Monday, August 29, 2005

I'll be wishing you....good luck
A great weight has been lifted off our hearts~

Ah! Nee-san just left for first day of college! I woke up just after she left so a run out to her to tell her good-bye=^^=

Hmmm...well now today is my 'New Student Orientation' I was going to have to go by myself but thankfully we made a deal with him (him= supposed father) and now we just get to keep the house and a car and that's all I think... I know my mom should have gotten a lot more but she really happy that she doesn't have to be gone for my Nee-san's first day of school and my orientation. Waah! I'm so happy too!^^

But as for the relationship between my father I think it's over. I though I could handle it but I can't I think he said that he wouldn't take up to that house but still even if he comes here to see us. I can't mentally handle it. Sooooo....that's why I'm taking to a 'Psychiatrist ' I think that's what is called (it's one of those guys that you talk to about your problems) Well, we think that he might help this problem.
(just to tell people that don't know...my mom and him-supposed father- our divorced)

So, I'm not worrying anymore!
Let tomorrow worry about it's self, right?^^

So, I have nothing more to say...sorry. But I'm happy now! And I hope everyone else is too!

(and I'm going to update my site some just to tell everyone!^^)

Take care everyone!

And I special Thanks to everyone who took there own time to talk to me and Kanau on Private Messages. Thank you so much for praying for me and Kanau. We'll get thought that hard times together!
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When I’m here with you
I feel so safe~
When I think of you I am over filled with joy~
I want to protect you~
No matter what we’ll always be with each other~
We might not see each other but I know your still there~

I know that you care about me so much~
I’m never alone where ever I go~
Thank you~
For being there~
Just thinking of you is enough to make me happy~

I’m never alone~
You’re always there for me~
No matter what~
Please don’t leave because I care about you too!
Let’s get though the hard time together~

So let’s keep smiling and…
Being strong~

Together~



And something for my lovely Nee-san Kanau~
Times have been hard~
But now all we can do is move forward~ Not looking back




~Kana

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