before that fight. Then we got back together for about 6 months to a year. He then moved to Japan saying that he has to forget me. He cant stay tuck in the past. He then meets his new G/F there. How did I know...my friend in Japan told me. When he got back he said lets try it again. But I said no cuz he was going to hurt me again I knew it. Then Lord Kain if some of you remember him. We loved each other and Sindalla told me that he always talked about me. Then when he went to Florida he fell for another girl so I ended up wanting to kill him badly. And to this day I still do. Then there was Mike, the first time was with that bus driver. He said he felt guilty afterwards when he herd I hurt myself. Bullshit like I believe that now. Then we currently got back together then it was over. His new "bitch" came into his life. He then went with her and if he comes crawling back like he did before its a flat out no because Sindalla told me that he might take advantage of me. So no, no third chance. Because its like this. Yes the first chance is when you are together. Make a mistake and there is the second chance. Yes because everyone makes a mistake that’s us humans. The third Chance that’s when they know they'll take advantage of you. So Sindalla told me I’ll be and Idiot to give him a third chance. And if I did then give him a fourth chance she said she'll have to take me to a mental institute! Heheh that cheered me up. But I’ll call her later on today...maybe she'll cheer me up some more! ^^ Ok so I’ll now do Question of the day!

Question: Does it hurt to be heart-broken by a guy you really love?

Me: Yes it hurt very badly after it has happened to me 6 times. Well I gotta go! ^^
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