Wednesday, January 23, 2008

   blue ink
i think i permenatly dyed my hands blue.
i was doing linolem printings for my art project and the ink i used is not coming off.
its my lunch block now, but i really dont want to eat what we are having.
mum is really pissing me off with the way she is acting.(acting like a two year old who isnt getting her way)

mum dumped her fiancee, saying that she never wanted to get married in the first place.
she was really hateful to him.

then she gets all mad when he doesnt give her cigrattes and grocies and stuff like before.
i hate it and feel so guiltybout it for her, which makes it uncomfortable being around him(hes our nieghbor).

i hate it whenever i tell my mum, we dont have food or we dont have clean clothes, she tells me to go ask him.it pisses me off!!

its like your parents bring home a baby sister or brother and you love it for 6months and then they tell you it not theirs anymore.

what does she expect me to do?
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

my chinese zodiac sign is the horse
i looked my sign today and everything this says is so true.

IF YOU WANT TO KNOW YOURS TELL MY YOUR BDAY AND I WILL SEND IT TO YOU!!!


THE HORSE

Horses are very appealing people. They are warm and friendly and dearly love social atherings with plenty of people. They are perceptive and enjoy talking. They have a high spirited nature and are changeable. This makes them hot-tempered, rash, and headstrong. They are always falling in and out of love. Quick to warm to someone, they are just as quick to lose interest. Here today and gone tomorrow-these are the Horses. Then when you decide not to see them again, here they come ready to pick up where they left off!

Horses are adventurers at heart, but they do have sharp minds and good abilities for managing money. They are self-reliant and energetic. They love exercise, both mental and physical. Their movements are rapid, yet graceful; their speech is quick, yet elegant. Horses want things their way and they will become aggressive when all else fails. They value their freedom above all else. They are not possessive or jealous of others. Being moody creatures, Horses depend on the feel of things. They possess the ability to improvise while events are in motion and can handle several things at once. Horses find it difficult to unwind. They keep strange hours and suffer from insomnia. When they stop, it is usually from exhaustion. It is hard for them to follow a schedule for they have no respect for routine.They need to keep busy but do best when given a free hand.

Horses are full of new ideas to solve tricky problems. When they have an idea, they want to get right to it. They work around the clock until they finish. Horses want you to come to the point quickly since they don't have time to spare. They will not care if you are blunt, just don't waste their time.

Horses must be allowed to show their emotions. They are hot-blooded, hot-tempered, and impatient,and they will gladly demonstrate. In love, Horses are quite vulnerable. They give up everything for the object of their affections. This causes them trouble since they are such impulsive creatures! They must learn to use caution. If one has a Horse in their house, you can bet the Horse receives most of the attention. Horses like being the hub and have everything revolving about them. In return, they work hard and share with everyone.

Horses don't mind starting over. They maintain their determination and enjoy new successes. They belong in careers where they are surrounded by people. They sway crowds and love being flattered. The willful Horses get into countless predicaments but they bail themselves out. They enjoy fighting their own battles. Colorful and lively, they make many friends. If they could be in several places at once,they would be delighted! Their spirit is restless and searching. Creativity is part of their being.They are talented writers and performers.
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Thursday, January 17, 2008

SNOW!!!!!!!!
IT SNOWED LAST NIGHT!!

it was so beautiful.

we dont get hardly any snow here.

i went out in played in it for at least an hour.

the only bad part was having to come to school today.

i just wanted to skip, and drank hot chocolate and eat hot soup and noodles!!
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

   news today
hey guys. i was watching the news this morning it was saying something about a school. THIS IS GROSS, IF YOU HAVE A WEAK STOMACH DONT READ!!

a teacher got mad at a kid for not bringing his instrument to school, and so for punishment, he had 21 students empty their spit vials in the kids hands!!!

if i was that kid i would have told that teacher to go fuck him self.

{END OF GROSSNESS}

well anyway, nothing much has happened here. i passed all my classes that i had for the first semester. in 4 months ill graduate!!!

luv ya, k.
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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

   starting the year off right / the last night
You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all

I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie


This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be
The last night away from me


The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand
I will help you hold on
Tonight
Tonight


This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be


I won't let you say goodbye
And I'll be your reason why
The last night away from me
Away from me

- the last night-skillet

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Thursday, December 6, 2007

   dull knives
they were dull knives. the ones i used. it didnt even pierce the skin. i wanted so much to bleed and i cant. im so frustrated.
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Sunday, December 2, 2007

   depressed
im depressed as you can tell by my sudden change in mood, bg and avatar. felt suicidal yesterday. dont have abny reason to continue this so.

luv ya, k.
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Monday, November 19, 2007

   bruised knuckles/ HAPPY TURKEY DAY?
my knuckles are bruised and i cant really type well, me, spencer jen and the 2 chris's were playing knuckles *the card game* today in lit.

didnt go to bed until 4:00am in the morning doing my project for lit. slept until 9:00am and went SHIT!!! im late.


took forever to get tom up. got to school at 10:30am.

we played cards then. no one had their project.

today is technically thurs today. we only have to go to school tommorow and thats it.

im making a strawberry bottom cheesecake for turkey day.

yall doing anything for turkey day?




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Sunday, November 18, 2007

   permanent pissed off face
every where i go i have a permanent pissed off face, and i cant smile anymore.

i dont know what is wrong with me.

fri:

went over to kaylas. i watched a little of the live action death note movie on youtube. and we didnt go to sleep until 1:00am in the morning. anyway it was fun. her dad complained that i eat too little. but that would be a good thing right?

sat:got up at 7:00am in the morning, to find kaylas cat star on my face. afterwards read a little of angel santuary. her little brother woke up a little after that and we played guitar hero and burnout. around 11:00am daniel called and invited us to the bowling alley. kenny was there too. played air hockey, then rummy the card game.
then we hanged out on the front steps the b.a. but then i got bored and took daniel titanium pool que and smacked him in the groin with it. it releived my boredom. apologized ten mins later
around 2:00pm int the afternoon we went to the park to watch a bmx thing, cept no one was there.
im going to beat spencers ass.

sun:
didnt feel like doing much but couldn't stand the way the house looked and smelled, so i started cleaning. mums not feeling well. tom knows that and yet all he does is sit and watch tv. lazy son of a bitch!!!!then went to the library where im right now.

thats how my weekend went.
any way at the library and there are amish people here. i didnt know that there were amish people in ga.

well anyway you know i luv ya guys, luv, k.


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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

   livid!!!
i ask him to do a simple little thing for me and he cant do it.

i call from school today and asked can i speak to mum and her fiance tom says, "can you" it pissed me off.

and then i asked him to take me to the library after school he huffs and says "sure"

then he asks me directions.


i tell him the directions and he almost got us shot, honking and flipping off people cus they wouldnt hurry.

really im getting fucking sick of him!!!

and he needs to clean out his fucking car!!
*sorry ocd moment there*
library keyboards are so nasy. there all greasy like someone eat chicken then used them without washing their hands.

luv ya guys, k.


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