Thursday, May 18, 2006

   day 4?
okay it's offical i have gone completely fucking mad me and my friends have a betting pool going to see who can stay awake the longest and right now i am in 2nd because of one day and my friend in frist has been up for 5days we decided that well do what we always do in these situation's WATCH ANIME! we are all staying in my apt. as of yesterday and we have watched the complete box set of outlaw star ghost in the shell 2nd gig trigun cowboy bebop and that's all i remeber i had to go to work after bebop speaking of which i never realized how fast you can get your work done when your tripin off sugar caffine and chmeical compound 13 you know that coloration chemical in vault and mt dew that make it that lime greenish color
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

   monkey's
okay man i'm like really freakin hyper right now i stayed up all night watching the greatest anime ever because it the one the orginal AKIRA! yay i love that movie so great never been duplicated wait as a matter of fact can't so cool yes i'm happy. oh yeah and in order for me to have stayed up to watch it i drank lots of vault and coffee i don't recomend ever doing that frist off weird taste and then you'll be up for hours on end asking youself so titalating question's like why do people care which came first the chicken or the egg? i mean there here and there great!
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

   man
well thing's are finaly getting a little better i went on a shoping spree yesterday and bought a lot of thing's from hot topic. i think i went and spent about $98.00 or something like that and i got some really cool stuff needless to say i feel pretty good about itgot some cool ring's, necklesses, and a system of the down T-shirt i love them all and i am wearing them all :P yeah i'm getting treated really strangely by my ex she is like giving me these's really weird looks and it makes me feel like i am supposed to care or something and i really don't so i just sit there and laugh about it because she has been talking to her new bf about me but she doesn't know that me and him have been best friends for like 2years so he has been telling me everything and it's funny she say's she still care's about even though i am being a complete ass hole by not talking to her but i did tell her that i wouldn't be so she can deal with it. i know it's seems to be really mean for me to do something like that but i don't like being walked all over, spit on, and taking advantage of by a little B that needs to be knocked down a few knotch's and off that high horse. okay off of that let's go to current event's i am now single looking very hard for a gf and a little luck i got set up on a blind date and it went really well so were talking now and might be planing on going out i dont know where that will go so that is a situational thing and i made friends with one of the security guy's at the mall i go to and last but not least i started reading love hina at last finnaly got a friend that has them and he is letting me bum them while i let him borrow GTO box set's 1&2 so i think that is an even trade well that is everything in my world :)
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Monday, May 8, 2006

ah!
man i am getting tired of this bull crap from people they say your there friend's then they go and stab you in the back. oh yeah don't have a girl friend anymore dumped me because her friend's didn't like me. i really just want to hurt somebody thank goodness that my boxing club meets tonight i even have already to the guy i am pared up with for tonight he said he doesn't know if he's going and if he doesn't i get to beat the crap out of a 450lb. sand bag so either way i'll let out my anger on something. i really wish that i could just find somebody that really like's me and won't go off and leave me for some stupid shit like that. i mean i know that people want there friends to like there partners but when your friends haven't even gottin to know them and go and tell her that they don't like them because of what there into that's is freaking wrong. sorry i just wanted to vent i mean this crap is starting to feel like high school and i got tired of that crap really fast. anyway right now in my life i'm helping a few of my friend's with there realationships because there not working outi think that's why i might be so mad because there complianing and i don't even have one anymore so i don't know maybe i am just whyning i don't know i just get tired of having to deal with this fucking drama and then have people tell that i started it. i just don't freaking know anymore maybe i should just go away to alaska for awhile and go see my dad. i really just get tired of it all.
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Friday, April 28, 2006

   GIRL FRIEND!!!
yay! i got a girlfriend now i am like so happy but i dont know if it will last i'm not parying for ever i just want it to last longer than a week those are like freaking prepy daters they like date for a week then move on to the next peice of eye candy. and i am not saying that's all of them it's just where i live realationship's are very fickle and don't last long because they want exciment and you just can't get exciment around here dead as a door knob. but yeah i like having a girl friend it is someone i can spend time with a spoil them rotten :P that's going to be all for me today :)
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

   nothing :(
yeah sorry to say that nothing has been goingon in my life man i suck :( i don't know what has been going on in my life i have kind of lost track and i just have been kinda blah and not doing anything but work school and looking for someone to spend my summer with because i'm planning on heading to some far away place that i haven't been before i'm thinking alaska i'm not sure yet but i don't want to go alone :,( so i hope that i don't seem to out of whack for what i usually am i have just been trying to do alot of thinking latly about everything that going on didn't realize i had a life it's been kind of a hard pill to swallow because i realized that i was neglacting the people that are in it so i feel a bit like crap well that's all for today bye
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Thursday, April 20, 2006

   i'm back yo!
yep i'm back it was a good vaca. but now i have to catch up on my school works and get all my missed notes T_T but i do feel alot better i'm trying to figure out what i should do about a few peoblem's i'm still having anyone want to give some advice i'll set it up for you okay i went out with this girl twice now first time she broke up with me after 2 day's said that she didn't love me then she asked me back out a broke up with me after 1 day said that she was cheating on me with some guy then last wenesday before i left she gave me a note asking me out again then when i went to talk to her about it she said i'm sorry i'm already dating someone i asked him out before i gave you that note THEN! (sorry i know it's long and very stupid) she wrote me a note telling me that she loved me more than anyone that she has ever loved in her life so then i asked her well if that is true then why are you going out with larry? and she still hasn't anwsered me yet my other friend's are telling me that i should just stop talking to her and kick her out of my life. so if you wouldn't mind can you guy's give me some advice? thank's :)
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

going away for awhile : (
well guy's i'm going away for awhile i have got alot of thinking to do so i am going to my little hide away for the rest of the week i'll be back saurtday or monday it'll happen i wish i could tell you guy's all that's happened but there is way to much to talk about but i can tell you some okay my threpists sent me too get some test's done and i didn't like that i started to freak out and i almost went phsyco on one of the nurse's and they threw me into a straight jacket for a couple of day's till i did my testing that's one reason i haven't updated lately the other is i atepmted sucide sunday and my mom locked up the house and anything i could strangle myself with i was confind to my room till yesterday and this is my first chance to update. to top it all off i have been getting a lot of bull shit from alot of people i know and i'm getting ready to really hurt somebody so i think i need some a little alone time so i'll talk to you guy's when i get back and if kotori_101 is reading i'm really happy your feeling better and i wish you could have caught me in a better mood. well till later guy's bye.
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

   hello
well i'm back from along ass spring break i want on a weird trip with a bunch of buds. word of advice never fall a sleep in the van you might end up new mexico. anyway after that i went to a convetion it was pretty cool i got to see a jedi wedding it was funny but i tried not to laugh so i would seem respectable. anyway on to current events one of my ex's freaked out on me for getting a new girl friend and now i am on damage control i'm trying to patch things back up with her because i think just because you date doesn't mean you can't be friends afterward. now i think i might be falling back in love with her but i'm still in love with my girl friend i'm just trying to sort all of this shit out and hopefully i do it soon or else something might be going down between the both of them. well i would like to try and talk about something else but i think my brain just flew out of the buliding i need to go get that.
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Thursday, March 2, 2006

   WTF!
I DON'T GET IT!!! i'm in th best mood i have been in for a long time i can't believe it i just want to take my hat off and act like a cowboy baby man wtf i have been quoting song's like all day i don't know why you make me feel this way ahh see it won't stop i'm going to cry T_T this is just so wrong i mean and the scars they mind us that the past is real ahh stop bad brian no wait i left that at home today whoops that might be why i am in such a good mood man i feel like king kong on crack cocain it's just whoos and then whee then ahhhhhh i'm lovin it bada bababa what now i'm doing comercail's when will it stop nooooo the cheese it's attacking can't fight this feeling anymore ahhh no it's stop's here evil cheese i must get the word out everyone listen the cheese it's evil it want to take over the world we have to stop it grill the cheese mwahahahahahaha okay just for those that know me hehe NO i don't know what's wrong with me my mind is broke today and also my monkey is like totaly been trying to kill me cat hahaha it's fun to watch but i have to stop it befor the monkey get's hurt he already has a scar from the cat there evil i swear not all cat's just mine well i guess that's all from me today wish my monkey luck bye :P
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