Friday, June 2, 2006

   .......
well lets see yesterday....I...ummmm...well after work I spent an hour at a the GE pool party I really didn't want to be at..which wouldn't be that big of a deal I just wasn't in a very big people mood yeah....sooooooo then I got to spar again though I won't get another chance for another 2 weeks cause she will be gone..*crys*...*caugh* yeahhhhhhhh anyways...Blair and Jim aparently came in the chatroom Jim scared the crap out of Talim and now suspects Yami of being abusive not realizing that in reality Talim's scared to death of him..yeah....then Jim left and Blair flipped out when Kon started talking..anyways....got bored..so I went looking to see if there any good Dragon Knights fanfics and just as it was time to go I found one making fun of Mary Sues..*amused* so I will proably read that tonight...oh and either Saturday or Sunday Me, Lunnaei, Kibou, Jephtha and possibly Naru are going to go out have Chinesse whatch some anime, hopefully whatch some Sentinal (which is a really old show but I need to see it cause thats where Blair and Jim come from) thennnnnnnnnnn whatch X-Men 3!!

Also Sunday I'm supose to go out with Sharaya after Church until about 4is sooo yeah I'm supose to plan it and have no idea what I want to do..oh well...see ya..
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Thursday, June 1, 2006

   ...................................
well.......not much happend yesterday hung out for a while.....found an intersting one shot Pern fanfic.....yeah.....thats about it..oh and I had to whach the intern vs staff basketball game...it was implace of core so it was manditory.....yeah.......well I also got to learn the wonderfull lines and where they came from of bootypoof, yugibounce and garabounce......yeah.....not much more..soooooo since this is sooo short again...I guess i can bore you with more lyrics yeay.......

Artist: Thousand Foot Krutch
Album: The Art Of Breaking
Track: The Art Of Breaking


Every time I call you on the phone
I listen to it ring but no one's home
I can't explain the energy that
You give me when I'm left here alone

And every time I pass you on the street
You won't even turn and look at me
I never would of thought that things could
Go this far but please believe me

I'll pick you up, won't let you fall
I'll build your trust and it won't hurt at all,
Your only drug will let you down,
I'm through now, so take me and blow me away

When I feel numb I'll let you know
I won't become what I was before,
You cannot kill what's not your creation
This is the Art of Breaking

I think I might just lose my mind
If I have to watch this one more time
I can't explain how many times I've stayed for you when you were on my mind

No one ever said that it was easy
So come out of the cold and stop your bleeding
I never would of thought that things could
Go this fat, but please believe me

Are you gonna run away, and leave me here alone?
Are you gonna run away, and leave me here?


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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

   okay yeah..well nm happend yesterday...did my laundry read some...finnished the 10th chapter of shards...Dragon left it at an evil cliff hanger! *glares at Dragon*...yeah...
I have to go back to work tomorow..its kind of sad...kind of good...yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

anways in other news Lunnaei will be back from dragons in about 30min yeay!!!! yeah...soooo to explain the quote you see what happend is I had Kibou hold on to my phone while I went to grab my charger cause it died again...yeah..and this is what happend

Kashin: Kibou the phone
Kibou: *keeps holding it*
Kashin: Kibou the phone
Kibou: *doesn't let go*
Kashin: Kibou the phone!
Kibou: *cough* reverse psycology *cough*
Kashin: Kibou drop the hand
Kibou: *drops the phone out of confusion*

yeah...I was amused..well hey since this is pretty much a brand new group of friends since last time I asked I belive...a special poke for anyone who can till me what Kibou means....(hint its Jappanesse)

I just like to note that yesterday that was a song not a poem -_-;; and yes Sayoran06 I'm a christian...and because I'm bored and I can heres one by Skillet...

Break my bones and reset me piece by piece.
You break me, pick up the cross cause it's killing time.
Hey, hey, hey, how can I scream when the pain is such a release?
I get the courage to pick up the nails cause it's killing time.

Chorus:
Kill me, heal me.
Kill me, heal me on and on.
Kill me, heal me.
Kill me, heal me on and on.

Breathing your love, you're ferocious, you're in my lungs.
Resuscitate, craving your electricity.
Hey, hey, hey, feet to my pain, you give wings to my fear.
Your peace inhabits my blood. Your love is thick.

CHORUS

I can't live without it. I can't live without it.
I can't live without it. I can't live without it.

CHORUS (x2)
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

   quick poooooooost
well I had nothing to do most of the day so I caught up on shards after staring at a few Katana's and a chinese bow I really wish I could have...anyways......then I was remended that I still needed to send my notes on witnesing to Muslims to a friend of mine...got about halfway threw that...there was a lot on it...and now I have to head back to my dorm in 5 min or risk being lat for cerfew...soooooo see ya!

Lay it Down
by Benjamin Gate

Heads up
A ring around the sun
It burdens me
You know it weighs a ton, yeah
Makes me want to run

Tears running rings around my eyes
You can see I'm not the only one
Weighed down by a ton

Lay it down
At His feet
Lay your burden down

Stand back the fire destroys the sky
No longer need to be on the run
From the sun
Hold on to what He's done

Hands up tear the tie that binds
God break the mask that make me blind
Lay down all I find

I am heavy
I am breathless
I am drenched with tears
But I am surrounded by your fire


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Monday, May 29, 2006

   I got to see Tucker again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
heh yeah...Tucker is my wonderfull redneck brother here that went back home to take care of some student loans that were sudenly being called in a few months ago he couldn't solve the problem so he had to leave so he could pay those off...I think he may come back in January but anyways...he came back on Thursday to visit and gather his stuff...I had heard he was hear but didn't know where he was to see him...but I saw him today as he was paking up about to go...I told him he needed to follow me so I coul tie him up in the back forty he asked if he could just loose a tent however it was decided that it wouldn't be good if he was caught so I had to let him leave...*sniffsniff* it was sad well I didn't do much to day cept I got to talk to Sam, Britiny and both my parents..yeah....oh and I read some of Jesus Freaks by DC Talk its really good...heh..well not much more to say...see ya..
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Sunday, May 28, 2006

   .....................well.............................yeah....
well last night I had stayed up tell I don't know about to talking on the patio with a friend..then my phone died..about that time Nytlia showed up and we actauly were up until about 4 talk...heh she kept yelling at me not to fall asleep on her but by 4 we were both really really tiered it was a good talk though I thend to strugle with it some times -_-;;

yeah sooooo I finnaly got to bed..and woke up at about 1pm...the only reason I woke up then is because my alarm went off so I knew I had to get up if I wanted to eat in the cafe...yeah..sooooo I go down there and don't even like what their serving so I went back to my dorm to make ramen anyways...then I went to an epicenter comp to look at ya'll sites...then..got bored..went back to the dorm talked to Elizabeth for a while she left but Kibou showed up...we ened up playing a really short game of war 2 games of speed...2 games of crazy 8 and several rounds of boogle...yeah...she pretty much kicked my but...but playing boogle was fun..cause I guessed at a word that I didn't think was realy a word but we looked it up and it was in the dictionary though not the kind of word I thought...then ate dinner went swimming..now poff her I am again...and I'm done...soooooooo see ya...
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Saturday, May 27, 2006

bored.......
well not much is going on right now...yeah...I wanted to steal my friends book Systemtic Teology for the weekend cause I'm bored but saddly she took it with her yeah...just about no one is on campus right now...currently I'm listening to the podcast thing on here..I'm rather scared...yeah...

in other news...well theres nothing...really...I did prety much nothing today...yeah..cept had some random conversations and got the wonderful chance to picture kyln in a kilt...not that was amusing...

okay well now to comment on you comments..

Brand12: yes I am in a diffent time zone than my family

Sayoran06: Well actualy I'm at an interdenomintion year long internship program known as the honor academy...but yeah its a church thing...^_~

Oceans of Wildfire: heh good question since in this case forver ago was a few months ago in reality...

to the rest of you yep sparings fun and thanks...
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Friday, May 26, 2006

   I got to spar!!
yeah...I am officialy enjoying my weekend..I finnaly meet up with this girl Annie I meet forever ago...and we got to spar for about 20minn it the sac were going to try and make it a weekly thing cause niether of us have practiced in a while soooo yeah it was really fun...and felt good to be moving around like that even though I'm not that great...

ummmm yeah..my brothers are talking about going to metro con which sadly isn't a possiblity for me being in Texas and all...

and oh a comment from yesterday reminded me of this and I'll probably warn ya'll again latter...but I won't be on much durning the summer. Why? because summer is going to be our bussyest time there will be thousands of people here between Xtreem camps and summer missions trips also...my department are the first people that the missionarys comming on to campus meet...soooooo yeah I could easly be up to all hours of the night...and we were told to day that when you can sleep do it cause you don't know how long you will have that chance again...so yeah....I'll try to be on but summer will be very hectic so no prommises...
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Thursday, May 25, 2006

   IIII want to go HOOOOOOOOOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *crys*
yeah I yesterday I found away to Georgia manged to get the needed days off...which on such short notice is really hard but couldn't get away to florida..that was kind of sad....but my supervisor said as long as I make upmy hours sooooooo yeah right now I just got off the phone with Lunnaei who is in Mississippi on her way to Georgia...yeah..so I have no idea what I'm going to do during this long weekend I'm just happy for the break will proably do quite a bit of reading and drawing...maybe some writing...oh well..see ya...
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

   Essays..........*sighs*
yeah I was supose to finnish all of them by midnight last night or be campused...well...that didn't work...so know I have to be in my room at 8 tonight...not that it makes that much of a differnce...I still have core at 9 and then bed...*Shrugs*...yeah so I'll finnish the rest tomorow I only have two more anyways...

yeah soooo not much more going on..ummmmmmm yeah...We Killed envy!okay I'm done...see ya..
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