Tuesday, March 1, 2005

AWESOME HAIRSTYLES!

Whats up guys. I found this pic of a hairstyle on www.katiebair.com (under wigs)and thought you should see it as well^^ The green hair pic at the very bottom is the hairstyle i have except with blonde, light brown, and red streaks ^^...thatll help you imagine what i look like LOL anyways enjoy! its dark form DNAngel Final fantasy...so cool! I dont know what this is from...but the hairstyle is simply awesome! This green one is my hairstyle...although different colors

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Monday, February 28, 2005

MY NEW LAYOUT

Hope you guys like the new layout. I also have two sites now..this one..and atoru. Dont forget to visit both! I have been obsessed with akito and shigure from fruits basket so that my back ground now ^^ I am also learning japanese now! Arigato sensei ^^ anyways hope you all had a good day. See ya round laters, Toki

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Another Poem

A DARKENED VOICE why why do you cry? Why do heavy tears Flow down your cheek Has someone died? Has someone hurt you? Your collar is drenched You cry for something For someone Yet you cease to tell me Why? Has death arosed? Have they come for you? Have they knocked on your door, And taken your soul away from you? Yes That is why you shed Such Heavy tears The one who died The one you cry for Is you.... You are nothing but a memory An image A body wandering in search Of a place to rest Yet you will never rest You walk amongst the living Why? Are you afraid? Afraid of death? Afraid of being forgotten? You continue to pray At heavens gate You beg You sob Yet they will never open Not for you You are one of the damned A souless being Acursed being You will never rest You will never stop sobbing You will always feel pain For you are one of the damned And you belong to me.....

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

POETRY SECTION

BLACK HEARTED A heart filled with sorrow Resides in a soul born of hatred Yet the dishonest desires of our hearts Continues to break free Leaving our mind In the dark shadows Of its own pain and suffering A world of peace No longer exists To the faint of heart -TOKI HAUNTED Pain and suffering Dwell upon the living soon to pass The souls Of the fallen ones Cryout as they die Hope is vanquished Into the neverending night of depare A wolf howls To the light of the moon Releasing its soul to the havens Of night Yet the soul is never free It fight to conquer All deathly obstacles Destroys the heart Consuming the hatred within Our mind Blackening the once pure Sending them into a neverending Bliss of darkness and regret A haven that once existed To th lonely souls of solitude Will never appear -TOKI HELL AND HEAVEN The soul reapers of my heart Reach out to the once pure Hearts of death The cold fingers of hell Burn my skin Sending my soul into The neverending bliss of pain My soul crys out Accompaning the foul spirits Of the heavens Sending me into a frozen hell To which my soul is bound to A heart free of pain Never existed -TOKI DARKENED SCREAMS Screams burn within me Tearing at my cries A shadow nears the darkness A wolf howls Calling me Towards the night by which I belong to My soul screams within me Throwing my heart aside Darkness now fulfills me Waiting... Waiting for something Waiting for someone to help me Waiting For the days angels cease A world non-existent To the virgin eye The shadow now consumes me Controls me Kills me My body is nothing but a tool My mind has stoped thinking My heart has stoped beating This is the day my eyes Were opened to a reality I was blinded to -TOKI

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Sunday, January 23, 2005

  

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Saturday, January 22, 2005

A LOVERS TRUE HEART

CHAPTER 1 Rated: PG: Mild Romance Inuyasha woke with a startle, sweat dripping down his face "It was only a dream..". He had reacurring dreams of Naraku, where he would end up losing his life in the battle. As he sat up and repositioned himself against the tree, something caught his attention, the moon had almost dissapeared into but a sliver of light meaning tomorrow night he would be no longer half-demon..but human. As he glanced back around and rested his head upon his shoulder, he noticed kagome sitting upright against the tree opposite him..staring into the dieing fire which was beginning to die out, in deep thought. Inuyasha turned away pretending as if he did'nt notice anything, yet the thought of Kagome sitting up all night..worrying, made him restless. As he turned back around and noticed her still staring into the fire, he got up and slowly walked over towards kagome. "Kagome" he said softly, looking down at her "Are you alright"?. Kagome continued to stare into the dieing fire which was now mostly hot coals and sighed heavily as she slowly turned to face inuyasha. She peared into his eyes which glowed like a pale light in the dark, "Im fine, i can't sleep, its to cold" she muttered softly. It was now nearing late fall and it had become alot colder at night. Inuyasha slowly untied his kimono, kneeled down and placed it over her shoulders. Kagome looked up into inuyashas eyes as he continued to fix his kimono around her. "Thankyou" she said quietly under her breath. Inuyasha stoped and found himself face to face with Kagome "Dont worry about it" he said softly. He leaned over and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek and quickly got up as if he was embarressed and walked back to where he was sleeping before, not saying a word as if he had done something wrong. Kagome stayed looking at the same spot where inuyasha had been siting next to her. She slowly turned her head and saw that inuyasha had already fallen asleep. As she watched him sleep, she wondered what had come over inuyasha..but even so she just continued to watch him and slightly grined as she felt the warmth from his kimono as she laid down. As she watched him through the sparks in the dieing fire she suddenly realized that all her worries had dissapeared and she fell into a soundless sleep. As morning came and the sun rose over the mountains, Kagome woke to inuyasha sitting by her just staring into the distance. "Inuyasha"? Kagome said as she slowly proped herself up. Inuyasha turned around and smiled "Finally your awake, we have to go". He quickly got up and turned away walking towards miroku and sango who were waiting to leave. Kagome continued to sit wondering if she had dreamed it all up, and lightly touched her cheek where he had kissed her. Inuyasha quickly turned around "Come on Kagome we have'nt got all day". Kagome lowered her hand and stood up, picking up Inuyasha's kimono and folding it over her arm. As she walked over to Inuyasha she handed back over his kimono "Thanks" she said quietly under her breath, paticularly not wanting the others to hear "No problem" he replied. He swong the kimono over his shoulders and tied it shut "ready"? he said staring down into Kagomes eyes, she just nodded in approval. They began walking into the forest, Kagome stayed a good distance away from inuyasha as if not wanting anyone to suspect anything was going on. Suddenly inuyasha and Miroku came to sudden stop. Kagome, Sango, and Shippo ran over to them "what is it"? sango asked Miroku as their eyes fixated on a spot on the mountain. "Im not quite sure" Miroku said quietly as he continued to stare into the distance. Inuyasha continued to look at the mountain until a castle surrounded in mist became visible "It's Naraku" he muttered under his breath. Everyone grew tense and began to look around becoming very aware of any sound they heard. "Lets go"! said inuyasha promptly "It'll take awhile to get there so we have to leave now"! Kagome walked over to Inuyasha and laid her hand on his shoulder "But Inuyasha...tonight...tonight you.." "I know"! said Inuyasha "But if we go now we can get there before nightfall". Kagome just looked into his eyes..concerned..and simply nodded as they all made their way to the misty castle. After hours of walking Kagome grew nervous as she now noticed that the sun was now touching the mountains meaning that sunset was but an hour away. As she looked up she noticed that everyone had stopped."Why are we..."she said before she shortly realized what was in front of her, they now stood in front of a giant gate....the gate to Narakus castle.

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Monday, January 17, 2005

THE MOONLESS NIGHT AND THE SCARS OF BATTLE

CHAPTER 2 Rated: PG: As the five of them all stared up at the tall rusty gate, inuyasha began to charge,"NARAKU"! "INUYASHA"! yelled Kagome. Her voice echoing throughout the walls of the castle. Inuyasha stoped dead in his tracks, as he quickly turned to face Kagome. "What"! he yelled harshly as they continued to stare at each, "It's only an hour before sunset, you can't just charge in their, thats.." Inuyasha ran straight up to Kagome and was right in her face, so close that Kagome could feel his hot breath on her neck, "I dont care"! he said sternly, kagome just kept a stern face as she continued to stare into his big yellow eyes. "I'm going, you can either come or stay behind"! "Fine"! she yelled turning her face away from him. Inuyasha turned away and grasped the tetsaiga as he charged at the castle, he pulled out the tetsaiga which now shined a bright red, "NARAKU"! he yelled as he swung down the sword upon the barrier. A blinding light dispearsed from the sword as it clashed with the barrier and covered the area in a blinding light. Kagome and the others lifted their arms to sheild the light from their eye's. As the light faded, Kagome lowered her arm followed by miroku, sango, and shippo as they looked around the area. Inuyasha was nowhere to be found. "Where..WHERE IS HE"! Kagome yelled worried as she looked around desperatly trying to find him, "He must of fallen over the wall when he broke the barrier" Miroku told Kagome as he looked around the walls of the castle. Kagome turned her attention to the mountains wher the sun was now but a sliver of light, "Oh No"! she said as she continued to look at the mountain. Sunset would be in less then five minutes. "We can't just let him face Naraku on his own"! she yelled. You could tell she was worried, her voice was trembling and her eyes welled up with tears. Kagome ran in front of the gate and and strung one of her arrows onto her bow, "INUYASHA"! she yelled as tears began to run down her cheecks, the arrow flew from her bow and pierced through the gate, shattering it into pieces. As the others watched in amazement, Kagome stood shocked at what she had just done. As she slowly let her bow fall to her side, she turned to face Miroku, Sango, and shippo "Are you coming"? she said as she wiped the tears from her face, the others nodded and they began to follow Kagome through the gate into Naraku's castle. Inuyasha woke lying flat on his back, looking into the sky which was now black and covered in a sheet of stars. As he proped himself up, he noticed that the back of his head throbed with pain, and his lower back was sore from the fall. As he began to stand up, he realized something, "Wait" he said quietly, "No...that means.." he said as he lifted his hands in front of his face, his nails were short. He grabbed his hair and held it close to his face, it was black..he had become human. As he began to panick, he realized that Kagome and the others hadn't followed him over the wall. Inuyasha ran to the gate and drew his sword, "KAGO-" he stoped dead in his tracks. He slowly lowered his eye'e to the ground and lifted his foot...it was Kagomes arrow, "No..." he said quietly as he bent over and grasped the arrow within his hand. His eye's began to well up with tears, thinking that Naraku must of killed Kagome. "Why...why did you follow me?" tears now began to fall down his cheeks. Suddenly he heard a voice, as he turned around to listen for it, his eye's searching the barren area, "AAHHH" he heard Kagome scream as it echoed throughout the walls, "KAGOME"! he yelled as he began to run straight to the direction in which he heard her voice. As he kept running through samll huts and allys he finally came upon four large wooden logs, that had been forced into the gound and were proped up straight, facing out to a large barren area. Inuyasha ran up to them, still grasping the arrow in his hand. As he swung round the front of them he found Miroku, Sango, Shippo and Kagome all bound tightly with rope to each pole. Inuyasha droped the arrow as he grasped Kagomes hand which were bleeding from the tight rope around her. Inuyasha began wimpering as tears streamed down his face, he looked up into Kagomes face which was now pale and had a gash on the side of her head where blood now ran down her cheek. As Inuyasha continued to cry he placed his hands on both sides of her face and stroked her cheeks with his thumbs, "Please...please wake up.." he laid his head on her chest as his hands slowly fell onto her shoulders. Her shirt was now soaked with tears. Suddenly a shadowy figure began to approach Inuyasha, slowly walking towards him until he was but five feet away. "How pathetic" said a mans voice. Inuyasha slowly opened his eye's and turned to look behind him, he could not see the man for he was cloaked in black, and he could not pick up a scent for he was now human. "You despise humans so much, yet you shed tears for them" said the shadowy figure, "WHO ARE YOU"! Inuyahsa yelled as he quickly stood up in front of Kagome, "Funny..i thought you would of realized by now, but from what i see..you must be human". As the shadowy figure walked from underneath the shadows he strayed into but a pale candle light. Inuyasha's eye's widened as he clutched onto Kagomes hand, "It can't be.." he said breathlessly, "N-naraku..." You're a "White Angel". You're a natural leader in every aspect of life because you always try to do the right thing. It may not always work out the right way but atleast you tried. You're pretty near to your family and you love being around them. You're not afraid of what people think if you except you relative because you have to deal with them everyday. Everyone else, you don't. You are only afraid that you won't live up to what they want you to be though. You want to be the best at everything and you'll push anyone out of your way if you have to. You're a person with big dreams and ambitions and you're a clear thinking. You never do things on impulse but always think things out first which helps you a lot in life. You'd be the one to stand up when no one else will, and the one who will speak up when all else are quiet. (If you cannot see the picture, go to my homepage and scroll down near the bottom. I have the results from all my quizess that have pics) What Color Angel Are You? (PICS) brought to you by Quizilla

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Sunday, January 16, 2005

INUYASHA'S BLOOD AND SESSHOMARU'S TEARS

CHAPTER 3 RATED: PG13: Mild Romance, Extreme Violence Naraku smiled as he slowly walked toward Inuyasha and Kagome. Inuyasha had placed himself in front of Kagome, so close that her chest now pressed against his back, as he grasped her bloody hands. Inuyasha now found himself face to face with Naraku. Naraku's eye's slowly strayed from Inuyasha and settled on the collar of Kagome's shirt which was soaked in tears, "So predictable...If i had known that was all it took, I would have done so earlier". Naraku's eyes slowly rised to meet Inuyasha's again as a slight grin appeared across his face. Naraku quickly raised his hand and grabed ahold of Inuyasha's neck as he continued to smile. Inuyasha kept holding onto Kagome's hands tightly, his hands were covered in her blood. With a quick jolt, Naraku pulled Inuyasha away from Kagome , turning his back to her so that Inuyasha was able to face her. His breathing was becoming raspy and more difficult to breath. Naraku slowly brought Inuyasha towards his face, co close that Inuyasha could feel his hot breath on his neck. Naraku spoke quietly, "She...shall witness...your death.." Inuyasha's eyes widened in fear and before he knew it, Naraku thrust him far into the distance sending him to the ground with a pounding blow. As Inuyasha slowly regained his breath and turned himself over onto his stomach, he began to prop himself up slowly. Naraku was already behind inuyasha. As Naraku pulled out his sword, Inuyasha grasped the tetsaiga, and swung behind him, trying to block Naraku. Seeing as Inuyasha was now human the tetsaiga would not transform, making the sword vulnerable and pron to the blow. The tetsaiga flew out of Inuyasha's hand and flung out into the darkness. As Inuyasha watched his sword stray into the dark of night he turned back around to face Naraku. Before he even knew what had happened,Inuyasha screamed as Naraku threw him hard into a pole that now fell into pieces, sending Inuyasha to the ground. As Inuyasha slowly proped himself up he groaned in pain, reaching for his side. A large piece of metal that had broken off from the laturn on top of the pole was now deld deep into his side. Inuyasha looked ahead of him, (his vision was begining to blur), watching Naraku get closer by the second. As tears now streamed down his cheeks, he reached for the metal in his side and pulled it out in one go. Screaming at the top of his lungs from the pain he fell back to his knees, thrusting the metal aside. Naraku now stood over him, his sword was back in its sheath. He bent over and grasped Inuyasha's haori collar and pulled him up to meet with his eye's, "Pathetic" He whispered quietly as he threw inuyasha down to the pole where Kagome was tied. He landed hard on his side causing him to cough up blood. Kagome slightly groaned as she slowly opened her eye's, "Inu..ya..sha" she said quietly. Inuyasha slowly looked up and noticed Kagome looking down at him. He lifted his arm and pulled himself close to her, resting his head on her shoulder, and wraping his arms around her fragile and limp body that was still bound to the pole. He pressed his soft lips to her neck, and lightly kissed her as he spoke in a hushed voice, "Dont die..please..please dont die", "Inuy..sha" Kagome said, but before they knew it, Naraku grabed ahold of Inuyasha's collar, "Worthless halfbreed" he yelled as he swung Inuyasha behind him, throwing inuyasha against a boulder. As Naraku walked over to his motionless body he noticed the soil was now stained a deep red. Naraku slightly grined, thinking that Inuayasha was indeed dead. As he turned around to face Kagome he ended up face to face with Sesshomaru, "Naraku" he said in a stern tone, His eye's drifted to the ground where he now saw Inuyasha,motionlessand covered in blood. As his eye's continued to focus on his limp and pale body, a single tear ran down his cheek and under his chin. Sesshomaru lifted his hand and wiped the tear from his face lifting his hand in front of him, as if studying the tear that shined on his fingers. Naraku continued to stare at Sesshomaru. Inuyasha slowly opened his eyes as he looked at the two of them from the ground, his vision began to blur. As his eyes strayed he noticed something on the ground next to him...it was Kagomes arrow, the one he had droped when he had come looking for them. He slowly reached out his arm and grasped the arrow which began to glow within his hand. He slowly proped himself up until he stood in back of Naraku. Seeshomaru looked over Narakus shoulder and noticed Inuyasha as a smile appeared on his face. Naraku's smile slowly faded as he realized what was going on, Inuyasha held up the arrow, "Die" he said as the arrow plunged through the bottom right of Naraku's shoulder, piercing through his heart. As a bright light burst out from both of their bodies, a great wind emerged sucking into Naraku like a tornado. Seeing this Kagome yelled at the top of her lungs, "NOOO" as the light spread from corner to corner. As the sun rose, Kagome found herself sprawled on the floor. Her bodied had been riped of the pole sending her backwards. As she slowly proped herself up she looked around, the castle was gone. As she squinted through the light which blinded her eye's, she turned into the dust. Sesshomaru was standing in the distance in the same place that he was before, looking down upon a body which lay motionless. As Kagome stared at the two figure's her heart pounded with fear as tears welled up in her eye's, "It...it can't be..." a single tear fell down her cheek, "Inu...yasha"? You're a "Yellow Angel" which means you're probably really motherly. You're not like a soccermom or anything but you're protective of those you care for and you'd do anything for them. You're usually the wiser one in your group of friends and you're a good psychiatrist because you've been through a lot of stuff and know the best thing to do in every situation. But you don't take any crud from other people and they respect you for your ability to stick up for yourself and others but you don't pick pointless fights just because your mad. You're very controled and can deal with anything with a calm smile. (If you cannot see the picture, go to my homepage and scroll down near the bottom. I have the results from all my quizess that have pics) What Color Angel Are You? (PICS) brought to you by Quizilla

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

ASHES OF THE PAST

CHAPTER 4 RATED: PG: Mild Romance Kagome stumbled as she proped herself up and tried to run over, causing her to trip and fall hard onto her stomach. As she rose, she slowly opened her watery, red eye's and looked up at sesshomaru in the distance. The shadowy figure still laid upon the floor...motionless. Kagome,lifted her hand and felt her shirt colar which was damp from inuyasha's tears and blood,and managed to get to her feet as she slowly walked toward sesshomaru. As she approached sesshomaru, she stoped but a couple inches away, looking down on the limp body that lay before her, her heart skipped a bit and she became breathless, "inuyasha"! she screamed as she threw herself onto his fragile and cold body. Tears ran down her cheeks, "DONT DIE"! she screamed, as her vioce faded into the distance, "WHY DIDNT YOU HELP HIM! WH..WHY DID YOU JUST...." she screamed as she collapsed over inuyasha's limp and pale body. Sesshomaru just watched as yet another tear ran down his face. He quickly lifted his hand and wiped the tear from his cheek, trying to hide his emotions. As Sesshomaru turned his head, his eyes fixated on a pile of bones in a sea of blackened ashes, which little by little, dissapeard into the nothingness of the wind. Kagome slowly brought herself up on her knees and rested her hand under Inuyasha's head and pulled him close to her chest, holding him within her arms as she continued to sob, "Please dont die.." she said in a hushed voice, "ple...please...dont die.." her voice became very raspy as she continued to cry. Miroku slowly woke, tightly grasping his left hand which seared with pain. As he quiclky removed the cloth he gasped at the sight...the wind tunnel which had cursed his father and grandfather, sealing their fate....was gone. Miroku slightly grined as he turned his head to face sango who had just woken. He slowly walked over to sango and knelt beside her "Are you alright Sango"? he asked quietly, Sango lifted her eyes to meet mirokus "Im alright" she said as she slowly lifted her self "I think i...AHH" she stoped suddenly, grasping her leg in pain. Miroku leaned over and lifted sango into his arms, holding her, "thankyou" Sango said quietly. As the four of them began to walk, miroku noticed something "sesshomaru"? he said astounded as they raced over to where he stood, they came to a sudden halt, as their eyes widened in fear....it was kagome and inuyasha. Kagome still held Inuyasha within her arms, "WAKE UP! PLEASE WAKE UP"! she screamed as inuyasha's blood covered her legs and arms. Sesshomaru slowly walked towards Inuyasha and Kagome stoping, and atanding right over them, "Strange...he seems to be nothing more then...a human.." Kagome continued to cry, sobbing over him. Sesshomaru slowly bent down and placed his hand on top of Kagomes bruised back. Kagome quickly turned to face Sesshomaru who was still looking into Inuyasha's face. He slowly placed one arm under Inuyasha's head and another under his legs lifting him into his arms. allowing Inuyasha's head to rest on his shoulder and draped his arm round his neck, hanging over his other shoulder, like a child holding his lifeless body. Kagome just gazed up at Sesshomaru, almost in fear of what he was going to do. She stayed knelt in the blood stained soil as she gazed at Sesshomaru, "Wh...what are you doing"? she asked as Sesshomaru simply turned and began to walk towards where the gate had once stood. Kagome quickly rose to her feet as she ran past Miroku and the others, running after Sesshomaru, "KAGOME"! Miroku yelled as she faded into the distance "WAIT"! she yelled at sesshomaru "W...where are you..." Her voice faded as she collapsed to floor, feeling the pain from her wounds...drifting out of conciousness. Sesshomaru just merely stoped and faced her now motinless body. Miroku and the others ran to her side "Kagome...are you alright". *fades out* Kagome woke inside a pale lighted hut, the smell of rain hung in the air. She felt the warmth of the sheet that laid upon her, and the warmth from the fire that was across from her. As she slowly turned her head she noticed Kaede, adding wood to the fire..which had begun to slowly die out. As she tried to prop herself up, her head began to pulse with pain, and she felt dizzy and nausious. Kaede turned and noticed Kagome, proped up in bed and rushed over to her side as she laid her hands on both her shoulders, "rest" she said calmly, laying Kagome back down, "inu..yasha"? kagome said faintly, Kaede just stared into her eye's as she slowly turned to face where Inuyasha laid. He was in bed, His top had been removed in order to tend to his injuries and a large bandage was wraped around his stomach and chest...it was soaked in blood. "NO CHILD" kaede said as Kagome rose out of bed and stumbled over to inuyasha, where she now laid beside him, "Is he....did he.." tears welled up in her eye's. "Hes alright...he just needs to rest", kaede said softly looking at the two of them. Kagome laid one arm across his chest and could feel his breath upon her arm as she rested her head upon his shoulder, she slightly grined "Im here...everything's going to be ok". TO BE CONTINUED

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