Wednesday, April 27, 2005

   i am happy today
i feel alot better today i sat up all night last night and played final fantesy 7 and i am dealing with everything pretty well by the way did any one read my peotry from yesterday i thought it was good please tell me your thoght's :) see yall thuresday
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

   this is how i feel right now
the anger swells inside my head its so bad i wish i were dead words fly threw my mind i seem to hate all human kind why must i hate so much i am beginning to lose touch there trapped forever in my head facing the world is what i dread my soul is trapped inside i don't think it will ever fly so here i sit cold and numb to everthing outside i am just plan dumb torture reflects in my eyes all this pain i seem to hide gaining more everyday in this life i can not stay every night i cry my eyes out in my head i scream and shout living life day by day my humanity seems to stray tired of emotional abuse tired of my heart always being misused i don't want to live life like this death will always be my bliss screwed up in my head looks like i am better so to your so alled love it has made me one blood stained dove
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Monday, April 25, 2005

   ouch
my girlfriend is cheating on me and my boyfriend broke up with me i feel very bad right now i can't belive they would do this to me i mean i have done all i can to make them happy i am on the brink of going crazy i mean i am a good guy at least that is what my friend's tell me but if i am such a good guy why am i treated like a pill of crap i mean they all treat me like i am there best person in the world but behind my back they are cheating on me and talking bad about me why oh why *crying*
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Friday, April 22, 2005

   hello
hi everybody how are you doing i am doing great me and my mom are going to the movies today and i am going to spend the night with my best friend tonight so i am like yeah so let me know how you guy's are doing okay take it easy okay and have a great weekend okay. :D
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Thursday, April 21, 2005

   hello
hi evrybody how are all of you i am doing great i hope all of you are to i hope that every one is keeping it real like i am so everyone stay frosty just kidding i am watching to much milkchan hehehe but hey everyonr listen up i just want to say thanks for giveing me brave so i want to really just thanks peace
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   hello
yo every body how is every one doing on this great day i am doinf great and i hope everyone else is to and i also hope alphonse is wacthing fullmeatal it is really starting to get good we are still wondering if that al is going to have new power's any way hope all of you have a good day bye :)
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   hey every body
hey you guy's what is going on with all you guy's huh? i noticed that some of you guy's wanted to chat sorry my messenger is down and i haven't been able to check my e-mail but i was on gaia yesterday and was talking to some weird people but it was still pretty cool to be able to talk to all those people and just talk about stuff you know well ttfn
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

   just saying hey
yo every one what's up i am haging out at gaia today it is fun whoa be back tomrow
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Monday, April 18, 2005

   wow i hope all of live happy lives
wow you guys are so great i mean i never thought i would have a whole lot of people vist my site i just did this to let out some of my emtion's that build up because i had no positive way to let out my feeling i mean i am just so happy *crying emotionaly* i mean you all make me feel so loved to were i am so happy that i did do this and by the way all the colors you see on my site are my favorite colors :)
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Friday, April 15, 2005

   okay
man some people in this place have some amazing site's i mean it so cool i wish i was as cool as them my mom say's i put my self down to much but i don't know what to think of it all i mean if you put your self down i is it i can't tell i am doing it to my self i mean really it is starting to get to me because i can't stop thinking about it or ride on shooting star that song has been playing all day in my head it is really starting to make me wonder?

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