Friday, April 28, 2006

   trying to get Yami saved....
well um...yeah..so basicaly nothing really happend yesterday...and nothing yet to day either other than that my supervisor to a few of us out to subway for some random reason...not complaining though was better than the hot dogs in the cafe...now to explain the subject..*caughs*

well awhile ago some things in the chatroom have happend that have left Yami devistated and with out hope of any salvation and dragon and lunnaei have been looking for chance for a while to be able to witness to him...so its Yami, Talim, and Lunnaei..and heres what happend during that little chat...

Lunnaei: Yami....*swallows* You remember when I told you a moment ago....that there is hope for you? That you're not lost to the darkness? *will wait for his reply*

ami: *desperately wants to believe that . . . another small nod*
Lunnaei: You asked how......My friend.....this is a choice you make....you can choose to go to one that will banish the darkness from you...........

Yami: *small shake of head - can't be done, he /is/ Darkness, it's the core of his being, can't separate him for his very make-up, whatever he once was in life*

Lunnaei: *firm* You are /not/ darkness....you are made of "dark energies" but that is not the darkness I speak of Yami. I speak of the dark hopelessness you are drowning in. *gestures to the room around them (I'm assuming it's still dark, though the constructs are gone...?)* Do you /want/ to stay in this?
((it's still dark, yes - in fact, since Talim and Lunnaei are mind-to-mind right now, he'd be able to let her know that it's always been cool and low-light at best . . . like the inside of a dimly-lit tomb.))

Yami: */very/ soft sob* No . . . */almost/ added "Tai" out of "habit" from his own hurt and experience and others' memories [Talim, Shyler, Wes . . . ]*

Talim: *flinches slightly at the unspoken "Tai"*

Lunnaei: *pang of hurt at the unspoken word, but isn't going to address that...* Then you have a choice. There is a way to leave this darkness friend. One that will take you as you are and put /his/ protection over you....his light.
Talim: */softly/* Life Light....

Yami: *listening . . . *
Lunnaei: Yami, He has to prerequisets for coming to Him. He don't care what you've done, He already knows what you'll do, and yet he love you still.....*glances at Talim not sure she wants to say this, but....* If he can forgive a mother of murdering her child, even if she has justified the reason to herself over the years, he can forgive and love /anyone/....

Yami: *soft snort* *he had already chosen /her/, and knew why she did what she did - Yami's not even of that world . . . and /is/ an intimate part of the very evil that threatens "his" world and "his" beloved creations - if not directly, than by the power he wields . . . *

Lunnaei: *snorts back* Anti is not evil, Yami! It may be used for evil, and the Tervai may have mastered it, but it is /not/ evil, and you being made of it changes nothing. You being from another world changes nothing. You know who waits for you one Earth? The one called Christ, God, Jesus - whatever you want to call Him; He's got many names, and He is /no/ different from Reirinsei's Life Light. *sighs, softening a bit* Is this hitting you yet, Brother? Two separate worlds, the same God? Same mannerisms, same character, same nature, same love?

Yami: *same lies, same hypocritism, same holier-than-thou righteousness? - doesn't voice, thoughts dart through before caught, from experiences of Yugi's and the "teachings" of one friend at school [lol - what the heck, can almost see him making a Christian friend, finally opening up about Yami's existence - only to be warned of the "demon" inhabiting him!]*

Lunnaei: *sighs* Sadly there /are/ people out there like that...but that is /not/ the Life Light, and I personally appologize for those that would deface Him like that. If you knew Him, knew his character, you would know that he's not as some people make Him out to be.
Talim: *swallows* I'm sorry too, Yami.......people standing for the Life Light should act that way..........

Lunnaei: Yami...the Life Light...God......his nature is Love. Do you know what /true/ love is?

ami: *after Talim's comment - swallows, small shake of head* Not your fault . . . *to Lunnaei's - /very/ small smile* Aibou . . . *soft chokesob*
*Yugi's voice, echoing* Hn, no. I'm not his Light. He /has/ no Light . . .

Yugi: *in the back of Talim's mind*



Talim: Yami. *will Yami anything Yugi wants him to*

Lunnaei: *small smile* Yugi lives love well, doesn't he? Love is patient...love is kind...it does not envy....it does not boast.....it is not proud.....it is not rude or self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps not records of wrongs done against it. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always persevers. Love never fails, Yami.....in other words....Love gives everything to benefit the one loved...even if it costs the giver everything they have........*nodnod* Yugi lives love.....but you know what..........so do you.......not entirely *soft teasing laugh*, but you live love for Yugi....and for your friends.....for one who is "Darkness".....you sure shine brightly, my brother....

He has yet to open his eyes . . . but he's not trembling anymore . . . nor /openly/ crying*

Talim: *sheepish smile* You don't just shine when the Horus Eyes are active....*almost trying not to laugh*
Lunnaei: *SWEATDROP* My point Brother.....Is that the Life Light's love......Christ's love......is so much deeper than Yugi's could ever be, given far more freely and even your Aibou could give. And that love....it directed /right/ at you.....just as it was directed /right/ at me...and everyone else...

Yami: *doesn't believe that, can't . . . not possible [he's not "being difficult," just truly, honestly can't fathom that]*

Lunnaei: *smiles* I don't think any of us can, Brother, but that is what makes it so wonderful......did you know that Christ died for you? Paid the penalty to save you from darkness?

Yami: *mental snort - now /that/ he does /not/ believe . . . besides, if he's not mistaken, this Christ person, if he even ever truly existed, lived a 1,000 /after/ he did - Yami's a third older than this fairy-tale prophet!*

Yami: *soft sigh, finally opens eyes but is still not looking at them* I know what Aibou believes, and a little of what Nicodemus believes, and what he has told me /I/ was taught as a child . . . *shrugs* who knows the truth?

Lunnaei: It's actually very easy to know the truth if you think about it.....what does Yugi believe? And what were you taught as a child? And I know Nic believes the same as I.....so what are your thoughts....?

Yami: *heavy sigh, shakes head* I don't. *steadfastly refuses to think about any one thing . . . to do otherwise is dangerous, invites thoughts of final destinations and what awaits the souls of the Judged . . . *

Lunnaei: *brushes his bangs from his face* *gently* That's why you /must/ though......the Life Light paid the price for the "judged souls" already, my brother....He's your only hope of peace when that time comes..

Yami: *shakes head* . . .
Yugi: *silent, listening . . . his Shinto beliefs certainly can't help Yami the way he needs . . . and what of himself, if half of what he's heard over time is true?*

Lunnaei: *soft sigh* *gently hugs Yami* It /is/ something that you need to think about, Nyal (Brother....though by now I'm sure you know that, eh? ^,~). When you are open to talking about it /please/ find me. *brushes his hair from his face again* And in the meantime.....*looks him over* *shakes head* Don't hold to this.....it hurts to see you like this and I'm not just talking sympathy pains.
Talim: *soft shudder*
Lunnaei: These wounds are mental now......clean up, and come back to us... And /please/ think about what I've told you...I speak the truth I've experienced....*smileing warmly at him*

Yami: */still/ not meeting their eyes, looks down at himself, slow nod . . . slower healing, wounds and finally blood disappearing*

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