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Wednesday, February 21, 2007


   oh dear

Kay, so apparently people are scared off by long post lol! Well...Ill try to keep them medium in length.

There were some questions and skeptisism that came from yesterdays posts ha! But not to worry ^_^ Im NOT on drugs, and I do not smoke, those were mostly experimental type things that never took. They were easy to quit cause I only did it maybe once, and all the people I knew that did it, I didnt like which was a turn off all on its own. I became even more of a health freak, and it was just gross... haha!

I have 2 ear peircings on each ear lobe and one on the top of my ear, I pretty much only use the bottom peircings when im getting formal. My tattoo is maybe a little bigger than a Canadian two dollar coin. It didnt really hurt, the outlining kinda felt like a person poking a bruise, but the worst was mainly the irritation when he did the coloring. It depends where you get it done though, closer to bone and the kidneys is the most painful place to get a tattoo (is from what I hear) Plus theres the pain threshold variable.

My Rabbits. My rabbit had given birth one day, to only one bunny. My rabbit was really young herself and being domesticated and all I dont think she had the nessessary natural instincts. They were both in the cage and the mother was blocking our view, but from what we could assume she was cleaning the baby. It was a MAJOR relief! When she moved, only half the bunny was left, but was still alive. My dad took it outside and finished it off. I had another rabbit for 13 years, since before kindergarten and when he got really really old he began to have seizure type things, and appeard to have a hard time holding his head up. Came home one day, and he had died while we were at school, stupid brother asked if it was natural, stupid answer was 'no' and that my dad had to help him die. It was out of mercy of coarse, but it still pisses me off that they couldnt have it done properly. Some people would say its not worth the money to have a rabbit put down...Ive never heard of it being done, but theyre only small, quiet, motionless versions of dogs right?! Thats not all the rabbit stories I got, but none of them was really anyones fault. I had lots of rabbits kay lol! I adore those cute fuzzy babies!! *squishles*

Im not as bad of a person as I probebly let on lol! Just as always, the bad things were on my mind at the time. (I didnt skip class enough to get expelled, just the occasional time where I refused to get out of bed) and Ive never failed a class in my life.

Okay now! The OCD lol! Its really not that extreme, but I have a contamination issue, I used to leave class to clean my hands, I dont like to and will not touch things (including other people) I have to use liquid hand soap. I have irrational anxiety attacks to certain sounds (clicking and other people eating lol) and uneveness...blah, I piss everyone off with it. I also tap on my pop can 9 times before I open them for some reason, I dont know why or how it started, but Ive been like this since I was maybe around 6 years old.

A group of people at my school did an experiment where they did a mould scan or somthing like that as a project, and they found that the classrooms were more likely to make a person sick than the bathrooms O_O I can see why though, people spend more time hoverd over a desk and sweating and other gross crap where sweating is not far from urine, than in the bathrooms. groooosss.

This post has gotten longer than I expected, but thanks for everyones support and comments for both my site and my art, and not being scared of me now lol! ^_^

Gooday!


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