myOtaku.com: KamiyaUsagi

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Gender
• Female
Location
• Somewhere in lala land
Member Since
• 2004-02-08
Occupation
• To live by: Trusts takes years to build but seconds to shatter
Real Name
• I have many names...

Personal

Achievements
• To know about LP their sucha wonderful band!
Anime Fan Since
• as long as i can remember
Favorite Anime
• Rurouni kenshin, YuYu Hakusho, Inuyasha, Fruits Baskets, Outlaw Star, Tokyo Mew Mew, Pokemon, Hamtaro (yes i know and i'm proud!) Alice 19th, Shoalin Sisters, Trigun, Chobits, Pita-ten, Digi charat... and it goes on and on! ^.^
Goals
• Lets see to finally one day meet Linkin Park!
Hobbies
• soccer drwaing beating up boys, video gmaes!!! ^.^
Talents
• drawing and laying vidoe games i'm really good at those!

myOtaku.com: KamiyaUsagi

Thursday, June 9, 2005

Nevermind
I wont delete my site. I've been concive by sevral frineds. But my major thanks goes out to mei Lin (DarfkflameWolf) ok we had this major talk and this is what happened,

Me: *sad and depressed walks over to the phone* i hope she can help me out..

...: hello

Me: uh Mie lin i need your help.

Mie Lin: ah yes the ever so wonderful Ayla, yes what now dont tell me more problems there?

Me: yes more problems... but this time.. i really am hurt..

Mie: aww u poor thing tell me whats your prob?

Me: well, one day i was on the phone... with well... "her"

Mei: you mean that thing? what did she do to you?

Me: i told her something... and it made her sick... sick of me..

Mei: i never really liked that bitch

Me: and well uh ever sicne... she's been saying mean things to me and... well uh.. i've been avoiding th internet.

Mei: so thats why u havent e-mail or even gone outside.

Me: yeah.. she made me ill in the heart.

Mei: YOU NEED TO STOP IT! STOP LETTING PPL GET TO YOU!

Me: i- i know

Mei: if u know thne why wont you do it?

Me: cuz... like that cartoon... i walk around giving my heart to anyone i see and they stomp all over it...

Mei: stop being like that dammit! tell me... how ill in the heart did u get.

Me: well the time i havent been here... i've kept myself in my room... i cried... i woulkdnt come out. i was wishing i never met her... iof i knew it would end up like this.

Mei: did you...

Me: yes i almost did commit suicide.. cuz she wished i would die... so... i would do anything for her cuz i loved her that much.

Mei: what made you stop...

Me: the thought of eveyone around me... how much everyone else loved me. Like my mom... u... Mike... Fernando everyone... so i thought they still love me. i still have a reason to live.

Mei: why would you kill yourself over her!?!? she doesnt love u! she never fuckin did!

Me: she did... i wanted to make her happy. If i would rid myself of this world... she'd be happy and thats what i wanted...

Mei: i'm glad you didnt... she doenst disever to be happy... you do. Ayla you have such a wonderful personality. Alot of people really care fort you. U are a lucky girl to be living. You have many other friends. So forget about that bitch and go on with you life. ayla be happy.

Me: i will... i will... i'l forget all the things she has done for me... i'll forget everything to rid my self of her.

Mei: thats good to hear!

Me: thank you Lin...

Mei: no rpob anything for you! friend! see ya later i gotta go!

Me: ok!

And thats how it went. i'm thank ful she talked to me. And i also want to thank the ever so caring Mike! (50 cent) well i'll continue this site! ^.^ ok well i gotta go bye!

*later on in the day* ok i posted last night when they siad it was morning so here i am! i'm sooooo bored! well i decided to put things up about the chinese zodiac! also i'll be chaning my layout soon to fruits baskets and i'll keep that one for a long time! LONG LIVE FRUITS BASKET!!! so anyway i'm bored............... guess i'll be going i'll be changing this site bit by bit! ^.^
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