Music: AFI, Malice Mizer and Gackt
uhh yeah .__. i swear i'm not..totally dead
Today was okay. Sorry for like, appearing once every month nowadays. I'm really stressed for time, but the good thing is i'm doing well in all my classes (cept chem, think I flunked there xD tis okay, still got a month and I hate chem =__=u i deserve the right to fail)
My AP course is going SO well. I was so proud of myself, i was the only one of two people who got the only Bs in the class while everyone got Cs and Ds. Although, it is awkward to see really good honors kids cheering for a high C XDD
Teachers are okay and all but, somehow I feel really just stiffled. I lost a good friend like, ages ago, I don't think I placed that but, she was driving me insane by making me in general feel inferior and killing my moods. Yeah, well, the only reason i'm bringing that up is I swear one of my close friends is doing that too >> about now I really don't care. I just feel so like, numb, it doesn't matter. I guess you could call it heartless but, I can't care anymore.
I feel bad though, lately I kinda just wanna hang in the corner, listen to music by myself and just have everyone leave me alonne. But at the same time, I can't afford to do that. Everyone *else*, which seems like a damned conspiracy XD, is having crappy lives too so, it's almost hypocritical but I have to stay beside them >>
I dunno, I guess im kinda getting nostalgic about my old home but, at the same time, I know if I go back, i'll just go through hell again. I guess for now i'll just hang tight and it'll pass.
Anyway, I did some pretty good stuff in the while i was gone. Gonna post some art maybe tomorrow. Keep your eyes open :3 Hope you guys are doing well too!
