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Sunday, November 9, 2003

   4:32 AM.Sunday.Nov 9.

It's 4:32 am. And I am still up. Jeez, aren't I screwed...oh well.

I woke up this morning with the full intention of doing something. I swear I did. It just kind of...died. Motivation sure does flee in the face of adversity. What a pain.

I think it's my dad's fault. He came in at 11 am and woke me up to tell me he was sorry for being an asshole. At 11 am, I don't CARE if you're sorry. I should still be asleep. He disturbed my sleeping pattern. I wasn't suppoed to wake up until 12, be he went and woke me at 11. As a result, I woke up at 4:30 pm feeling drowsy, rather like the feeling after you've eaten too much, with absolutely no desire to do anything, although I knew I had much to do. So here I sit, with no motivation, a dirty room, and a Geometry book that is screaming spiteful things in the back of mind.

Insane? Maybe...

What is insane? Insanity is labelled as not being right in the mind, usually resulting in that person doing acts that are not considered 'acceptable' in society today. But how do we know that we indeed are not the insane ones? That those deemed diseased are, in all actuality, the healthy ones? For that matter, is it any sin to be called sick in this disturbed, moral-defecient world?

Insanity is honesty. Other people should also be called insane, but they have the cunning or shame (whichever you prefer) to do it behind closed doors. They scream into a pillow instead of screaming at the world. The insane are guiltless. They are bound only by the thoughts in their own mind, disregarding rules and regulations of society.

Insanity is freedom and honesty, it is being unwell by a world who calls sickness healthy.

These thoughts brought to you by this quote:

"It's no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society."
-Krishnamarti

Amen to that. Alright, maybe now that I've ranted pointlessly, I'll go get something accomplished.

Then again...maybe not.

-Karma
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