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Sunday, April 2, 2006

   Anyone.
College is just around the corner and wow, time has flied. Is anyone else freaking out about it like I am? I don't understand this. I just wanna cry sometimes on why I had to grow so fast. Hahaha. That sounds hella corny.

But anyway, really. Think about it. I'll probably be stuck in some new enviroment ... without knowing everyone. I have an idea of where everyone might pick. And all of BEAM seems to be going in different directions. One seems like their going east, the other south, the other north, and the other a bit more west.

Wow. I'm the only on thats pretty much undecided. So what if I dont get into a college I want to go to? What if I'm the dumbest one and their like.. "We'd never have someone like you in our school!"

=_= Thats one of the last things I'm thinking about. Sometimes I just want everything to disappear. Disappear....completely.

I'm trying to get things back to the way they were. Back to when I used to say things like "ohayo!!" and back when I used to get really hyper. Back when life was still life. Back when there wouldnt be any odd silences between me and my friends.

Realization that my time in HNA is almost up? That's kinda scary. And though no one else is worrying about us staying together... I am. It's not even my friends in HNA that im just worried about. I'm worried about my OTHER friends from OTHER schools. Things seem pretty much screwed all around.

To get to a more optimist idea. ..I GUESS everything will be fine. But it really hurts thinking that everyone's just off someplace or arent going to be with you anymore.

Heh. =_= I think I'm gonna go call someone now.
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