Sunday, July 8, 2007

   ramblings and over dramatics

	Ive been a member of this site for sooo long that coming to it has become like... instinct to me or somthing. I come by without really doing anything, this is my first update since the 7th of june and I cant remember the last time I read anyones posts or voted on art even. Its not that I think im growing out of it, I still love anime and I dont talk to anyone in person about it, but this journal thing is hard for someone that has nothing to talk about and has nothing interesting going on in ones personal life that would be meaningfull to anyone else, when its not even meaningfull to me O_o Booo! Its really is hard to let go lol! But im sick of feeling guilty about it and not getting to peoples sites when I want too and such, and people coming and commenting when I dont return the favor, yuh know? Sooo, ill think about this some more but this may be my last post for a long long long long long long long long time. Im sorry that i cant guarantee that ill leave a comment on your site before I leave, and its not cause i lack the time (for now) its really the lack of motivation to do anything, and not just on the otaku. I have things i should be doing to prepare for the navy and I find it hard to do that also. Ill be around still till the beginning of August but from then on it will be hard to have computer access and such as well. Just thought ide give the heads up to those that still stop by! but I wiiill do my best to keep in touch till then! Unless somthing comes up from now till august ill be sure to leave one last post so people know for sure what im up too. Cyuh! Comments (9) | Permalink Thursday, June 7, 2007    life details... boring yes Been a while since ive updated, im almost getting to a point where I wonder if its ever worth it. hmm... ahhhh well, will update anyways for the few that still care haha! so yes, family has been here for quite a while and the trip to montreal was pretty fun except now i have to make another trip to montreal to see my brother graduate from boot camp and that drive through ontario is MURDER!! Two way highway aaaalll the way through and around lake superior, hate it. But, ill suck it up and go anyways cause I rule *superman pose* nothing special but im kicking ass at burnout revenge for xbox 360, however its pissing me off so bad, i wont go into details but believe me when its frusterating as hell lol! I was also chased out of my own bedroom by a monster spider, (seriously, it chased me) I got the little bugger though. SCORE ONE for MEE! "the office" iss soo funny, I love that show so much now! We rented the first and second season of the american version, and i cant wait for the third season to come out. Such an awkward show but Dwight is just the best, i watch it for dwight, thats right! for those that know who im talking about ^_^ Cant begin to explain how glad i am that i dont plan on selling office supplys. hmm..other than that, i caught up on the bleach manga and tonight will watch the most recent episode. HAHAHAAHaaaa!!! What helps me get over the fact that paris hilton was released from jail would be to watch house of wax just to see her get impaled through her annoying face :) teeheehee! Thats how i feel about that. buhbye! p.s. is my site cut off on the right to you too? it is for me and it sucks Comments (3) | Permalink Monday, May 14, 2007    hmmm... i guess youll just have to read to find out what the subject is... Well yesterdays post was uneventfull o_O ...just when I thought I was loved ;_; lol jk. Today I got my birthday presant in the mail from my mommy finally!! teehee! Its the complete series of "planet earth" I know im such a dork, but I loove this kind of stuff. Ill be back with these crazy animal facts and bugs and deep sea, mountain discovery stuff. I just got it out of the box and its so shiny ^_^ hmm... my mom, brother, dog and cat should be on the road now on their way to save me from my grandparents! I just cant wait to spend the WHOLE night cuddling my kitten! I wonder how hes going to react when he first sees me, I imagine he'll have abandonment issues for the first while, but he always got over that quickly and then gets to be more cuddly than usuall. Makes me feel bad cause the next time we part, it will be for good. Im on episode 24 of samurai champloo now ^_^ its a good show, kinda funny with the hip hop mixed into it! lol, but cool no less. Notice my new aizen banner now?! ^_^ *twitch* haha, it used to be green, but it was just soo different from my trigun stuff I changed it to blue. That tis be all, buhbye! Comments (4) | Permalink Sunday, May 13, 2007    ^_^ puuuuuurrrrr :P Well, the lake was fun lol! It was still a little off season considering this was the first time seeing it where it wasnt just paaacked with tourists. All the little stores and shops were closed except for the people stocking up for the long weekend. It was deeaaad, even the millions of bathrooms everywhere was closed. Next time we're taking a little boat and its going to be sweet teehee!! Dingy with paddles lol :) ...And with that said, nothing new except my teeth are feeling better lol, it was just a very off day for me i think! ALSO, I made a new Aizen banner HAHA!! I had time, and well.... yeah, Im not going to remove my trigun stuff though, even if now my site doesnt match and is very random in colors. (he looked so pretty I couldnt resist.) so yes... I know im lazy, but ill get to your sites today for those that have updated! buhbye! Comments (0) | Permalink Friday, May 11, 2007    fun in the sun!! Hurray! Im going to the lake today ^_^ finally getting out of the house and out of town too. Should be fun! Right now Im kinda just sitting waiting on my friend as usuall haha. So since I had time I figured Ide get to a few sites and post. Ive been awake since 8 am and ive got my rockstar energy drink, teehee theyre soo good!! My teeth are being kinda stupid on me. My dentist told me I have an 80% over bite or whatever and its only supposed to be 20% o_O he also suggested braces lol, but of coarse I didnt want them and now I think its catching up to me. It just doesnt feel like my teeth are lined up right... if that makes any sence, so now my bottom teeth are getting sensative from rubbing on the back of my top row teeth...so retarded, but ill get dental when I get into the military, but that might not be till end of july yet. My brother kept telling me how lucky i am that my teeth are straight, so of coarse now my wisdom teeth are growing and it hurts like a mother sometimes T_T people need to stop jinxing me! lol Letsee, watched 125 of bleach yesterday HAHAhahaha Got a kick out of the little clip at the end of the credits.... oh gee golly. I think I despise Ichigo though... I really dont like him at all!! HES soooo stupid! He treats everyone like hes better than they are and he cant make up his mind if hes gonna be weak or strong...ddaaaaamn son! Im certain hes been like that through the whole series so im not giving anything away lol! well thats all and im heading out now! ill get to the rest of your sites when i get back! buhbye! P.S. sorry bout the picture of vash and knives in the background, ill try and get photoshop trial back so i can fix that :P Comments (2) | Permalink Sunday, May 6, 2007    blaaaaaaaaah!!!! *SIGH* I am soooo unbelievably bored!!! I was supposed to go and see spiderman last night with my friend but of coarse as always, she was sick, then today shes sore, and now I have nothing to do AAaagain. Everyone else I know works, and when they do stuff its just drinking parties and guess who always gets sick at them.... me!! Well, atleast my mom and brother are coming up from California to Canada for my moms visa, and they are bringing my kitten and doggy and im soooo excited to see them! When they get here me and my mom are going to Montreal pretty much the next day. Itll be my first time going to Quebec so itll be interesting ^_^ Enough of life. I was a naughty girl and read ahead in the bleach manga, cause im growing impatient with the new episode per week deal lol! Very neat stuff coming up ahead, I have soo many theories I just want to talk about it but of coarse that would mean spoilers for alot of people. If anybody wants to talk about that they can pm me teehee :) Uck I read a pretty horrible spoiler about FMA on a stupid art comment box thingy, im not to happy about that (stupid people) Other than that im officially 19 now! lol I guess I have been for a few days... but whatever! im done! Sorry bout the rushed post. buhbye! Comments (4) | Permalink Friday, April 27, 2007    career crap and more! My interview is FINALLY OVER!!! ^_^ haha, all those months of stressing out, finally gone. It didnt go as well as I had hoped, and the aptitude test was harder than I thought it would be, but I cleared it, and after you pass the test you move on the the medical exam ... which sucked lol! Nothing invasive of coarse, but still. THEN the interview bit, which they have you prepare for on the internet where they give you a list of the questions you should expect them to ask. Spent forever going over those questions to find that the questions were nothing at all the same and pretty much irrelevent. They say that theres supposed to be a purpose to everything they do even if it doesnt seem logical, it was just strange. BUT they told me I meet the requirments for the naval electronic sensor operator position, which is good enough for me I guess lol! It would make sence for me to tell you what the NESOP position all entails if im going to talk about it all the time, basicaly im responsable for the operation of radar and radio detection devices, radar jamming systems and decoys, firing of gun and missle equipment and to locate and identify friendly and ememy subs, ships and aircraft. The next best thing to being a pilot I think ^_^ So that would explain more of my absence around here, but they said ill be getting a phone call in about 3 weeks, but I might not have basic training till the end of JULY! *shudders* thats more time spent with grandparents than neccessary. ;_; Hmmm, I was in my portfolio just a few minutes ago and I found that the shows that they are from werent what they were supposed to be and they just automatically switched to "misc anime"... soo, might not hurt to see that your art is under the catergory they are intended to be in, cause even origional art could switch. Or is it just me?! lol haha episode 123 of bleach was funny, and 122... *drools* well, thats all! buhbye! Comments (2) | Permalink Saturday, April 14, 2007    nothing new really I think Ive officially succeeded in putting the finishing touches to my site, its soo lonely without Aizen around ;_; I wish he were in the show more often... I saw him today so now I cant control my giddyness! lol jk, its not that bad. I got around to most sites yesterday ^_^ Im pleased with myself. I was actually active today, I went running with my friend. It was night time and was colder, but I made alot of progress in comparison to the last time I went running lol! I just might be prepared for basic training yet... which is now in MAAAY!! I have to wait till middle of May to start :( and im already dieing of boredom. BUT I had already gotten my first phone call from a "petty officer" XD YESH! I dont know if I mentioned that yet or not. Im to excited, Ill get to go to Montreal and Ottowa for the first time, Ill get to explore more of my country haha! hmm well thats all.... I believe. buhbye! Comments (8) | Permalink Thursday, April 12, 2007    Trigun theme Hurray! I changed my site again, yeah if I can spend all that time on photoshop I can get to your sites more often right? .. Well, Im back in the mood to be on theotaku, so perhaps ill be better at that and posting again. I finished watching all the Trigun episodes and Ive even read some of the manga (which is better by the way, grrr) I LOOOVE it!! Especially Nicholas Wolfwood of coarse lol, if you havent noticed. Man, Its so sad that Im finished with it, its such a funny show, and sad, and awesome. Watch it!! so thats all, Cyuh around! Comments (3) | Permalink Wednesday, April 4, 2007    blah blah blah Gaaah! Sorry for never ever really being around, I have nooo excuse -_- Weelll, yesterday morning I got my phone call from the recruiters ^_^ apparently they wont call you unless you call or email them first wondering if they had recieved your application alright. Just to make sure that they only take in those that are interested enough to go through all that training and what not. Sweeeeeet! Im so excited!! XD lol, yesterday I got finger printed at the police station which was pretty fun, just so that they know in the more than 6 months time I have been living in the states, I didnt build me up a criminal record. (It was for my application) Although, with that said Im probebly not going to be around much longer, not that it would really matter to most people who I never visit really anyways o_O Im not leaving for sure, but If im not around much, you can chalk it up to being busy. I can finally say I "have things to do", you should be proud of me lol!! nah jk. Ive been watching lots of 'Trigun' lately, what a great show!! To bad its so short lived ;_; I really like it haha! Ive also finally begun to watch 'Hellsing' but I get sad when episodes switch over to the english dub, I just end up not watching them when they switch over (like 'fruitbasket'). Its not cause I dont think americans can do it, I just like what im used to is all! wellll, im done! Ill do my best to get to sites today! buhbye! What Kind Of Otaku Are You? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. Comments (5) | Permalink Pages (43): 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 [ Next ] [ Last ]   Anime | How to Draw Anime | Anime Wallpapers Top of Page