I have the option of attending a funeral for a person who goes to my church. He was the husband of my old teacher, and although I neve really spoke to him or anything, I still can't but feel really sad. I am not going to go to the funeral, though, because I don't think I could stand it.
My mother said something to me which almost made me cry, though. Rigby (the name of the one who passed away) always had his brow wrinkled because he was always frowning. But right before he really died, he actually smiled, because he had seen the Lord. I can't help but be in tears as I right this, but it's subtle enough. I'm just really happy that he's where he should be. I hope that I can smile when I'm about to die, too.
-Kanransha
School gets out on the twenty first. I get out on the sixteenth. The next Monday, the 19, I go to college. Great.
My backpack is heavy right now because I have to keep holding all my books. On the 16th I have to be completely checked out -- books, unpaid fees, etc. And my finals are the 15 and 16th, not the 19 and 20th.
Eh...in some ways I'm excited. In others, I'm not.
Questions:
1) Do you attend college, whether it be community, tech school, or a university?
2) If you answered no above, do you plan on going, and where? If you answered yes, then where do you attend?
3) What's your major?
4) What do you want to DO with your life?
-Kanransha
Heh. Cheeky grin. I got it out of Angel Sancutary, volume 6. Well, kinda. I didn't feel like making him give anyone the bird...Ya know? Anyways, I dunno what to call him, but I know I'll be using him a lot more.
I've decided on calling him Adalwine...
-Kanransha
LOL. I FINLLY got the play KHII. Thankfully they have gameshark codes for it now, too, because it's a rental and I need to finish it as quick as I can. And if I miss anything, like scenes or whatever, I'll just head to youtube.
I'm just realizing it's been a while since I updated this site...
Well, my computer died. I've ben using my father's computer, but it's still not enough. No knew layouts or pictures and whatnot until my computer gets fixed. And that may be awhile...
My sister makes me so angry. We had an ortho oppointement on Thursday so we got out of school early. e headed home first so we could brush our teeth and everything. I went into the bathroom to brush my teeth but I locked the door because I'm really diguested by seeing people spit toothpaste and saliva out and will get embaressed if other people see me doing that. As soon as I locked it, my sister bounced up the stairs and yelled, "Get out of my bathroom, you whore!" which got me really really pissed off. I have NEVER kised a guy, and I have never "held a guys hand". I don't hug people that much, either! And my sister ALWAYS is out with her boyfriend, fighting with him, having sex, fighting with him, etc., and always trying to make him jealous so she'll go and kiss on other guys. NOT ME.
So, I spent the rest of the day just trying to ignore her. After our appointment we went into the car and I pointed out to my sister to not rush into making the next appointment because she scheduled it on a day of college for me. I told her we would have to reschedule it and she's like, "I ain't going to reschedule it! You do it!" to which I replied, "I never said you had to reschedule it!" to which she replied, "good, because I'm not gonna waste my time on rescheduling something for you! You're just gonna have to miss that day!"
Gah...she's sooo inconsiderate. All she does is for herself. She'll clean if it will benefit her, and she'll eat all our food. Then she expects gas money from our parents so she can go see her boyfriend when she doesn't even have a job. Ad she's sooo ugly inside. She doesn't care how much she can hurt someone inside, as long as she can get what she wants. She's repeatedly made me feel so bad about myself. It's like those people you read about in Cosmogirl or Seventeeen or in the Newspaper or whatever. I'm sooo sick of it!
And what's worse about this rant? I told me parents about what she had said to me and they said they would talk to her, but they never did. If I had said it, they would have yelled at me, despite the fact they know it to be true. She's so bad she makes my mom cry!
I just can't WAIT till she gets a job and it's work or the street options. I'd LOVE to see her attitude then...
-Kanransha
OMG...We went to AppleBees for my friend Daniel's B-day and when his family found out it was my b-day, too, they ordered me up one of those singing peoples and free deserts! Yay! Only...I don't really like deserts from resturaunts because they pile on way too much whip cream, and I HATE whip cream. So, I made THE NEW APPLEBEES DESERT: VANILLA DIP.
Comeplete with strawberries, raspberry cheesecake, vanilla icecream, garlic bread, mustard, a dash of ketchup, salt, and pepper, some Mountain Dew, whip cream and "hot" fudge, Applebee Sugar, and to top it off -- MUSTARD!!!!!
I took about five pictures but could only send about three of them to my e-mail before we had to leave. SO, here it is! Vanilla Dip!!
Happy birthday to me, Happy bithday to me. I'm 17! Yipee!! And I get to do to driving school on the 20th!
My mother is having some small surgery today, so we're celebreating my B-day at my party on Friday after school.
Icky star testing starts today as well. We're taking the Enlgish/Language Arts portion of the test. Tomorrow we're taking Math and on Wednesday and Thursday we're taking Science. Ick.
My whole weekend was spent on Photoshop. I inked a drawing: and I would really like comments and critique, please. I spent Friday inking it and Saturday and Sunday coloring it:
My forum is active, surprisingly. That kinda shocked me. I guess I just advertised at all the correct places ^^.
I get to present my project today...woopee!! ....I'm a bit nervous, because there are some clips of me in my video from when I wasn't what I look like now, so I look more disgusting then what I do, now. However, I guess that doesn't change the fact that it was for a project. Soemthing about careers, so I chose to become a Japanese translator for JET, Japanese Exchange and Teaching program. It's pretty cool. I might post the video on youtube some time later.
ANYWAY, my day has yet to fully begin. OI! I also found out that three two other people share May 8th as their birthday, one of them in my group of friends (oh, and he's adorable! He just never stops smiling! And we like to poke each other...). The other is a freshman, lol. My school has only about 250 kids, and we're Early College, as I may have mentioned before.
Wish me some luck, or at least if you read this after my day has ended, help me feel good about myself...I have a bad feeling today...
-Kanransha
Ah, thankies for the comments, guys! Made me fill good 'bout myself ^^
Anyways, today I drew a few pictures. My "friend" and I are kinda fighting so we were both trying to one-up each other. I think I did a good job on it, too ^^. YES! I'm an overacheiver, but only when it comes to competing with people. Unless it's sports. Then I'm like, "You can have the ball..."
Anyways, today we had a MADD assembly because our prom is coming up soon. It wasn't that bad. I loved the music used in the whole "Classroom Packet-y Thingy", although I dun remember what it's from...And then we got to see a live example of a person who's car takes a spin. First with its seatbelt on and then without (it flew...). Then we got to see a car that was the result of being hit by a drunk driver in a car going 110MPH. It wasn't pretty...
Then we had two periods of class and then lunch. After lunch we went to college (I'm an early college high school student). We had a skills test and then I went into the computer to check out my forums, etc. I then talked to some Otakus in the Tiger's Den (the cafeteria) and I decided I'll bring my cards on Wednesday for them to help me make a YGO deck -_-'. Um...then I went home on the early bus and snuck onto the computer.
Yeah...my day was eventful. OI!!! MY HORSE'S B-DAY IS TOMORROW!!! ^^
-Kanransha
This weekend was pretty boring. I stayed on my computer almost the entire time, occassionally going downstairs to watch TV or to find something to eat. I didn't have to set one foot outside unless it was to feed our horse. Technically, I didn't step one off our property.
I've replied to everyone on my forums. I don't have anything else to do, now. I mean, I don't want to go downstairs 'cuz then I may have to clean. I dun like to clean. Or, I might have to work outside. We're doing MAJOR work outside and I REALLY dun wanna do it. Let's see...I'm not in the mood to read stories.
I'm REALLY hungry, though...I might have to sneak downstairs...
Yea, that's it. I'll be around later. Look me up, I s'pose.
-Kanransha
