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Tuesday, August 8, 2006
A blessing in disquise?
6.August.2006.
Zoe broke up with me. Truthfully, I'm not very surprised. I thought from the start that this is what might happen. She wasn't completly over Heather, and me with my other relationship worried her. She didn't want to hurt me, and I don't want to make her hurt herself. Better now than later, like she said, before people grow too attatched.And, this way, I can stay totally devoted to Kitty. I am upset, though, I want to talk about it with somebody. I want to talk to Kitty about it, But Kitty has to be at her Tousan's house...><
Maybe it's a sign...Me and her, we've been through so very much, and no matter what fear, what issue might plague us, we get through it. We've been together so long, and I want us to always be together. So maybe it IS better this way. I can stay totally devoted to Kitty. No distractions. And, maybe, my wish will come true... Even if it is an incredibly selfish thing to wish for, becuz of Robert (her boyfriend), and her confusion, but it's still my wish, above all else.. This I cannot change. And, It is most definatly better for Zoe. I could never be hers completly, never be totally there for her, like she needs, and if the choice came up, I couldn't choose her. Becuz, I'm sorry on Zoe's part, but, Kitty I will always love, I will always be devoted to. I care for Zoe, but it prolly IS better if we just stay friends, for the both of us. And, this way, Kitty doesn't have to worry. It could be a blessing in disquise, for everyone......
~~Kaori~~
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