Tuesday, December 9, 2003

Kaola's Mood: Depressed Listening To: The TV Everything has gone wrong in the past day. Yesterday, I got in a wreck in the school's parking lot!! I backed right up into a woman pulling out of a parking spot! I was so involved with everything I had on my mind that I didn't even bother to look. My car was worse than hers was, but my dad called her and told her we would pay out of our pocket for the damage if she was to get an estimate b/c he is afraid the insurance company will drop us. Well, needless to say she is claiming possible back injury...but then again my back was killing me that night. Honestly I don't know why though b/c my and DJ were wrestling around earlier. Well, later that night me and DJ decided we had to break it off for good. I made a horrible mistake...which everyone can probably guess, and no, I am not proud. But needless to say there was no way it could have been worked out. There was too much damage to the relationship, plus I didn't think he should have taken me back even if he wanted to. I can't act that selfish. I just wish it was all a bad dream and I would eventually wake up and realize nothing ever went wrong. But I know that isnt the case. Ugh, I have been such a fool and now I have lost it all. But it was my fault and no one else's. But I will go now. Love, Kaola

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Friday, December 5, 2003

	Kaola's Mood: Less Stressed Listening To: Nothing Me and DJ are now back together! Love, Kaola

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Kaola's Mood: Stressed
Listeneing To: Christina Aguilera CD: "Stripped"

Okay, sorry for not writing in a while. A lot has been going on in life and I just havent gotten a chance with that, my job, and school all going on at once!


Well, we will discuss the good things in life first! My job is going great so far! I am really enjoying it. As a matter of fact I have to call my boss today and ask her for December 13th off...which is another great thing! Shalae (Amalla Su) is flying into town so now we DO get to see each other! I am so glad we can finally hang out again! So those are really the only two un-stressful things now in my life.


As for stressing ones, well there are some I will mention and some I won't, plus I am not getting into details either...sorry guys and girls! Okay, me and DJ broke up. It was a year, a month, and 27 days. It is all very confusing, I kinda just wanna be single in a way but now that I am I don't think anything has changed so it might have been pointless. I am going to give it a while tho so I can see how everything else goes. I do love him still tho, so we didn't break up over anything like that. So I am all weird right now.


Well, I am getting tired of talking so I am going to go now.

Love, Kaola

Kaola's Picture Mood:



"Stressed"



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Wednesday, November 12, 2003

I have some new AIM Expressions that I made. My first one is Love Hina, I did this one using jpg's so it turned out not so great. The other 2 are great to me tho! My second one is Chobits, and my last one is Evangelion. I hope you all like them, please leave comments in my otaku for me!

I am going to go now, love you all!

Love, Kaola
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Sunday, November 9, 2003

Tomorrow is when I start my new job and I am really starting to get more excited about it...even tho still a little bummed....well a lot still. But I wonder what I will be doing?

Anyways, this weekend has been pretty cool, on Friday me and DJ hung out a lot, also on Saturday we did, but also on Saturday my new friend Jason came over and we went to the mall for a while. Well today, Sunday, my other friend David came over, also Jason came back over and after DJ got off work we were gonna go and hang out with our friend Chris, but he didn't get off until late. I am actually starting to make more friends now, so I am kinda happy. I never have really had any friends and I haven't been well liked growing up going to the highschool I went to, but now that I am in college, some people seem to be the same immature selves, but some are really cool people, who, like me, have matured a lot since highschool. Actually my friend David used to be a friend of an ex of mine who I got into a lot of trouble with over 2 years of time and we never really got along until now. Though, I never had a problem with him nor did he have a problem with me, but he was best friend's with the ex, so we were kinda entitled to be somewhat of enemies. But this weekend was really good! I hope I will continue to hang out with all my friends!

Love, Kaola
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Wednesday, November 5, 2003

Well, everything is actually sucking, tho I did get the job. I had to give up my Chicago trip. I hate that I was put on the spot like that. She told me that to get the job I had to work the day after Thanksgiving, but I was supposed to be in Chicago then. I really needed this job tho to pay my parents back for a wreck I had like 6 months ago, plus I have to start paying my own way and my own gas and car insurance so I really was giving no choice. I really had to take the job. Hmmm, well hell, I suppose I will go now. I start my job Monday, November 10th at 5pm-9pm. Also if I didn't already state, the job is with Michael's Arts and Crafts store.

Love, Kaola Su
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