Saturday, February 21, 2004

12:23PM.Sat.Feb 21.

Whoo, Guten Morgen ihr!

This weekend has been excellent so far. Friday I got kisses from a guy...(wouldn't you like to know the rest of that story?), and then later Friday night, a good friend of mine that had been very pissed at these past couple of weeks called me, basically saying she was tired of fighting. We both apologized and mutually forgave, and talked on the phone for about 3 hours. It felt so good, taking to her like that after we had been fighting for so long. She had been feeling just ignored and uncared about by everyone, and she admitted that she had been rather melodramatic about the whole thing. I admitted that I had not payed as much attention to her and other people as I should have, and had gotten wrapped up in other things and forgot what was really important in my life.

It felt good.

We also talked about the 'love triange' between myself, another guy, and my best friend. I had talked to a bunch of other people about it (you know who you are), but she gave me a point of view that I hadn't thought of, that was a little kinder on my friend. She said, "Yea, maybe MK (the best friend) was being selfish, but then maybe she realized that there were other fish in the sea after the fight, and decided to date one of them, even though she had broken up your relationship." It didn't stop me from being pissed at MK, but it made me understand what she did a little better. Which definitely toned down the anger. It's always good to tell people what you're feeling when you're really emotional and you're not sure what to do. You'll get perspectives that may change your entire opinion.

Today's Lesson: Tell people who aren't really involved the situation, gain new perspective, make a better desicion in the long run.

You can never have too many points of view. It also keeps us from being selfish bitches. So even if you're reluctant to share your true feelings with other people, and don't like having to see other points of view, grit your teeth and do it. It's part of the process of growing up and becoming a mature adult that people respect and go to for advice.

I have a black sharpie marker from my secret lover.

(Wouldn't you like to know?)

Okay. The black sharpie is from the guy I kissed on Friday, who is the guy involved in the love triangle. There. Now you know. >.>

Isn't life grand?

-Karma

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