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How do I feel? to many words to descibe the pain inside. How do i feel? i feel the pain of one thousand worlds I feel the darkness that is enclosing me.I feel the cold air sweep against my face.What do i see? i see alot What do i see? I see my own black blood spill to the ground.I see my breath dieing like me.I see the pain that is slowly boiling up out of me after staying in so long. I am neko the wispers in the night,the cat that never sleeps,the shadows in the dark.
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
hey
hey, whats up everyone i know i haven't been on lately other things on my mind.....for all who don't know im sad because i had to dump kieth for cheating on my *tear*jackass...anyways if u guys want anymore poems tell me! i don't think ill be able to get on much got lots to do.....well bye...
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Thursday, December 1, 2005
hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hello evry1 thank u for look at myotaku acount plz stay read and think!
I love you.
Those are the words that open my thoughts, my heart, and my soul.
Those are the words that fill my head, this book, and the hole
That continued to grow with every mistake I made, every person that I lost
Left me with a debt that my mind could not pay, so my heart had to pay the cost.
Those are the words that are my gift, my nepenthe, and my pain.
Those are the words that make me happy, make me crazy, and make me sane.
I love you.
Those are the words that open my thoughts to happiness and sorrow.
The joy of being with you today and fear of losing you tomorrow.
Those are the words that open my heart up to you
To show you how I feel about everything you do.
Those are the words that open my soul and everything inside.
All the feelings that I have and all the pain that I hide.
I love you.
Those are the words that is my gift to you from me.
To bring you lots of joy and make you very happy.
Those are the words that are my nepenthe for past memories
They bring my mind to rest and it slowly starts to ease.
Those are the words that are my pain that slowly eats away
At my mind and soul and makes them start to rot and decay.
I love you.
Those are the words that fill my head with happy thoughts of us.
All the romantic memories and times of love struck lust.
Those are the words that fill this book from the start until the end.
It shows in every page, how much I tried to tend.
And those are the words that fill the hole.
I love you.
Those are the words that make me happy deep within my heart.
When you say them to me, my body starts to warm, each and every part.
Those are the words that make me crazy when I know not what to think.
All my thoughts start to spin and my sound mind starts to sink.
Those are the words that make me sane when my thoughts are crystal clear.
Now I know what to say as I whisper in your ear,
I love you.
Keith and Neko11/15/05
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Friday, November 11, 2005
I AM
I am
I am King David dodging the greedy Goliaths
Darting in between
The crashing thrashing monoliths
I am keeping the Philistines at bay
Warding the Leviathan away
Working with magic and ironsmiths
I am Santiago sailing on a violent sea
Flowing with the typhoon
No untoward waves come from me
I am keeping the predators at bay
Warding the craggy bottom away
Bringing home my precious bounty
I am Ulysses I will not heed a siren's song
I am on an ancient quest
Whereby right shall conquer wrong
I am keeping the hags at bay
Warding the curses away
Within my new Eden do I belong
I am Don Quixote jousting against illusion
That is not mine for me reality
Has risen above confusion
I am keeping old saws at bay
Warding the critics away
Riding my words like a stallion
I am Humanity struggling to survive
By wit and grit and fortune's benefit
I manage to stay alive
I am keeping the cynics at bay
Warding dystopia away
Being my own poet, promise, prophet
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Pain
Pain
The pain inside builds up everyday,
and every breath is painful,
I look in the mirror
and see a person who tried to change themselves
How can I explain how I feel,....
The struggling I suffered.....
every morning I wake up I can hear the voices of pain...
The days are to short,
and the nights are too long,
and every day my heart grows weaker,...
as days pass by
The wind gets colder,
as my days turn older,
the memories from the past haunts my night.....
This pain I can never forget,
it makes me who I am today...
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
this is sumthing my friend wrote from new orleans
My New Orleans
Old folks with life's yokes,
listened to the devils jokes.
Water just like a rabid hound,
ran my people to the ground.
Big easy drowned and upside down,
man I miss this dying town.
There is no house in New Orleans,
gulf by god has swept it clean.
In the city where no one works,
good times gone and left for worse.
Hand me down my walking shoes,
seems I lost all I can lose.
A bottle of gin and worn out cot,
the heavens await for whom have not.
Waters rolled in and drowned the cries,
of government cheese and social lies.
No beer no beads or laughing girls
gone is the city that once grew pearls.
Walked my levee many a time
only to leave it all behind.
I'm moving on oh wont you learn,
hold your head when it's your turn.
Big easy drowned and upside down,
Man I miss this dying town.
-Brent Oren Langlinais September,2005 '
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Monday, September 12, 2005
forgotten past
A past once left behind
A secret I never told
A memory shoved to the back of my mind
Forcing myself to fit into another mold.
I tried to run away
I tried not to look back
I know I shouldn't have stayed
But the strength I seemed to lack.
All I ever wanted was to feel loved
Someone to take me in.
What I got was a gift from above
He helped me let my new life begin.
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