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myOtaku.com: Karma of Chaos
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Wednesday, December 3, 2003
What kind of crap is this?? Having two bad days in a row.
I swear, if this turns into one of those perpetual bad days that goes on for a week...I'm just going to crawl up in my closet and give up. This really, really, isn't worth it.
The sickness in my throat has not gotten any better. I have lost my voice on and off all throughout the day. But what really sent this day from walking the fine line of indifference to diving into bad was Jade.
He and some girl got into an argument, and then he just says 'Fuck you all' and walks away. I tried to grab his hand and he brushed it off.
A little while later I tried to catch up with him, and he just walked forward, didn't even look at me. I literally felt my heart break a little more in that moment.
Why do friends do that to eachother? Don't they realize how much they're just hurting the other person?
I understand that he doesn't like to share his feelings, he doesn't want any pity or help. But, just once, I wish he'd let down his grinning guard and show himself. Let me be his friend.
I think I'm just going to take red fingerpaint and write in huge, fat letters:
This too will pass.
All over my walls.
Ken however did make one shiny happy spot in my day. Love you Ken.
Karmi55: u_u
Karmi55: Steve Irwin in the bed with an African scorpion!
Karmi55: Isn't that disturbing?
DeathKnight V4: Yes.
DeathKnight V4: Especially for the scorpian.
Karmi55: XD
Karmi55: =| * images *
Karmi55: Okay now it's just wronng.
Karmi55: wrong*
Karmi55: * sweatdrop *
DeathKnight V4: argh
DeathKnight V4: my mind
DeathKnight V4: it bleesds.
DeathKnight V4: Bad Erin!
-Karma
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