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Wednesday, June 23, 2004

7:39 AM.Weds.June 23.
Well, it's 7:40 in the morning, my cousin Mark and my uncle just went to the hospital because he has to have surgery on his tonsils, and I didn't go to bed until 3 AM.

Frickin' A, man, frickin' A!!!

[/sarcasm]

I had a serious case of insomnia last night, as both Ken and PT know. (They kept me company. Many thanks to them.) Half of it was neurosis over my cousin's surgery, and the other half was that hadn't gotten up until about noon yesterday. However, heading into the early hours...it mostly neurosis. x.x;;; I really hope he is going to be okay.

On a happier note, staying up late enabled me to have a fun conversation with PT about his trip NC and all the innuendo and comedy that is neatly tucked away in Shakespeare's most excellent writing. He has pictures posted from the trip, and I highly suggest going and looking at them. :)

.:Commentary Of The Day:.


Arcadia: I shall be thinking of you darling, when I pick up my first copies of Utena!! * is with her in spirit at the Anime Expo *

Shinmaru: You're a freak, and so is Deathbaby. I suggest a CAT scan. Immediatly. (j/k, but that thing IS really creepy.)

Mimmi: Waffles with you, my darling. ;)

.:End Commentary:.


Over the past few days, I've had a train of thought that is kind of unnerving, but highly relevant. It's come out of my head in the form of a rather poetic sentence (go figure):

Trying to find the fine line between trying too hard and not trying at all.

On the one hand, if you try too hard, you look like a fool, an amateur who's been found trying to act like the master. In your own perserverence, you end up showing your greatest faults. But, on the other hand, if you don't try at all, you're a lazy ass, and you will fade away into nothing. For if we do not make ourselves worthwhile, no one will find us as such.

So where's the line between fool and incomptent jerk? The Golden Mean always exists, no matter how hard it tries to hide. I'm just having a slight problem with finding it. Although I suppose, if you were to err on one side or another, I'd rather try too hard, which is mainly what I've been doing. So I suppose that could be viewed as a step in the right direction.

And thus ends my philosophical rant for the day. I love you all, ciao!

-Karma
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