Tuesday, February 28, 2006

school vampires
There are many diffrent ways to tell if you are a vampire or not. Some claim to be more sensitive to light(personal experence but only because I spend most of my time inside and am quite pale), sensitivity to others(emotion etc), being able to 'feel' how someone is doing or even thinking. Its basically being more in tune with whats happening and often being able to manipulate your suroundings. One really big hint is if you love to have arguments or debate. I have found that many vampires love to debate because they feed off the energy the other person is practically throwing at them. That was the first clue that I found about me. Now I do not believe its a case of "you are or you are not" but a scale. Some people might be more in tune than others but weather or not you are a vampire is just how you percieve yourself. Being a 'true' vampire, I would say takes lots of practice. Many people are born sensitive but need to train in order to do specific things or improve their senses. As far as what I can do... I can sense some things about others such as emotion etc, I can make people feel a certain way and in some cases implant specific ideas(a crave for icecream etc), I have gotten close to levitating objects, can feed off energy from both people and objects. I can control energy and focus it into many diffrent forms(heat, stimuli like a tingling sensation or brushing sensation, etc) on both myself and others. I hope that helps. I don't completely agree, Satchell. Sure, I'm not a vampire myself but I've managed to gather a lot of information. For one, many of those things are true to me but I am fairly sure I'm not vampiric. Also, you're only applying to psychic vampirism it seems and not sanguinary. Hanakotoba, for the most part I'd say the most obvious thing that would hint toward vampirism would be an undying hunger. If you feel this I suggest you see a docter in case you may have a tapeworm though. I think being aware of your energy and chakras would help you see if you were feeding from others without knowing it. But, the hunger itself is really the undenyable factor for sure. if you find yourself hungry to no end and that real foods just can't kill that hunger you may be a vampire. Other things may include light sensitivities, many say increase strength or speed, vision or hearing, or a better immune system could be developed after awakening. Some vampires feel more agressive than you average person. But, just being aggressive doesn't make you a vampire. If you were a sanguinarian you would have cravings for blood. Again, this isn't a positive thing you may just have a blood fetish. I guess what I'm trying to get at is that there is no absolute "signs" it's just little things that can be interpreted as such and finding if those really point to a vampiric nature are completely up to you. Vampirism is part of finding yourself and no one can determine that for you, but we're all happy to help you in any way we can. As far as imagining things go, no one can say for certain that all vampires aren't just people with psychological disorders. However, the full belief in it yourself allows you to see that. Again, no one can tell you if you are or aren't whatever you believe you are except you. Maybe we should start a 'you might be a vampire if...." to help people out? If not I hope at least that I've helped you! Real vampirism, also called modern vampirism, is often times labeled as: a condition, a disease, an issue, deficiency, a lifestyle, and several other things from hundreds of points of interest. It is something which causes a person to live a life with a never ending need for vital energy. Vital energy is everywhere, it is all around us and plants, animals, and people cannot survive without it. Most people, plants, and animals are able to create and replenish their own natural vital energies by simply eating, drinking, and sleeping; whereas a vampire cannot. Most vampires can make their own energies, yet burn them at a faster rate or they have a leak in their astral body (the body of a person which resides on the astral/spiritual plane). Others do not make their own energies and must take them from others. All of the above are several kinds of explanations as to why real vampires must do what they do, that is take energies from other living beings and things around them. This is what is known as "feeding", the act of taking vital energies from other living things.
The two most common ways of feeding are by taking energy directly from the source and by the ingesting of blood. The first is known as "Psychic Vampirism", it is taking energy directly from people, plants and animals. The latter is known as "Sanguinarian Vampirism", that is the drinking of human blood in which resides the energy of other things (also known as life force).

Vampirism is not something that can be obtained by the rumored lewd act of biting ones neck and giving back what is taken, for this is what is in the books, movies, and legends. Real vampires are born into this life with this "condition", "disease", and so on. Though it is known that some may become vampiric in nature if they learn how to feed from the vital energy of others. I have also heard that if one person is feed from too often that they will develop the need for energy, thus causing them feed from others in order to replace their own.

Some real vampires are parasites, some only feed for the feeling behind it, and others are merely living their life they way they we're born to. There is no good or evil behind vampirism, only what the person feels they are or must do. Just as people are not born good and are not born evil, their choices in life make them as such. Vampirism is not satanic, it has nothing to do with any religious practice or belief system. Vampires come from all religious walks of life and some are Christians, Catholics, and pagans. It is believed by many that vampires are evolved beings because of the ability to manipulate energies to his or her own benefit. Many vampires have the ability to develop psychic skills as a higher rate than any normal person would. However, we are not Gods, nor are we immortal in anyway, but our souls. Our minds and souls are aware of others like us and other sometimes supernatural phenomena. The only "supernatural" abilities that some of us may sometimes possess are that of astral projection and travel, empathy and other sometimes psychic abilities.


Vampires are real people, just like you and me, they could be the man sitting next to you on the bus or the woman eating across from you in the resturant. Vampires do not sleep in coffins (although some prefer tom yet that is their choice) and a stake through the heart can and will kill anything living being. Yes, it is true that most vampires have very fair skin and are slighty, if not severely, allergic to sunlight. This is because of increased photosensitivity usually due to our sensitivity to energy, yet not all vampires are effected by the sun. This is also the reason that many of us are nocturnal, due to allergic reactions to sunlight.

So, to separate myth from reality, we are not bloodsucking monsters that can be destroyed by any cross or garlic. Real Vampires are simply a living person with the need to take energies from the enviroment, living things, and so on. We do not kill people, go to school and work, and might sometimes be psychic.

Awakening is a term more commonly used to describe the venture into becoming a vampire, or the realization of being a vampire.

I have heard of vampires being awakened from as early as 12 to half way through their lives. Normally an awakening occurs at about 15/16. Yet it is usually around puberty that a vampire will realize that there is something "more" to their life. The normalcy of awakening consists of that "missing something" or "missing link" in ones life. That feeling that you know there just something more to your life than just , this, or you just know that some how, or some way your different.

When or if awakening most people will or should see some symptoms of vampirism. Unfortunately there is no checklist of the symptoms for awakening, however in my research I have come up with a small list of some symptoms. Please note that if you have one or all of these it may not mean you are/ aren't a vampire. Please see a doctor (don't mention "vampire" while your there) if you have some of these symptoms, just to be on the safe side ultimately it could be something far worse than just vampirism.


Extreme mood swings
Depression
Noises, Smells, Light can be very overwhelming(Photo/Sensory sensitivity)
Burning easily in sunlight(Photosensitivity)
Extreme Fatigue/Lack of Energy
Greater strength
Insomnia/Awake at night
Greater Night vision
Tired in Daylight hours
Attraction to Blood
Thirsty all the time
Attraction to Dark/Nocturnal things
Heightened Perception
Allergies
Migrains
Temperature Regulation Problems

Plus all of the changes of puberty (if you haven't go through it already)
Not all of these symptoms are or will apply to awakening, many have different changes. But beware, no one can tell you if you are a vampire, that you must find out through research searching, and etc. Do not jump to any conclusion about awakening before you have had a chance to think it through, consult a doctor, and do more research. I have seen it all to many times, people come up to me and say, "Help I am awakening, what do I do" then I either never hear from them again or they have gone through their awakening in a day and I am sorry it just doesn't happen this way.

Unfortunate as it may sound people online ARE OUT TO GET YOU!! Do not listen to anyone online if they claim to be able to tell you what you are. Also veer with all your might away from "Immortals", "Classical Vampires", and the like. They can't help you and are out their stalking real vampirism sites. Do not listen to anyone without using your own judgement first. Steer clear from "Fluff" sites, such as Otherkin.Com they cannot help you and will only confuse you further (however their Therian/Real Werekin information is decent they have "Immortal Vampires")
Never meetup with an alleged vampire unless you have others with you and is sanction through a website such as www.meetup.com. Please heed my warning, I don't want to see any milk carton teens. You should know by now that the Internet is a dangerous place. Please see Preventing Tragedy: Safety, the Internet, and Vampires for more information about this.

Donors : DO NOT Take blood from anyone else, under any circumstances unless you get them tested and you see that Doctors note! Please Note that it is Illegal for Minors to take blood from anyone over the age of 18 anyway, and in some states it is Illegal to consume blood. (I know awakening is difficult, and I am sorry I feel your pain.)

It is true that people can assist you in your venture of awakening, but only you can truly know what you are. No ONE can tell you if you are or are not a vampire, like I said that is completely up to you. I'm not saying that you can think yourself a vampire in one night. That is impossible, I am only saying no one can tell you if you are or are not, realizing your potential as a vampire and or awakening as a vampire takes much time, energy, research and soul searching. This can take up to a year or ten to decide, but this just doesn't happen in one day. When you find out that you are a vampire or are not one... well that's for you to decide, until then Happy Hunting, and be careful in your search.

Awakening is a term more commonly used to describe the venture into becoming a vampire, or the realization of being a vampire.

I have heard of vampires being awakened from as early as 12 to half way through their lives. Normally an awakening occurs at about 15/16. Yet it is usually around puberty that a vampire will realize that there is something "more" to their life. The normalcy of awakening consists of that "missing something" or "missing link" in ones life. That feeling that you know there just something more to your life than just , this, or you just know that some how, or some way your different.

When or if awakening most people will or should see some symptoms of vampirism. Unfortunately there is no checklist of the symptoms for awakening, however in my research I have come up with a small list of some symptoms. Please note that if you have one or all of these it may not mean you are/ aren't a vampire. Please see a doctor (don't mention "vampire" while your there) if you have some of these symptoms, just to be on the safe side ultimately it could be something far worse than just vampirism.


Extreme mood swings
Depression
Noises, Smells, Light can be very overwhelming(Photo/Sensory sensitivity)
Burning easily in sunlight(Photosensitivity)
Extreme Fatigue/Lack of Energy
Greater strength
Insomnia/Awake at night
Greater Night vision
Tired in Daylight hours
Attraction to Blood
Thirsty all the time
Attraction to Dark/Nocturnal things
Heightened Perception
Allergies
Migrains
Temperature Regulation Problems

Plus all of the changes of puberty (if you haven't go through it already)
Not all of these symptoms are or will apply to awakening, many have different changes. But beware, no one can tell you if you are a vampire, that you must find out through research searching, and etc. Do not jump to any conclusion about awakening before you have had a chance to think it through, consult a doctor, and do more research. I have seen it all to many times, people come up to me and say, "Help I am awakening, what do I do" then I either never hear from them again or they have gone through their awakening in a day and I am sorry it just doesn't happen this way.

Unfortunate as it may sound people online ARE OUT TO GET YOU!! Do not listen to anyone online if they claim to be able to tell you what you are. Also veer with all your might away from "Immortals", "Classical Vampires", and the like. They can't help you and are out their stalking real vampirism sites. Do not listen to anyone without using your own judgement first. Steer clear from "Fluff" sites, such as Otherkin.Com they cannot help you and will only confuse you further (however their Therian/Real Werekin information is decent they have "Immortal Vampires")
Never meetup with an alleged vampire unless you have others with you and is sanction through a website such as www.meetup.com. Please heed my warning, I don't want to see any milk carton teens. You should know by now that the Internet is a dangerous place. Please see Preventing Tragedy: Safety, the Internet, and Vampires for more information about this.

Donors : DO NOT Take blood from anyone else, under any circumstances unless you get them tested and you see that Doctors note! Please Note that it is Illegal for Minors to take blood from anyone over the age of 18 anyway, and in some states it is Illegal to consume blood. (I know awakening is difficult, and I am sorry I feel your pain.)

It is true that people can assist you in your venture of awakening, but only you can truly know what you are. No ONE can tell you if you are or are not a vampire, like I said that is completely up to you. I'm not saying that you can think yourself a vampire in one night. That is impossible, I am only saying no one can tell you if you are or are not, realizing your potential as a vampire and or awakening as a vampire takes much time, energy, research and soul searching. This can take up to a year or ten to decide, but this just doesn't happen in one day. When you find out that you are a vampire or are not one... well that's for you to decide, until then Happy Hunting, and be careful in your search.

Abilities

Author: Vampirekitten

Many people have seen the movies, where vampires run around with superhuman strength and the like, such as "Blade", "The Lost Boys", Or "Interview With The Vampire". Real vampires don't have superhuman strength, can't turn into bats, and defiantly do not fly. However real vampires have some abilities at their disposal. Please note that Psi Vampires will have an easier time mastering all of the below because of their nature and that anyone (even non vampires) can ultimately master these as well.

Blinking -

One similar to that of myth is called blinking... Blinking in my experience can have multiple effects and manifestations.

The first kind allows us to perform tasks and simple jobs quickly, such as typing, or others that involve simple repetitive movements. Basically the second is like everything around you slows down a bit in order to finish a task which you don't have the time for. This works for both the slowing down and speeding up of time. In the early stages The vampire feels as if time is sped up, he/ she will sit down at the computer, and start banging away. As they begin to concentrate on this they look less and less at the watch on their wrist and before they realize it an hour has passed, and they feel as if it was only a few moments. This happens to non vampires as well but they usually have to enjoy what they are doing. This is a very simple process and can be done by almost anyone who has the will to do it. The second however is a bit more difficult to accomplish, this is the slowing down of time. This takes much practice, but is well worth it in the end.

How to do this:
To speed things up, simply try to enjoy what you are doing, let your mind wander and think about many different things. Tell yourself how respective whatever your doing is and that afterwards you can do something exciting, but don't dwell on afterwards. Just let what you are doing flow from your limbs, if your typing just let it happen and don't think about it to often just so you know your doing it, but make it more or less subconscious.
To slow things down, this is a bit more difficult to master. The basis of this is to relax and let go of your surroundings, just let everything drop away and know that it is only you that is there and you have all the time in the world.

Empathy -

The ability to Read/Feel other beings feelings and Emotions. A very simple process for most, however again usually comes naturally for vampires, not just Psi's but Sanguine's as well.

How to do this:
To learn /begin doing this go out to a mall or something and begin watching people (or as I like to call it "People Watching"). Watch their gestures, movements, and attitude, everything about them. Try to match what they are doing with a feeling, when you begin to master this you will soon be able to know what people are feeling without even knowing or glancing twice, because it will eventually become subconscious.

Mesmerism -

This is a potentially a fun thing to do, but no matter how fun it can be to mess around with another persons mind, DONT DO IT! This is morally wrong to do, please just don't do it, unless you really, really have to. Usually this is used if a person discovers you feeding, or doing something that just isn't normal, you know something vampire like.

How to do this:
Look that person directly in the eyes (discreetly), and speak in a manner that is soft, and soothing. Talk to them as though they were going through an emotional breakdown and that you were there to help them get through it. Then after the whole thing is done, the person will forget about the whole energy drained person, or whatever else you just did. Most of the time they will try and focus on what just happened so be wary of who you do this to.

Personally all I have to do is talk a person down, and make them think that it was all in their head, because frankly the above method is a little out there (I know).

Awareness -

Have you ever been in a life threatening situation, and your awareness of your surroundings was immense, for example you knew what was happening behind you without looking. This is because the awareness of a vampire can increase when the body is thought to be in danger or harm. If you were just about to get hurt then all of a sudden you close your eyes but you see from another point of view of what is happening and can remember what happened too. That is what increased awareness is like.

How to do this:
This is quite simple however you need to know how to visualize. In the beginning it is easier to look at another person and then visualize your viewpoint from their eyes. Think of it as you being them looking at yourself from their eyes. Later on this will get easier as you will not have to look at another person to get a viewpoint.

Survival/Healing -

Vampires have a higher rate of living and faster rate of healing than other people do, by this I don't mean that we are immortal but we do have a higher survival rate. As in if a normal person and a vampire were to get in a car crash and both were in critical condition, the vampire would probably have a 15% higher chance of surviving than the normal person. The same goes for healing, when a vampire is hurt they heal at a much higher rate than a regular person, and the cut, scrape, or whatever else heals in less time. And most vampires , when they are bruised, get yellow bruises and not black/ blue ones, because of the faster healing rate.

How to do this:
Normally the vampire's body will do this automatically, however their are times when pain is unbearable. When your hurt all you need to do is try and relax (I know how hard that can be when your in pain) then visualize your energy going to the afflicted area and it should start becoming very warm. Enjoy the warm and feel it healing/Numbing the pain.

Strength -

All humans poses adrenaline, and know what it can do. Vampires just have a bit more control over it, as well as have a second more subtle form of Flight/Fight response mechanism built in to them. This would explain why Vampires in legend have been accredited to superhuman strength. As with blinking a Vampire will stumble upon this ability accidentally. They could be walking down the street and get mugged, and something comes over them, if they fight back, they notice that the mugger has like a child before their strength, and though they may or may not lose the fight. They will find that the attacker got as good as he gave. The vampire has tapped into His/Her ability of strength. Over time they will come to control this ability which allows many to perform great feats. A small 130 lb guy/ girl can hoist a larger obviously stronger man in the air by the neck. A single large person, though having never stepped into a gym in His/Her life, will be able to lift the back end of a car a foot or two, and not receive a back injury or any other injury. Now I know what you are thinking, "How the hell is that possible?" well keep reading. If The vampire has not gained control of this ability, it will show up when His/Her adrenaline starts pumping. However, if they do have even only a tiny bit of control, they can activate their adrenaline, and send their life force into their limbs to give them an added boost of power/ energy. (This is one possible source of the legends that Chinese monks can perform great feats of strength after meditation.) One does not have to be a Vampire to perform this power though. It can come with meditation and practice, however a Vampire has the added bonus of it's very nature to help Him/Her learn this power.

Perception - Facts About Night vision, etc.

Night vision: Night vision is an integral part of most Vampires lives, since they are nocturnal in nature, they need to be able to see effectively at night. Otherwise they would have no natural advantage as Predators. Even though we no longer see ourselves as such, we still need this ability, due to our lifestyles. To most of us the nighttime landscape we see is brighter and colors more vibrant. On a full moon the night takes on a very bright pale blue tinge.
A Non-Vampire could quite accurately duplicate the image we see during the day: to a Vampire, the world at night on a full moon looks the same as it would for a Non-Vampire wearing dark blue John Lennon sunglasses during a bright summers day. Though maybe a little darker, it depends on the sunglasses. Some see the night through red sunglasses, others green. I do not know how, or why this difference in color comes to pass, but my research shows it does. Lastly some of us, seem to see not only light but even life force at night, though not to a great degree. It can't be used to see through walls, or anything. But it does make the nighttime world seem to glow ever so slightly.

Perception awareness: Often a Vampire will have a heightened sense of awareness, this is especially true with Psi-Vampires. We will sense you coming from great distances, you will enter a room while we are sitting in a dark room with our headphones on, you'll come in behind us, and somehow we know to turn around. This doesn't mean you can't sneak up on us, but it does mean that unless we have something to occupy our concentrations directly, we will notice if even a flea hops into the room. We have excellent peripheral vision, and often will look at you, or watch you form the corner of our eyes. For example, musicians have to read music and look at the conductor at the same time. To do this they must use their peripheral vision, they could be reading the music they have on their stand but see the conductor to the side /behind the stand (however not very clearly). This is peripheral vision at it's best.

Astral Projection -

Astral projection is where you leave your physical body. Anyone can do this, but as before psychic vampires have the better deal at learning it.

It is very difficult to accomplish. Some of us do this at night, when we sleep without knowing it to feed on others if we allow ourselves to get too weak /hungry. When we are responsible for energy attacks while we sleep we are not aware of it or remember it. In the old days of the mythical vampire these were often called, "Hag Attacks". This was because it was often believed witches and vampires could leave their bodies at night and feed or harm a person in a non physical way.

Dream walking is similar to astral projection only instead of making our presence felt in the real world we enter the subconscious or dream world of a sleeper and either manipulate or observe their dreams. This is the same as the myths of the incubus and succubus.

Phasing is similar to astral projection only you do not totally leave your body ;therefore, it is much easier to accomplish. It is like when you are in two rooms at once by keeping one foot in each room. You are aware of your surroundings but you are also aware of the surroundings of wherever you sent a small part of your awareness.

I will have more on Astral Projection for everyone (including non vampires) when I get to writing it. I will link it here when it's finished.
Weaknesses

Author: Vampirekitten

As far as I know everything has a weakness, psi and most sang vamps, however have more of a weakness to everyday things, than most other people and animal, or even plants do.

Sunlight

No real vampires don't really die and turn to dust like in the movies, that's all myth. However we are effected greatly by the sun because our photosensitivity is very high. This is usually a problem due to our sensitivity to energy. All vampires are effected differently by the sun so it's hard to say how much and how many are effected. For me sometimes it gets so bad that I must stay covered, in the shade, and or have my sunglasses on most of the day. I usually have them on all day, sometimes I even need them in rooms I go into (on the especially photosensitive days). Most vampires are burned very easily in the sun which usually leaves a very painful burn, (not a tan either). I recommend staying covered at all times and or wearing sun glasses and SPF 35 or higher. I live in the desert so you must think about how hard it is, who ever hear of a vampire in the desert? ::laughs:: but I deal with it. ^_~

Additional note: Not all vampires are effected by sunlight, some may only be effected a little bit.

Citric Acid

I've done some research and all I know is it does affect most vamp's, but certainly doesn't make a difference to me, if anything I like it more than other people. However, it can hurt if you consume too much of it. What I believe it is, is basically the acid can lead to sickness in the stomach or food poisoning as with Onions and etc. This just seems to have an effect on some Vampires.

Water

Ok I don't know if this one is true or not either but personally I like water, especially night swimming. Yes vampires can cross running water, but I, myself have no weakness to it, if anything it's just the opposite as the citric acid is. I have noticed however that for some odd reason, most vampires don't like the ocean. They like being on the ocean in a boat but don't like being in the water at all (odd really, I know).

Crosses, Silver and Garlic

This is a myth, it affects no one, no vamp, no were, no one. In fact I love garlic and so do alot of other vamps I know and I certainly am not religious but crosses...as whistler says in Blade "Don't do Squat", and silver.... well silver doesn't affect any vampire either, personally I'd take it over gold any day. As I mentioned in the Vampire FAQ what silver might be is draining magickal properties, I will check up on this and update at a later time.

However it seems to me that Some vampires are effected by Garlic, Onions, Ginger, Tomatoes and Anything else pertaining to this family of veggies. It seems if they eat to much they can become sick by the Acylin (sp?) in these foods. To much can lead to sickness in stomach and or food poisoning.

Sanguinarian Vampires

Author: Vampirekitten

Summary:
Well I think it's easy to say that Sanguine Vampires or Blood Vampires, feed off of blood to get there energies, much different from the way psi's and others do. Sanguine, the simple vampire. Sang = Blood drinking form of real vampire. This is a real person who needs to drink blood to replenish one's own energies to keep form being sick, tired and fatigued.

In Detail:
Sanguinarian vampires/vampyres are vampires that feed off the purest form of energy meaning the blood of another living being. There aren't that many sanguinarian vampires aka sang vampires left in this world. Many believe it is because vampires are evolving to best suit their own needs.For example, feeding other ways as to not contract diseases that can be carried or found in the blood of another or finding a easier way to feed (psi feeding) due to lack of blood and donors.

Donors:
Pure Sanguinarian vampires cannot feed in any other way and cannot simply take out asking as psi vamps do. Sangs have donors that MUST go through blood test for every disease possible, to prevent from spreading any Blood Transmitted Disease's. Donors willingly give their blood (after it has been tested) to their sanguine friends. Donors are usually very active in the vampire community and are very helpful.

Misconceptions:
The most common misconception about sangs is that if you are bitten by one you will change into a vampire yourself, this is not true. You are born a sanguinarian vampire you are not made. Same goes with any other vampire.

The Real Sanguine:
Sang Vampires are the hardest to find because there are alot of "blood fetishists" out there in the world. These are regular (non vampiric) people who get off by drinking blood. They don't need the blood for it's energy as vampires do, and usually either claim 1 or 2 things. 1. Some usually say things like, "I crave blood!" and they make absurd statements such as, "I need three pints of blood a day to sustain me!" (Most Claim to BE real vampires) or 2. They never claim to be a vampire just that it "turns them on" or the "like the taste" of blood. Sanguinarian vampires are not like the vampires you see on TV and do not drink by the pints or gallons. Just a little blood a day is enough to sustain a true sanguinarian. A true Sang does not crave the blood, they crave the energy found in the blood. After all, all vampires are who they are cause of lack of natural energy we must feed off of other peoples energy to sustain us.

Feeding:
There are many ways to extract the blood from a human being and many Sangs do not bite their donor. Many feel it is because that is simply unclean and some vampires cut their Donors and let the blood drip into a glass and drink it. Others extract the blood with a syringe or sterile lancet (a small needle diabetics use for testing their blood. Sangs cannot extract blood and save it for later, the blood must be taken with in a matter of seconds that it leaves the body other wise it becomes, what is called "Dead Blood". Meaning the energy that was once in it is gone and there is no point in drinking it unless you are a "blood fetishist".

Feeding Misconceptions:
Other misconceptions about sangs are that they drink the blood of animals. No, most sangs do not do this. There are some that do, and other sangs feel that they are in the wrong because 1. The animal one cannot give it's consent to be a donor thus, it is stealing and 2. animal blood may be full of bacteria and diseases that can kill a human if digested. Many Sangs just stick to rare/Raw steak and the blood in it. Sangs (Psi's for the matter) do not feed from themselves. By this I mean cut themselves and drink their own blood. There is no point in this, for we feed for energy if we lack energy our blood lacks energy and the vampire will only grow more and more tired by continually feeding from him/herself.

Immortals:
No Sanguinarians aren't immortal they die just like everyone else does. Many People seem to think that "So Sanguinarians are like the vampires in the Anne rice novels?" No they are not, they are just regular people /vampires that need blood to sustain the energy they lack. Like I said before there are very few full sanguinarians left in this world. Most sanguinarin vampires (nowadays) are part psi or elemental feeders. Vampires are just evolving to better suit their own needs. A True Sanguinarian is hard to come by now adays in our ever changing world.

Sanguinarian/Blood Feeding

Author: Vampirekitten

Feeding Sanguinarianly or sang for short, is not as difficult as it is to feed psi or psy, there is no shielding involved, no concentration, just a willing person to be your donor who doesn't mind being fed upon. This article is to help newly found /awakened sang vampires know exactly what to do to extract the energy they need so that they don't get sick or hurt.

Donors and Testing:
The most important thing for a sang vampire is to find their selves a donor, a donor is someone who is willing to donate their blood to Sanguine Vampires in orders for them to feed from and get the energy. When you find your donor, you must ask them this important question... "Will you go with me to a clinic and have your blood tested for any diseases that you may have or may be carrying?" This question is the most important, you cannot skip this important question. Remember being sang does not make you immortal, and it defiantly doesn't make you immune to diseases. Just because your donor doesn't seem sick doesn't mean he/ she isn't a carrier of a certain disease, such as Hepatitis or Aids. I must stress this to every sanguinarian vampire out there, try to learn other ways of feeding before trying this, this way of feeding is the most dangerous because of all the dangers. Once you have found your donor and have gotten them tested you may now feed.

Extracting the Blood:
There are many ways to extract blood here is one way.

Razor/Blade:
Before you get started it is imperative that you have these items present: a towel, cotton balls, rubbing alcohol, band-aids, a sterilized blade or razor (must be sterilized as to not infect your donor), and a cup. This is a very dangerous way to feed, many sanguine vampires use a syringe.
Incase you don't know how to sterilize your blade here is how (but please be careful so you don't cut yourself). Take the blade and soak it some rubbing alcohol for about 5 min. Then rinse the blade off under some hot water and dry it off. Once you are done drying the blade hold it over a candle flame running the blade over the candle flame back and forth on both sides do this for about for about 3 seconds and then carefully wipe the blade with a towel and rub the blade with the rubbing alcohol again, and rinse it off again; you are now ready to use it. Remember the blade must be sterilized before and after every use.
Once you have gathered these things ask your donor to make the cut (don't cut your donor, they know their body and (should) know where vital veins are, if someone misses or hits something this could lead to some serious bleeding and will send you to the hospital). The best (and safest) place for your donor to make the cut is on their inner thigh or side of their palm. Try to avoid the wrists unless you know what your doing. Next have your donor rub the area with a cotton ball that has been soaked in rubbing alcohol, and then have them make the cut in the skin deep enough for the blood to run but not to deep that it would require stitches or medical attention. Once you have the cut place the glass under the wound so that the blood drips into the glass. The reason you should not drink it directly from the wound is that the mouth is filled with bacteria, unless you donor asks you or you ask you donor if you can drink straight from the wound, Don't Do It. Once you have filled the glass enough to cover the bottom stop (there rarely is that much blood and a shot glass works best). Place the glass to your mouth and immediately drink it. If it is not drunk within seconds the blood will die, coagulate and the energy found in it will be no more, making it "Dead Blood" we do not drink dead blood, for it serves no purpose :P. While you are drinking have your donor hold the towel over their wound applying pressure so that it stops bleeding then have them clean their wound with the rubbing alcohol, and if they need to put some Neosporin on it to stop infection. Once they have cleaned their wound and put a band-aid over it to protect it you are done.

Now remember drinking blood does not make you immortal nor does it turn your donor into a vampire you are born this way not created. Sanguinarians don't have special powers like in the movies we are just normal human being with an energy deficiency.

Here are a few basic pointers:


Don't ever feed from animals.

Don't bite into your donor unless they agree with it (it's bad to do because of bacteria and bruising).

Never take without permission.

Never place your mouth on your donor to feed. Unless they agree with it (simply because of bacteria).

Don't ever try and save blood to drink it later. Once the blood has left the body it only survives for a few seconds before the energy leaves it and it begins to coagulate.

The most common misconception about sanguinarians is that we feed by the gallons. We don't, and make sure your donor knows that. If we were to feed by the pints and gallons we would be sick for we are human and our stomachs aren't meant to digest blood, you only need a little bit to sustain you.
... and remember it's not the blood you need it's the energy found in the blood. This way of feeding gives you the most purist form of living energy so be careful.
Sanguinarian/Blood Feeding

Author: Vampirekitten

Feeding Sanguinarianly or sang for short, is not as difficult as it is to feed psi or psy, there is no shielding involved, no concentration, just a willing person to be your donor who doesn't mind being fed upon. This article is to help newly found /awakened sang vampires know exactly what to do to extract the energy they need so that they don't get sick or hurt.

Donors and Testing:
The most important thing for a sang vampire is to find their selves a donor, a donor is someone who is willing to donate their blood to Sanguine Vampires in orders for them to feed from and get the energy. When you find your donor, you must ask them this important question... "Will you go with me to a clinic and have your blood tested for any diseases that you may have or may be carrying?" This question is the most important, you cannot skip this important question. Remember being sang does not make you immortal, and it defiantly doesn't make you immune to diseases. Just because your donor doesn't seem sick doesn't mean he/ she isn't a carrier of a certain disease, such as Hepatitis or Aids. I must stress this to every sanguinarian vampire out there, try to learn other ways of feeding before trying this, this way of feeding is the most dangerous because of all the dangers. Once you have found your donor and have gotten them tested you may now feed.

Extracting the Blood:
There are many ways to extract blood here is one way.

Razor/Blade:
Before you get started it is imperative that you have these items present: a towel, cotton balls, rubbing alcohol, band-aids, a sterilized blade or razor (must be sterilized as to not infect your donor), and a cup. This is a very dangerous way to feed, many sanguine vampires use a syringe.
Incase you don't know how to sterilize your blade here is how (but please be careful so you don't cut yourself). Take the blade and soak it some rubbing alcohol for about 5 min. Then rinse the blade off under some hot water and dry it off. Once you are done drying the blade hold it over a candle flame running the blade over the candle flame back and forth on both sides do this for about for about 3 seconds and then carefully wipe the blade with a towel and rub the blade with the rubbing alcohol again, and rinse it off again; you are now ready to use it. Remember the blade must be sterilized before and after every use.
Once you have gathered these things ask your donor to make the cut (don't cut your donor, they know their body and (should) know where vital veins are, if someone misses or hits something this could lead to some serious bleeding and will send you to the hospital). The best (and safest) place for your donor to make the cut is on their inner thigh or side of their palm. Try to avoid the wrists unless you know what your doing. Next have your donor rub the area with a cotton ball that has been soaked in rubbing alcohol, and then have them make the cut in the skin deep enough for the blood to run but not to deep that it would require stitches or medical attention. Once you have the cut place the glass under the wound so that the blood drips into the glass. The reason you should not drink it directly from the wound is that the mouth is filled with bacteria, unless you donor asks you or you ask you donor if you can drink straight from the wound, Don't Do It. Once you have filled the glass enough to cover the bottom stop (there rarely is that much blood and a shot glass works best). Place the glass to your mouth and immediately drink it. If it is not drunk within seconds the blood will die, coagulate and the energy found in it will be no more, making it "Dead Blood" we do not drink dead blood, for it serves no purpose :P. While you are drinking have your donor hold the towel over their wound applying pressure so that it stops bleeding then have them clean their wound with the rubbing alcohol, and if they need to put some Neosporin on it to stop infection. Once they have cleaned their wound and put a band-aid over it to protect it you are done.

Now remember drinking blood does not make you immortal nor does it turn your donor into a vampire you are born this way not created. Sanguinarians don't have special powers like in the movies we are just normal human being with an energy deficiency.

Here are a few basic pointers:


Don't ever feed from animals.

Don't bite into your donor unless they agree with it (it's bad to do because of bacteria and bruising).

Never take without permission.

Never place your mouth on your donor to feed. Unless they agree with it (simply because of bacteria).

Don't ever try and save blood to drink it later. Once the blood has left the body it only survives for a few seconds before the energy leaves it and it begins to coagulate.

The most common misconception about sanguinarians is that we feed by the gallons. We don't, and make sure your donor knows that. If we were to feed by the pints and gallons we would be sick for we are human and our stomachs aren't meant to digest blood, you only need a little bit to sustain you.
... and remember it's not the blood you need it's the energy found in the blood. This way of feeding gives you the most purist form of living energy so be careful.
Psychic Vampirism

Author: Coyote

This will answer a lot of basic questions and clear up any misconceptions about Psi Vamps.

What is a Psi Vampire?
This is an interesting question. A psi vampire is a person or thing that lacks the ability to keep or maintain his, her, or it's own energy due to a leak in their astral or soul form. Because of this leak, fast metabolism and inablilty to make energy. They tend to lose their energy at a faster rate than a person or thing that can create their own energies.

What happens when you are leaking vital energy, have a fast metabolism, etc.?
Well, since energy is what people use to move and do their daily activities, if there isn't enough, you tend to get tired. You start to feel run down. You can't do things you normally do. Eventually, lack of energy can make one depressed. Sometimes, if this goes on for long periods of time, one can become extremely ill, and possibly die (however this is highly unlikely). Energy is what all living life is made up from. Without it, nothing can survive. By the way, on a side note, most people can begin draining others if they become ill, etc., so do not automatically assume that just because you're draining others once or twice that you're a psi vamp.

How does someone replenish their depleted energy?
Well, for normal everyday people, plants, animals, or anything for that matter this could be as simple as eating food, drinking plenty of liquids, or taking vitamins. But for a psi vamp it's a lot harder. Picture a person eating all the time trying to replenish lost energy every minute of every day; you would end up with a nice juicy, plump person. lol. A Psi Vampire will absorb, feed, such (whatever term you want to call it) energy from things and people around them. Sounds complicated doesn't it? Well, depending on how you look at it and how open-minded you are, it can be as easy as breathing in, or it could be just plain hard to do. It's all in the mind and how one perceives what he or she can do.

Now I know what your thinking. Yeah, how can someone take in energy without eating? Well, it is possible. Ever know someone who takes a tai chi class? Well, they teach you in any martial arts class how to take in the energy around you to cleanse your aura, calm your nerves, or to focus. Basically it's almost the same method. A psi vamp will breath it in through visualizations and other things. Take a look back at your life really quick. Did you ever come across a family member, or friend, or even a stranger that just talking to them made you feel so tired that once they left your presence you found yourself saying, "Man that conversation took a lot out of me"? In reality, these people could possibly be intentional or unintentional psi vamps. So actually, they really did take a lot out of you.

Side note: Also I want to mention that most people, whether they are a psi vamp or not, can be taught to drain others.

Are Psi Vampires Evil, Dangerous, Bad people?
Just like life, it depends on the person doing the feeding or draining. Anyone has the capability to be evil, dangerous, or a bad person. It's a person's morals and ethics that determines whether they are good, bad or evil. So psi vamps can be bad, but they can also be good people. It is their actions which makes them the person they are; it has nothing to do with psi's being a demon-creature, like much of the crap you see in movies or read about in books.

What if I think I am a psi vamp? Can you tell me if I am one?
If you believe that you may be a psi vamp, then I would recommend doing a lot of reading on the subject. At the same time, keep in mind to not believe everything you read because it can be a crock of @#%$ (pardon the language). And don't go asking or seeking out other psi's to tell you if you are one or not. Only you yourself can know and decide the true answer. That, my friend, requires a lot of soul-searching. There are two types of psychic vampires: unintentional psychic vampires and intentional psychic vampires.

Unintentional Psychic Vampires -

This is a type of vampire that most never find out about, including the vampire themselves, because they either have not awakened, or have yet to awaken. Unintentional psychic vampires are people who feed on the psychic energy of others unconsciously. The reasons their bodies do so vary from case to case, but for the most part, they "feed" because they need the extra energy to survive some illness. Vampires of this type are often much older than theory victims because, unfortunately, illnesses often set in as one ages. Those illnesses usually deplete a person to the point where his or her body feeds off younger individuals to remain vital. However, the unintentional psychic vampire can just as easily be a child, or within any other age group.

Intentional Psychic Vampires -

This type of vampire is the type who is aware of what they are doing and so develops his or her abilities and is already awakened/ awakening.

Psi Feeding

Author: Vampirekitten

The methods to aid in further developing psi feeding are in the ways listed below.

Using Touch -

When a vampire feeds he or she tends to start in the early stages (of awakening) by touch. These can be simple gestures such as giving hugs, kisses, shaking hands, etc. Direct contact with another person ensures a direct astral link between the two thus giving or taking energies between the two people. Through touch a vampire can use other methods of force by inhaling the energy, pulling it though his or her hands, through the chakras, etc. all the while connected to the other person. Normally when feeding by hand or touch with ones hand a vampire tends to use the dominate hand. The dominate hand is the hand you use to write with, if you write with your right hand then your dominant. hand is your right, and vice versa.

Close Proximity -

Many times a vampire will move on from touch to close proximity. The vampire learns to begin to use it's astral tendrils as they develop further by feeding, depending on how long a vampire has been feeding in his or her lifetime. Think of Astral tendrils as "Doc. Octopus's" tendrils in Spider Man, only a vampires won't be metal, there will probably be more than four, and they can only be seen on the astral body (not physical). Many occasions astral tendrils will tend to be a dark purple, almost black color on the astral plane (most vampires have black to deep shades of purple auras) and they tend to vary from a few inches or a few couple feet in length. Through astral tendrils, a psi vampire can still come in contact to nearby people but not physically. The vampire mentally directs the tendrils to it's target and feed by a vacuum, a net, inhalation or many of ways of visualization. Once a vampire begins to feed in this manner the more the tendrils begin to develop, causing them to become longer, and more of them, enabling the vampire to feed from many people in a room or around them at once.

Here are a few simple close proximity methods.

When feeding from one person at a time.
1) Imagine your aura or tendrils (which ever is easier for you) extending out towards your target and then when it reaches, imagine the energy being sucked like a vacuum into you.
2) Hold out your hand but not to the point it would be noticeable (you don't want to draw attention) and imagine the energy of the target is being draw in to your hand.
3) Imagine a net and a rope attached to the net and "catch" your target and suck the energy though the rope. (or you can imagine just breathing in the energies without the use of your hand, remember it's whatever works best for you so have fun with this and experiment).

When feeding off of more then one victim (I recommend this being used more it's much more successful that way).
1) Imagine your aura extending out to each of the targets and again use the vacuum method (or something else remember it's whatever works best for you so have fun and experiment). 2) Imagine all the energy swirl above you and slowly enter your body. 3) or Use the net method, but this time net more then just the one target. (Personally I would recommend the group feedings because this way you have a less chance of taking too much from only one source. But Feeding is the most important thing to learn when you are just awakening. Learn to control your hunger and your feeding habits. Because even though vampires live off people, they have souls as well and vampires should not in any way harm them for own personal gain.)

Eye Contact -

This is basically the same concept as Close Proximity but the tendrils are emanated from the eyes. A Vampire can direct this ability to anyone in his or her line of sight.

Candle Heat -

One of the easiest ways to develop feeding is by candle light, or the heat of said light. As everyone knows a candle gives off heat from it's flame, a vampire can learn to harness this flame or heat and it's energys. First he or she begins to feel for the heat some couple inches away from the candle, then pulling away once it become warm on the hands and then tries to feel the heat further and further away from the candle each time. Doing this the heat becomes a natural feeling and then the vampire can visualize the heat entering his or her hands, giving energy to the vampire.

Psychic Vampires: Protection from Energy Predators & Parasites
by: Joe Slate




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   project
http://www.gaiaonline.com/gaia/redirect.php?r=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tonycai.com%2FVampiresOfEternalNight%2Findex2.html

http://sanguinarius.org/vampire.shtml

Vampirism in the sense that we use it is not the vampirism of folklore.

You'll find none of the crosses, holy water, stakes in the heart, etc. associated with the folkloric vampire here.

Real vampirism is a condition characterised by the need for an energy source aside from conventional food and drink. Some vampires partake of blood drinking to accomodate this need. These vampires are called sanguinarians. Other vampires take energy (chi, prana, ki) from other people via the aura. These are known as psychic vampires. Still others can drain energy from sex or the natural elements. Most often a vampire does not have a choice on how they must gain their "sustenance".

This need is often described as being like a hunger or thirst that can't be satisfied with conventional food or drink. This hunger is often accompanied by a more predatory or animalistic mindset and anything from headaches, depression, mood swings, nausea, rejection of "normal" food, aches, and fevers, as well as a lowered immune system.

Vampires most often have an abnormal sensitivity to light. Some burn very quickly, even with the lightest of sun exposure. Others don't have so much of a sensitivity. Nearly all vampires will say that they do have a sensitivity to light when it comes to vision. Most times natural and fluorescent light cause problems for vampires. They'll get migraines or nausea associated with photosensitivity.

Vampires prefer the darkness to the day. The night doesn't have the harsh light that causes so much discomfort. Vampires are often better adapted for the night. They often report having slightly better than normal night vision as well as a "reversed" sleep cycle. Most vampires state that they can simply "stay up all night" and not be tired at all. It's often very hard for a vampire to fall asleep at night due to this feeling of needing to be active. This often makes it very hard for the vampire to function during the day as they are groggy, sleepy, moving in a daze. This seems to be the case no matter how much sleep they manage to get the night before.

Vampires usually have willing donors that give them what they need. Sanguinary vampires don't often bite but choose the more sanitary methods of lancets or syringes instead. Psychic or "psi" vampires often have donors as well although this is not as much a necessity with them. Psychic vampires often choose to have a donor out of moral considerations.

Some vampires report having heightened senses or augmented abilities. They have quicker reflexes, are stronger than they look, are faster than they look, see better at night, hear noises that are inaudible to others such as the hum of electric appliances, and have slightly better "sixth sense" abilities than the average person.

There is no known cause of vampirism. There is also no commonly known way to "make", "turn", or "embrace" someone to make them a vampire. Some doubt whether this is even possible.

Most vampires will simply say that they were born this way, their vampirism coming into effect around the time of puberty but not necessarily at that exact time. This period is known as "awakening", when one becomes aware of their true nature.

Various theories as to the cause of vampirism stem from a botched reincarnation to a biological factor such as a vampire gene or an unknown virus. No one knows for certain the cause.

All that is certain is that vampires are real and they walk among us.

for some reason, see it as a more physical thing, like some sort of difficiency of some sort. Like the slightest change of makeup in your DNA...but that's mainly on the basis of the way you have physical needs and pains like hunger as well as a difference in sensitivity to things like light. But the spiritual idea makes quite a bit of sense. There are so many theories, I wish I could choose just one.

I believe Vampirism is both Physical and also Spiritual.

Whether you are Psionic or Sanguine we are all vampires we are connected by similar traits ie: the craving , the nocturnal urge to be up instead or diurnal , the heightened senses , the weaknesses to the sun for some , the esp type of senses , the adept abilities in the occult , and manipulation etc. etc. But, that is only the physical aspect of vampirism.

Now In the spiritual sense most belive that their soul is vampiric and yes whats in the soul can bring out physical traits. Any way look back throughout the beliefs in the world along the line of history many people had beliefs that worshipes vampiric deities . ie: Kali,Shiva,Inaana,Marduk,Baal,Quetzlcoatl,Yahweh, the Morrigan,Heycate and Persephone just to name a few. Then there was the belief that some had around the world of consuming your enemies heart/blood would give you their powers and strengths. ie: spartans with blood soup even though if memory serves me correct wasnt usually made with an enemies blood but a strong healthy bulls blood but the idea still remains of gaining strength from another by consuming the life source whether animal , human .

That is my view on where vampires/vampirism is from.

I believe vampires are humans who have an astreal leak and I think there are tons of different reasons that a vampire could have an astral leak. One reason could be that the astral leak allows us to better manipulate energy. One theroy I have is this:
Therians are a thing that are common in the vampire community. They are people who believe there soul has animal attributes in it. Because their soul is a different size then their body it causes an inbalance that tears upon the astral body and actaully causes a leak.
Do you understand what I'm saying or am I being a rambling fool again?
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Friday, February 17, 2006

   CLICK THE LITTLE EMO KID AND BE AMAZED

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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

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I adopted a cute lil' hobo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

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I adopted a cute lil' lie fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

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I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
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Friday, February 3, 2006

   so sad
10th grade
BOY:
As I sat there in Enqlish class,
i stared at the qirl next to me.
She was
my so called "best friend".
I
stared
at her
long, silky hair,
and wished she was
mine.
But she didnt notice me like that, i
knew it.
After class she
walked up to me and asked
me for the notes she had missed the day
before and
handed them to
her. She said "thanks"
and qave me a kiSs on
the cheek. I wanna
tell her, i
want her to
know that i don`t
wanna Be just friends, i love her but i`m
just too shy,
and i don`t knOw
why. .

11th Grade
The phone rang. on
the other end
it was
her. She was
in tears,
mumbling on
and on
about how her love had broke her heart.
She asked
me to come over
because she didn't want to be alone, so i
did. As i sat
next to her on
the sofa, i stared at
her soft eyes, wishing
she was mine.
after 2
hours,
a drew barrymore movie,
& 3 bags of
chips, she decided to go
to sleep. She
looked
at me,
said "thanks" and
gave me a kiSs on the
cheek. i wAnna tell her,
i want her to
kno
that i don`t
wanna be just
friends, i love her but
im just too shy, and idk wHy

Senior Year
The day before prom she walked to my
locker. "My date is Sick"
she said; he`s not qonna
go. well i didnt
have a dAte and
in 7th qrade we
made a promiSe that if
neither of us had dates we would go
together
just as "best
friends". So
we did.

Prom niqht
After everything was over i was standing
at her
front
door step. i stared
at her, She smiled at me
i want her
to be mine,
but she
doesn`t
think of me like that
and i kno it.
then she said "i Had the
best time,
thanks!" and gave me a kiss
on the cheek. i wanna
tell her,
i want her to kno that i don`t
want to be just
friends, i love her
but i`m just too shy,
and i
don`t kNow why

Graduation Day
a
day passed, then a week, then a month.
before i could blink, it
was graduation day. i watched as her
perfect
body
floated like an anqel
up on staqe to qet her
diploma. i wanted her to be mine, but she
didnt notice
me like that, and i knew
it. before everyone
went home, she came to me in her smock
and
hat, and
cried as i hugged her.
then she lifted
her
head from my shOulder and said, you`re
my
best friend,
thanks!" and gave
me a kiss on the Cheek.
i wanna tell her, i want her to know that
i
don`t wanna
be just friends, i
love her but i`m just
too shy, and i don`t know why

A Few Years Later
now i sit in the pews of the church. that
girl is gettinq married
now. i watched her say "i do" and drive
off
to her new
life, married to another man.
i wanted her
tO be mine, but she didn`t See me like
that
and i knew
it. But before she
Drove away, she came to
me n said you came!". She said thanks!"
and kissed me
on the cheek. i
wanna tell her, i want
her tO
know that i dont wanna be just
friends, i love
her but i`m just too
shy, and i don`t
know why }]|

Funeral
Years
passed,
i looked
down at the coffin
of a qirl who used to
be my "best friend". at the service they
read a diary
entry she had wrote in
her hiqh school years.
This is what it
read: i stare at him wishing
he was
mine, but he doesn`t notice
me like that, and i
know it. i wanna tell him, i wAnt him to
kno
that i
don`t wanna be just friends,
i love him but i`m
just too shy, and i don`t know why. i wish
he
would tell
me he loved me . . i wish i
did too . i
thought to mySelf, and i Cried

REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES AND
SOMEONE WILL TELL YOU THEY
LOVE YOU
AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU... BUT IF
YOU
BREAK THIS CHAIN YOU
WILL HAVE
RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 13
YEARS!!

SINCE U OPENED THIS
SOMETHING GOOD
WILL
HAPPEN TO U AT 11:52 PM
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   cat
this is for me its directions on where to find a cat i want to adopt

Directions to Petsmart, 128 Perimeter Center West, Atlanta:

In the Perimeter Mall area, located off of Perimeter Center West, just behind Perimeter Mall. 400 to Abernathy, or 285 to Ashford Dunwoody exit. Petsmart is located in the shopping center with CompUSA and Kinkos.
If needed, call Petsmart at 770-481-0043 for directions or general information only.

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Monday, January 23, 2006

   myspace
i got some art up but ive been busy with my myspace visit me if any one rembers i exist.... my my space is myspace.com/someonelikeamadeo
visit me!
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Monday, January 9, 2006

   Happy B-day Allen >.
First up its my step bor's b-day today and i didnt get him any thing i might just gibe him like my ps2,radiata stories(explaind below) and morrwind because he practacly kidnaped them >.>


OMFG radiata stories is the best rpg eva ... i played it for 3 days steaight and plaied w/ my step bro for all of sunday till 2:am then i went to sleep... my step bro who is 17 (3 yrs older) is more obsesed than me he beat the game in 2 days (beatit tobay >.< )he calls this one elf girl who always saves his life his"baby" kind of weird but cool anso he wants to marry Ridly the girl... oh well i had fun yesterday... i was still asleep at 10:30 and so my bf lorr called w/ her new friend otis(sp?) and woke me up we talked for like an hour, their both bi and verry perverted so it was a weird conversation... otis(who is a guy) asked wether my bro was hot so i asked allen then the told otis no and to die.. otis said to burn ... thn i love u but allen didnt hear this b/c he was alredy destracted by video games >.< well that was my wekens

~karlahn~
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Wednesday, January 4, 2006

   not dead
iv been real busy with school and stillam bye
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

   tierd
i got new art up and ill add more to morow to lazy now listining to the get up kids and hathorn highths and crying im uber sad but i duno why im real hot to my rooms butning up gooddd also doin science for school even though its our lst week and im goin to a party friday at my friends hous then im visiten meh best friend who live anhour away on sat its a good start to x mas break

mutch love from a dead soul -.-
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