I have the option of attending a funeral for a person who goes to my church. He was the husband of my old teacher, and although I neve really spoke to him or anything, I still can't but feel really sad. I am not going to go to the funeral, though, because I don't think I could stand it.
My mother said something to me which almost made me cry, though. Rigby (the name of the one who passed away) always had his brow wrinkled because he was always frowning. But right before he really died, he actually smiled, because he had seen the Lord. I can't help but be in tears as I right this, but it's subtle enough. I'm just really happy that he's where he should be. I hope that I can smile when I'm about to die, too.
-Kanransha
