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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

   8:51 PM.
Kiss the Preacher.

Listening To: Matchbox 20 - Bright Lights.

Topsy-turvy living. Johnnie and I are coming up on our 2-month anniversary. He's very wonderful and sweet...but something's missing. Something that I had with Thomas. I talked to him(Thomas) Sunday night for about 4 hours, and we've been talking on and off on MSN messenger, and I miss him very much. I've been wondering just where I stand with Johnnie. It's just like...it's a high school relationship, you know? Most of them don't last, because after graduation people go their separate ways and change a LOT as people, so is there even a point in dating while you're in high school? I think college is a better place to find the person that you are meant for. You're emotionally mature, you probably have similar interests, and it's a lot easier to pursue a serious relationship because you have so much more freedom.

Thomas...he's another matter altogether. I feel my connection to him so painfully deep in my soul. I'm not trying to be all 'omg emo drama!!1!!11', I honestly feel like we truly belong together. But, I don't know. Maybe, in a way, it's better that if anything more happens between us, it will be later on in our lives, so that then we WILL be mature and be more of the adults that we are going to be throughout all our years. But meanwhile, it hurts so much.

Otherwise, life has been pretty good. High B average in school. Just finished midterms, woohoo. But we're going to traditional schedule next year, and it's going to SUCK. =|

QOTD: "There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness." -Fredrich Nietzsche

-Karma
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